-ahem-

*wearing tie, wear formal clothes*

Well, I'm not gonna vain. I just come here for some announcements. *did i spell wrong ?* Pekchek in englishhhhhh.

One things to tell you guys who are reading my blog now.

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EXAM IS NEAR.

VERY NEAR.

DAMN NEAR.

Rawwwwr.

TIME is not enough for me now.

TARGET 60%^^

Hehehe. x)

"Go study larhh, Exam is near man!"

This sentence i heard it atleast twice a day man.

Tired tak ?

Walaupun kau tak letih, aku pun letih lahh!

Due to dont wanna hear my laopeh laobu say rubbish to me.

I decide..

TO DONT ON9 and BLOGGING liao!!

For 2 weeks larhh.

Will be back soon! :bb

DONT miss me too much tuu.

I scared you guys get 相思病 arhh.

:bbbb

Becaus of you,
I fall in love with BLEACH
Now i watch it,
Its make me remember you.
So, where are you now ?
Ive missing you badly.

*off*

乌鸦嘴 =x

原来老天就是这样安排的，

我们那样的分开，

这样的再见，

不是很巧吗？

Today very very 乌鸦嘴, I dont know its count as 乌鸦嘴 or 很准 larhh. Just make me SHOCK SHOCK nia. o_o I told Ellyhongdehong :"If he say hi to me ah, then i follow u go kantin." But since he didnt saw me, so we just walk out, and then he suddenly POP OUT and -silently- HALO to me. And that time we OTW to kantin. Sooooo 准 right ?!!? *for me, its 乌鸦嘴*

And I told Ellyhongdehong about tk a.k.a GILASMILER before i went to my tuition jusnow. Well, again.. 乌鸦嘴, i saw him walked down from my tuition flat there, but LUCKILY he is not same tuition class with me, *huhh, kinda upset yahh* And i saw NICK. -__-

HAVING A COMPLICATED FEELING NOW. =x

When i saw him, i felt like.. wanna hug him. o.o

Is it cause of long time no see ?

Or im just a pervert ? :b

EHEHHEE, ignore the small-small words please. :bbb

Take from VANZ's blog ;;

Me and xinJIE aka my TAU KE buddy went off during B.Melayu period :D but we had to wait til' cikgu sarimah marked the attendance. We wanted to bring xinNI along, but i dont know d: so we were near the year8 stairs for loike, 15 minutes i think. XinJIE za freak tore something from inside her Awesome Playez shoes. And i was walking around d year8 girls toilet *yes, walking. Asking how? Ask me in person :D* the whole time. Thenn, xinJIE had to off the lights to scare me == i mean, she knows i hate being in a dark room, and she thinks its cute when i run outside the toilet with my face filled with fear.. I dont think thats cute Jie! Heheh.

HAHAHAH! VANZ! u really very cute when u run out from toilet, CUTEEEEEE!!! (Y)(Y). I feel like Baikahong should wear a 助听器 or 助看器, i mean i PREFER建议 he go wear la. Cause me and Yvonne were shouted like :"BIRD!!大bird!!小BIRD!!" Then he dont even looked at us. We shouted his FULL name lagi ahh! Guess! I shout what then he look up ?

Me : 那个正在摸人家birdbird的人！！！*he touching/molesing/enjoying ppl's bird*

KVH: *look up and look at us*

Me&vonn&ellyhong : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Nahh kan, he buta + deaf tuuu. :P Just he look up at bad timing, make we all LTD ah. xD Beh~~Tahan tuuu. VERY TIRED ehy today.

Me, LCH and Jiayii went to CHINA HISTORY de training. Well, maybe its nt training, its was like MURDERING teacher. =x We with one di di lagi, who very DRAMATIC + KNS + FUNNY de. Be with him ah, gonna lose all! PEKCHEK dao.. LTD + LTD ahhh! x.x

LOVE really pain,
you make me cant breathe,
and you just at there,
act like its not ur business.
IHATEYOU. ):

I SAW HIM EVERYWHERE.

Well, im not a stalker yoh.

I just ACCIDENTLY saw him.

(U)

不想看到你时，
你就常常出现在我面前，
想你想到快死时，
你却不在。

啊你是怎样啊？！要打架是不是啊？

I MISS GILASMILER. ((:

又爱又恨！

Ponteng many periods with my TAUKE-mate. :bb VANZ. HAHA. We very JIAN want, after make attendance then we run. AHAH! Sometime bring LAA also. O: We still polite yohh. And today had one thing make our class HYPER + SHOUT + GILA + HAPPY.

-aheemmm- After me and VANZ tauke. We go back class at last period. Then our teacher ___ very hyper. She/he will suddenly hit whiteboard ans make us WAKE UP. Then, Joshua find Fong mahh, then tcher __ dont want let him out. *she taking up the chair and looked like want to throw him liao* But then fong just ran out without her promission. WOAH.

Then teacher ___ tulan and shut the door hardly.. Then she shout :"FUCKING SHIT~" Well, this sentence make we all WAKE and CLAP and SHOUT woooohoooo! SO SHUAI AH!! I love this teacher mahN! Its too bad cant tell out the name, cause its our secret.

Tcher : HOI! dont tell out this ah! This is our secret! *winkss*

we : LOLs.

Tcher : We now are friends.

We : OHHHH~ FRIENDS~

Bryan : Then you make sure you pass our midyear ahhhhh.

Tcher : nohh

Bryan : If not...

Tcher : Is this a BLACK MAIL ?

Bryan : Nohh~ Its a WHITE MAIL.

We all : *LTD LTD*

So funny right ?! This teacher make me laugh until gila. O: She very DRAMATIC want lorhhh. Beh~~Tahan! xDD Cant handle of her dramatic you know ?!

Tcher : Hoii, that boy, dont send msg to me anymore!

Boy : HUH ?! *typing msg or ebuddy*

Tcher : My phone no credit, so you stop msg me laaa!

BU YAO LIAN de teacher ahhhh! PFFFFT TOHUIIT. Pekchekk ahh kena she teach. x.x

Go to tuiton, also one word. PEKCHEK. -____-

I finally can feel dao the feeling of true MURDER people. :bb I keep on sing : "I know you love me~ I know you care.." HAHA! JUSTIN BUBIER's song!! xDD Then the girl who beside me will go crazyy. And beg me dont sing anymore. WHO CARE! I like to murder de yohhhhh. :pp

"Baby baby baby ohh"

"NOOOO! STOP IT!"

"baby baby baby nohhh!"

"XINJIEEEE~ NOHHHH!"

"I know you love mee"

"DANIEL you also stop it pleaseeeee!"

Me and daniel group together and murder her, she really pissed off by us. O: Then she say "IHATEYOU" to Daniel. Then Daniel say : The more you hate me the more chance you will be my WIFE.

WOHHHHH! make the girl SPEECHLESS and pissed off! xDDD (Y)(Y) So geng ehhyy! x) Then what we get atlast is..

"XINJIE and DANIEL! You two go there sit!"

-ahem- Tuition teacher tulan niaoo.. UHH-OHH. >< Stil when tuition teacher didnt look at us. We sing!! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME, I KNOW YOU CAREEEEE. HAHA! xDD The girl stress and shout like gila terus. Well.. we dont know anything, we're innocent!! x.x

VAIN TIME.
Attention before you scroll down, please prepare ohh.

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MYCHONNY's PURE ASIAN SIGN. :p

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VAINNNNNN!

Can tolong me ? Vote from 1 to 4 which one more NICER and suit to put in facebook ? TOLONG Yi XIA.


IMY, ILY, IWY, IHY.

Kao-ing LINGCHUI. :b

HAHA! Actually today very tired de lorhh. Then when Computer period, me and LAA were like LINGCHUI LOVE ME more or LOVE HER more. LOLS! Then we go her class LUAN. Really is LUAN ahh! Then she said she LOVE both of us. *PFFFT~* TOhui! *copy cat 池老师punya STYLE* "JIN JIA SHI TOHUIT ahhh!" :P:P

Went to KOLOMEE's shop makan kolomee. LOLs. This font better. AHAHA! Im so RANDOM! x)) Urgggh, having longjump justnow. I HATE SAND. Rawwrrr! When i clean my shoes, woahhh, FULL of sand. -___- HATE IT. Hate the sand sand feeling! (N)

-AHEM- Today having one very OMFBWTBKETCHAPSAUCE. Which is BAIKAHONG call me help him give LINGCHUI chocolate.. LAA!! WE LOSE ALL LIAO!!! Lose to that one box of TRONKY. LOLs.

IWANTPAKTOH!! Lol. I felt so lonely!! RAWR!

刮风这天我试过握着你的手，
偏偏雨渐渐大到我看你不见，
还要多久我才能在你身边？
等到放晴的那一天，
或许我会比较好一点.

RANDOMmM.

Again, in computer lab now. o.o Teacher call us to delete our school email de mails. I just delete finish then i blogging. :b since cant facebook~ x) Yesterday i didnt blog. Due to dai yi ma lorh. PAIN dao i want die. x.x I went to nurse there rest for 3 period. Cause its too pain for me, till i cant handle. =.= Im so WEAK. (N)(N)

EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM EXAM. COMING SOON. Aishh, nada cheer leader liao. I feel like MISSING some part of my life qu! Right ? ELLYHONGDEHONG ? :bb I ROVE exam. :D

AGAIN LAA BESIDE ME! :D *Big big smile*

She stalking mee!! DDDDD: BIANTAI LAA. :P:P

I MISS YEAR8E'2009. I MISS Cikgu PRIYA!

But not her cubit and hitting. D:

LINGCHUI
LINGCHUI
LINGCHUI
LINGCHUI
I ROVE YOU. :b
Just like mouse like big rice!
LOLs!
-AHEM- Dont say im so hiao. :b
Me and LAA and VONN kao lingchui now. D:

LINGCHUI! beware of STALLAHAAAAAAA~ :b

PEKCHEK. -.-

Around 9pm, yawnnn~ Such a nice day. On my TV, enjoying those TV SHOW and think about Jiayii they were in school now~~ Suddenly my phone ringing;;

Me : Wei ?
Unknown : 喂，你好，请问是林欣洁的家长吗？
ME : 呃，我是. *WTF! complain about me ?! Wht did i do wrong ?!?!*
Unknown : 哦，他今天没来学校领奖吗？
Me : 啊？领奖？！
Unknown : 对啊！在和平堂，请穿整齐校服。现在报到。
ME : O_______O *RUSHING to change clothes and told my dad*

Then me and my parent RUSHING like gila terus. My dad very tulan cause they just NOTICE us like before the thing start. =_= WEEEEEEE`~ Get $10! AHAHA! well, me wear uniform but jiayii and lch not. o.o but then jiayii is get the 奖学金, but me and lch are 中国文化常识比赛 de prize. o.o Me was like very 莫名其妙 de pergi there take the prize. PEKCHEK daoo~

SHOE ah SHOE~~ Why i want buy you must 经过重重难关de ahh ? Tonight baru can get you. HEMPHHH! I swear! I will buy dao you deeeee! efff`~~

说爱的谎言 想见到你的谎言
重新回来的你的谎言 都是谎言
保护你的谎言 你的谎言 没有你不能活的你的谎言
既然就这样离开 抛弃我 为什么和我约定




不是你我就不行 不行 不是你就非常讨厌
为什么老是推来我 为什么想放开我的手 为什么变成这样 为什么是这样
这样做不可以的 知道不可以 但我没有信心让你走




说爱的谎言 想见到你的谎言
重新回来的你的谎言 都是谎言
保护你的谎言 你的谎言 没有你不能活的你的谎言
既然就这样离开 抛弃我 为什么和我约定




哀求着你告诉我是谎言 但没有用
我该怎么办 怎么办
你走了 怎么办
原来就只那样的人吗？冷却了的爱情
你实在太坏 你实在太坏 这样让我哭




说爱的谎言 想见到你的谎言
重新回来的你的谎言 都是谎言
保护你的谎言 你的谎言 没有你不能活的你的谎言
既然就这样离开 抛弃我 为什么和我约定
叫我离开的谎言 不要回头看的谎言
不要再找我的你的谎言 都是谎言
忘了我的谎言 我们已经结束了的谎言
想了又想 没有你我不行 请重新回到我身边

  我我我 我感觉快要死了 没有你怎么都不能做
我我我 我只有哭 对离别这个话我不能安定
又又又 心里一种这样 仿佛要疯掉
拜托重新回到我的身边 重新回到我的身边

LIES- Tiara. :)

I'm heart sick, heal me, be crazy,

can't let you go

Sad love song, my love's gone,

 please baby, don't go far

So beast

Down, down, we gotta get down,

down, down, we gotta get down

Down, down, we gotta get down,

I want ya, come to me, girl

Down, down, we gotta get down,

 down, down, we gotta get down

Down, down, we gotta get down,

I want ya, come to me, girl

你离开的地方被悲伤占据

留下我独自离开我该怎么办

就算经过很多时间你的脸庞还是会经常

在脑中旋转浮现

昨天最后的 kiss 无法抓住你的 miss

所有都是梦 plz 我是个傻瓜 成为了一个傻瓜

就算很想呼唤呼唤 很想挽留挽留

hey hey hey girl

回来 plz ma hate girl

不管怎么想都很不像话 bad girl

经常想起你要疯掉疯掉 bad girl

不曾回头看着在呼唤

请你不要离开的我 bad girl

G.O.N.E 你离开之后手表都 stop 很多余

我耳边听到的 like our story (so sick)

说着 ma ma lady 因没有你哭泣的我 daily

到现在还是为你空出位置 girl C.O.M.E

只恨了你一天就开始想念你

想起你泪水就在脸庞肆意

越是想挽留你越想离你更近一些

却发现我们已经渐离渐远

想重新回头好像也晚了

你的声音越来越远

就算很想呼唤呼唤 很想挽留挽留

hey hey hey girl

回来 plz ma hate girl

不管怎么想都很不像话 bad girl

经常想起你要疯掉疯掉 bad girl

不曾回头看着在呼唤

请你不要离开的我 bad girl

到现在为止你曾说过的所有话

已瞬间都成为了谎言

为了让你回心转意

一步步离我远去的你

不管怎么想都很不像话 bad girl

经常想起你要疯掉疯掉 bad girl

不曾回头看着在呼唤

请你不要离开的我 bad girl

down down we gotta get down

down down we gotta get down

down down we gotta get down

请回到独自悲伤的我身边

down down we gotta get down

down down we gotta get down

down down we gotta get down

(I wanna u come to me girl)

Bad girl - Beast. :)

Everyday I shock. o.o

200th posts!!!

CONGRATZ to myself! its finally 200!! LOLS. LAMEE.

俊豪曰："所谓以鞭补鞭，以型补型！"

HAHAHAHAHAHA! PEKCHEK ehhhy! He need 虎鞭 now! *winks to Jiayii and Yvonne q:* Or maybe tongkak ali ? :P

Today very tired ehyy! Ohnoh, today is VERY WEIRD day. 1st, the gate is locked. 2nd, AHTIONG nada come school. 3rd, I didnt saw S at early morning. 4th, Nick EMO! 5th Nick didnt kacau Yvonne. -___- REALLY VERY WEIRD.

IM TIRED.
-ahem- Its 200th posts, so i have to let it be more special! :P Today got to the 戏剧工作坊. VERY NICEEEE!! NICE until i dont know how to explain qu~ =_= The teacher said cant tell out so i diam diam larh =x *SKIP the drama parts than*

They said now Brunei having ACID rain until 28april. REALLY?!?!?! Me justnow enjoy the rain like gila lagi tuu. Very pekchek, kena many ppl kek today. Until I cant even RMB ahh! AishhhH! Urang tua aku! =___= TOMORROW!!!!!!!! AHAHAH! MALL!! SHOES!!! AHHHHH~ Wish i can buy dao i want de! *pray to BUDDHA*

Some conver between me and IVANWONG. :P so FUNNY! and PEKCHEK! q:

IvAnNo~:

*buy what/?
*bra??
*hahah
*xP

      ;; xinZaii ♥ ;;        Immaturity keeps me young ((: ;; 说:
*if u knw my size.
*can also!
*HAHA!!!

 IvAnNo~:
*hahhaha
*lols
*don't siao la
*hahah
*lols
*wanna know my darling de first...
*hahaha
*lols

 ;; xinZaii ♥ ;;        Immaturity keeps me young ((: ;; 说:
*-ahem-

IvAnNo~ :
*don't hiao la yuou
*hahaha
*XP

      ;; xinZaii ♥ ;;        Immaturity keeps me young ((: ;; 说:
**cough cough*

IvAnNo~:
*blehxxx

 ;; xinZaii ♥ ;;        Immaturity keeps me young ((: ;; 说:
*wuiyoh.. hehe1
*got pp hiao liao yohh

 IvAnNo~ :
*even for my darling, i won't so hiao la
*hahha
*won't force her to say de la
*ahhhaah
*XP
lols

      ;; xinZaii ♥ ;;        Immaturity keeps me young ((: ;; 说:
*u will go touch nia mah
*right ?
*hehe

IvAnNo~ :
*hhha
*lols
*i won't so hiao la
*hahha
*lols
*only most is touch her waist nia lah
*or her shoulder
*don't think too much lah you
*haahha
*lols
*hahhaa

      ;; xinZaii ♥ ;; :
*ahaha! are uuu sureee ? hehe

IvAnNo~:
*YES!!!!


WELL, we're just joking yohh! And he is 斯文败类, boh bian. HIAO HIAO de!! xD

OHYEAHHH! Lasttime 熊 gave me a NICKNAME. Which was KATIE. Do you guys think that;s suit me ? SUITABLE ?? *SIAO LIAO*

EXAM NEAR LERHHHHHH! RAWRRRR~

SORRY *bows* to SEAN STEWART. *dance SJ sorry sorry*

一山还有一山高.=)

Went to school at early morning. Aduuh`~ Dont say me siao siao, cause i have to help my lovelyChinese teacher who now 大腹便便 de woman. q: Helping her record the time of those drama start and END. o.o Ji tired de wohh. Dont think its so easy, we do dao so jin zhang. Well, Yvonne enjoy beside me. Pfft`~ And we saw 2 puppies outside the hall, so CUTE and they looked innocent. Arghh!♥♥♥♥ puppy ahhh! Ai siaooo, later put up those pictures. *lazy-y-y bone-e-e*

Those dramas + 颁奖 take 5hours plus. =____= ohh! And got people talk talk talk lagi lerhh. But our school de drama damn niceeeee! Make me realy want cry gehh! NICE!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ After that, we stay back, i saw him. :))))) EHEHEHE. We play until raining then we very hyper. xDDD Our style lerhhh! Play under rain! And ohhh~ VOLLEYBALL! ♥ q: He passed by and play awhile. EHEHHEEE. *Who can make me stop laughing by that way ? Anyone ?*  Well, rain. So me kinda freeshow liao, bohbian wear school uniform kaliah! T_T And LingChui use volleyball HIT lch's bird. AHHAHAHAHHA! We all laugh dao beh tahan! And anang larh, LCH pain dao....... xDDDDDDD

My mum said :"嗨哟！你淋雨啊？！哪个是太阳雨喂！很伤身的！会有白头发还有头痛！

Then me terus O_________O W.T.F SCARY-Y-Y!!! White hair ?! NOHHHHHHHHHHHH! T^T

Yesterday ;;

STAY at cinema for half an hour. =__= Cause we ride the second turn of the schlbus. Farkk. But still we saw S's anak. And we lepak and sakai there. And they play the table football. SO HYPERRR! We keep on said :"OLEH OLEH OLEH~ OLEH~ OLEH~ GO GO!" And some people was like :" PASS THE BALL TO ME! HERE HERE." Dont know de people still will thought we play real football ah! AI SIAO! OLEHoLEHoLEH~ :P FUN ehhy! and Viel GILA + HYPER in the bus. FUN!

Stayback at school, with yvonne and ellyhongdehong. At 1st with Jiayii at hall, saw someone play basketball and Sean take away the ball, he asking me but i haven say YES then he take liao. PEKCHEK si wa~ But actually the ball not mine also. q: HAHA~ Then i called BAIKAhong called Yvonne find us, guess what he said to me, -___-

BKhong: 我才刚上来的，你叫我去找她？！
Me : 不用紧的啦~ 再去又不会死。
BKhong : 你都讲我"Baika"了得咯！你还要我走？
Me and Jiayii : AISHH! KEKSI! =_=

But then he still got called Yvonne larh! xD Me and Jiayii kept on ROFLOLMAO at Sean, cause of he dance the “今天不回家” de dance, which perform on stage de. HAHAHA! LTD ahh! xD We SAW CHUNSHEN aka JY's bf at school. Aishh soi dao bao. q: He so lonely gehh, i wonder why Jiayii dont come with him! qq:

Yvonne keep on want to go PingPong room to watch XX but me and Ellyhongdehong keep on dont want go. xDD HAHA! She very tulan about it also. :P Cause I keep on saw mine but she cant saw her's xx. :P

6.30pm to 8pm;; CHEERLEADER!!!

Ellyhongdehong JOIN us!! WOHOOOOO! We're so HYPER when we dance!! So niceeee! xDD BOOM BOOM POW BOOM BOOM POW. q:

8pm to 9.30pm, TUITION.

AISHHHHHH! TIRED si wa! Do math in tt lagi! Wahhpiang~ And my teacher keep said SPORT SUCK. No wonder she is so fat and short! Never do sport de! EEEFFF! _l_ ahh! Tulan si! I know study also important, but atleast sport not suck man. =____=

PICTURES of yesterday and today. :)

LCH insidee!! xDD

Clement busying his INSURANCE project!! xDD

YVONNE VERY VERY CUTE!

Arwuuu, both of them so CUTE-E-E!!

CUTE DAO!

AI SIAO! so hot they all so enjoy there lagi!! My eyes cant even open ehy! -.-

你开始理我了，为什么我还是觉得很空虚？


"Immaturity keeps me young" - mychonny
very agree with it. :)

At Safiah's house now. :33

Currently at safiah house now.With Chunhou, Yvonne and Clement. Well, having pillow fight with LCH and Yvonne. =___= My head pening terus tuu, and i felt we were like bungkus-ing LCH. (Urghh, i miss bungkus'09) Then Safiah's house very LUAN and MESSY and DUSTYYY! 灰尘飞来飞去！Our nose very itchy terus. But got one people very very calm and boh itchy. =_= He is CLEMENT LEONG. Wonder why he will in Safiah house ? 受害者的说辞是：“我是被刘俊豪骗来的！他骗我！” -AHEMM- 现在我们来听听加害者的说辞：“我哪里有？我讲要在这里做project嘛！” HAHAHA! They 2 really very cute. And got one conversation lagi;;

CL : 你骗我来的！
CH : 你才骗我！我还以为你有带书！
CL : 你骗我啦！讲要来他家做，结果嘞？！你在那边享受！
CH : 我哪有？是因为你没有带书嘛！！
CL : 你自己又不要带？！
CH : 我以为会去我家嘛！！

Well, their arguing wont haven conclusion de lorhh~ Keep on scolding in a funny way~ SO SWEEEEET! q: -AHEM- Me and LCH de body very very very itchy jusnow. I wonder Safiah de pillow got wash or not! qq: EHEHHE! Then i went back home then i bath bath then go school again. -___- KEKDIO! I got cheerleader gehhh.Then LUCKILY got ELLYHONGDEHONG lepak lepak with meeh!! EHEHEHE! q: Her hair now isshh very very CUTE-E-E-E-E!! q:

REDHOUSE ROCK! JIAYOUJIAYOU!
Dont care me, im so random now.
AHAHAHAHA! :D
Well, i hate copycat.
I dont want MENTIONED it out.
AND my novel blog SERIOUSLY got copyright de yoh.

Phewwiee.

Currently at computer lab 1 now. I found out that I always blogging when I haveing computer lesson. :x I'm a BAD GIRL. :P Arghhh, who can help me?! I need Bad girl's video noww! Download deeee! Aiishhhh! TOLONG AKU! TOLONGGGGGGGGGGGGG~  

Random now. Justnow long jump so scaryyyyy! -ahhem- For me larhh~ Some people do like it. Dont know why! Today or tomorrow gonna post those pictures i "tou pai" de. :P EHEHEHEHE. And and and!! I just found out that Ebuddy become more SUI liao!! I mean at computer de larhh! All can change theme and colour SUI DAOOOOOOOOO!!! xDDD *dont say me lagging if you know it early then me*

LAA beside me now. :)

Later gonna have tuition. Tired siii. =___= But wei le pass my midyear exam. HUAAAAAT LARHHHH! :P *wink to Ellyhongdehong*

Physically sad, mentally tired. :)

-CRAPS-
-SHITS-
-RUBBISH-

祝你幸福，
我只想这样的告诉你，
可是我做不到！
我知道我很自私！可是，我是真的对你付出我的爱，
即使没有回报，这已经足够了。
只要你幸福，我会快乐的。 :D

I ever saw, saw you hardworking on your drawing, that time i really fall in love with you, such a deep deep love. Again, saw you disturbing your friends, make fun around. You never know, i was just hide at somewhere and looked at you. Now, you ignore me and just passed by me like a stranger. You never know, the way you looked at me make me felt so hurt. I know right, im so silly. Alots of people called me to give up on you. But i dont want! You know why ? Cause its the 1st time im so in love with someone, 1st time got people can make me cry. I think youre believe in the rumours of me. What i dump my xbf for sex de. Urghh, dont you felt its so fake ?! If you really believe in that, then what can i said is, YOURE SUCH A LIAR.

我一想到以前的你是多么的相信我，帮助我。我的泪就掉下来，擦得掉我的泪可是却擦不掉我和你的回忆。我真的好爱你！

Dont feel like gonna on9 always now. If got something urgent, msg me or miscall me. I just wanna 逃避，逃避现实. Let me clam down for days 1st. I really cant handle of this JEALOUS de feeling. What for i jealous ? Aishhh. :((

My chinese's homework, 诗歌改写。

你曾经对我说过，我和你之间好像那首美丽的歌曲。后来却又变成两部悲伤的电影，悲伤的电影述说着我们之间的无奈和伤心。为什么你要带我经历过那些最难忘的旅程？难忘的旅程总是有许多的欢乐与悲伤，可是那些悲伤的日子总是你陪我度过。现在你走了，不管我们以前有多快乐，你的离开还是在我心中深处留下最痛的纪念品！

MALL MALL MALL.

Wake up at around 9am. Siaoo, got time relax dont want. -___- Then around 10+ go to mall. Actually is for family day de, but i felt like want to accompany LCH also. xDD My parent thought that we 2 讲好要见面的. Then we terus said NOH, 我们碰巧见面的！ xDD hahaha! He looked like my brother wuad, dont have people 误会 de lahhh! xD

Then we go to see shoes. And got one shop buy one pair get one pair. So nice ahh all the shoes! I fall in love in 2 pairs of shoes ahhh! Gonna post up the pictures here. >< 爱死了啦！Me and LCH talk dao very funny want! We said :"很怕他们的Buy one free one 是买右鞋送左鞋！" hahaahaha! And the shopkeeper actually know chinese. PFFFT`~ KEKSI! Well all the shoes made in CHINA. But nice and who cares ?! Uhhh, my mum care. PFFTTT!! She said her kawan de shop pun all sell like that de. SO we go his shop lorh. Which locate at KIULAP. -_____________-

Arrive there, what me and LCH can said was, PEKCHEK arhh! All the shoes there are OLD-FASHION and fugly. =.= So tulan ehhyy. I THOUGHT will be BETTER. Whadafarktodamaxx. LCH said :"这样的店哦，不久一定会CAPLATde!" Me very agree with his sentence!!! xDDDD Bohbian, that kind de shop all de fashion like shyt ah! PEKCHEK. :p

Pictures of my LOVER.

Arwuuu, snap dao not good, cause scared of shopkeeper marah! ><

 HAHAHA! my favourite shoes! I gonna have it next sunday!! WOHHOOOOO!

HAHA! me look vain! :P But the glowing lollipop stick nice!! :P

Pictures of yesterday! ~at yayasan~

FAMILY PHOTO!! The 1st time we all 到齐！

Jiayii taking picture with joliBEE and Doreamon! xD

Still got many pictures about them de. But due to some SPOILER de bitches, so i not gonna post it up. =3=

I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! *uhh obviously*

-ahem- So nice or not ? Its TTL sing by supernove and tiara de! xDD

SAD + hyper + gila = me.

MORNING, uhhhh, I dont want leave my blanket!! Its so warm and nice. Well, i keep on repeat it everyday. Just today is very very very very tired. You guys know de larh, yesterday with LingChui, Jiayii, Xinmin, Xuan, Ellyhongdehong, Chingwen and 3 unknown guys played dao very sakaisohaisiao! Very hyper jiu dui liao! Then today what i get is.. TIRED + MUSCLE PAIN! My baika.. abit good liao! xDD *NOMORE BAIKA JIE FOR YOU GUYS!*

Go to school with panda eyes. @.@ And lay on table, sleep like pig. Eventhought kena teacher marah, stil 周公的魅力还是很强！Me slept at BM class, uh-ha.. Sarimah damn tulan keep knock table stil no use. 我的身体不听我使唤！Want blame jiu blame 周公！But got one thing can make me hyper and wake up. *Dont think wrong la* Its NOVEL! I rush rush take out and read, well i really wake up and hyper more. x.x

Afternoon! Go to Safiah's house (our 第二个收留所) And change baju and bla bla bla de. RUsh to school, cause of she being the back up for Jiayii's team. They realy do try thier best yo! Eventhou green house very 强, still in my eyes JIAYII最帅！！ She very 逞强 de lorhh~ Hand hurt like sai liao stil play so 激烈. Aishhhh! Kasian!

After her match, then we go 搭顺风车. Well, its not 顺风车larhh, its cause of JIAYII baru we have car go yayasan de!! (Y)(Y)! My leg no need suffer much liao! AHAHAHAH! Me wear dao very short and go yayasan, i feel so weird! =X And 熊 saw it, but he didnt said anything to me, 有点失落咯！

Arrive Yayasan, thanks to de UNCLE who bring us there de. *wink to jiayii* :P We enjoy in Yayasan untill.. We saw VH and with his mother. And his mother FUCKING SUI and CANTIK and YOUNG!!!! O.O! And he also not cha xiao us de. PFFFT! FIne then. BAIKAHONG! Jiayii and 猪 hold hand ler. And 搭肩 ohh! :P So SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Ohyea, saw dao him. What i really really can describe is DOREAMON. -___- Sing K in Kbox like gila!! :P He sing 给我你的爱 to JIAYII yohhhh! EHEHEHE! I got banyak 把柄 here. Pssst! When belanja me makan ya ? :P Walk around yayasan then suddenly Jiayii's mum said that wanna fetch her up NOW. Then we all rushing. (Vonn! we re so lapar that time!!) >___< 

But then UNCLE drive in lagi, and asked us want go yayasan again or not. We looked at each other. Then terus say YES and run to his car. PFFFT! KEKSI! OHHH! LCH scared to be with him!! When he said can bring LCH back home.. LCH terus dont want! :P Scared uncle rape ? :OOOOO

Go back school, lepak with Vonn and Xuan. Then i went to my Cheerleader's practice. >_< 结果……被熊看到了！超级超级丢脸的！可是那一秒的凝视我却可以拥有，我已感到很幸福了~

Having a fun day again. And im so tired now. :P But got something wanna say!!

如果你并不是真心对我好，

那请你离开我的世界，

别再来找我！

我需要的不是个空洞的你！

而是以前那个喜欢我的你！

Still, I very miss you and cant give up. Keep shouting your name while sing k. Im silly..

RAIN RAIN fast come!

Today very sunny, until I went to school STILL sunny. Go to school training badminton, playing with Xinmin them. Going to watch mylaopodarling aka JIAYII match volleyball. But 人算不如天算, when they training, suddenly RAIN. At first is like, big drop de rain, so we not so care, walk here and there. Me and Xuan walked under rain and sing! AI SIAO!

When we at kantin, all of them so GUAI de at there go project, *plus in 3boys* Then while they cutting picture, its got one x-sultan picture i think ?

Me : WAHHH! so shuaii! *熊 terus看过来*
Elly : HUH ?! which one ?!
Me : Nuhh! his pose so shuai lagi!
Elly : *LMFAO* He shuai ?!!?
Me : YEAWAHHH! Shuai dao look like SUPERJUNIOR !!
Jiayii : Their grandparent right ?!
Me : YEA! hahahahahah!
Elly : Aiyohh look alike yo! HAHA!
Me : SHUAI sii! *keep on taking the picture!*
Safiah : KEKSI!

Suddenly, rain very big quuuu! Gham gham they got volleyball, so we decide to play larh, but you know larh, rain so big. But WE DONT CARE! We stand under the rain and play volleyball, suddenly... changed to play basketball, then become FOOTBALL! Well, we are using volleyball to play football *dont say we gila, cause we anang de!!* Then i 助跑.. run run run to kick the ball.. so.. my leg.. HURTTTT. Currently baika now. *别拿我和baikahong相提并论!!* He is BAIKA dao very FUNNY! But -AHEM- im not!!

When we playing under rain, we keep on shout and run and jump and LAUGH. Ahhh! so tired but shuang!! We all WET WET de. So SE-XY! *all people 三条线* Ling chui also very HYPER ahh! When we all under the rain larhh, so happy de!! xDDD

Haishh, Dont know is GOD jealous or what.好景不常在 ahhh~ Accidently de, Xinmin dont know is thinking about chai or apa, she accidently throw ball to longkang, and... UH-Ohhhhh. Jatuh ke longkang. Its so OMFBWTFSOYASAUCE! O__O We all so WORRIED and wonder how to take it!!

Then 熊 they called me,
熊 : HI xinjie!
Me : huhh ? *combing my hair and shocked*
熊 : SEE! she dont even want say hi to me!! fine!!
Me : Err.. HI ? *me tht time very WET*
熊 : Fine!
Me : Okay, HI!! -.-
熊 : Later go your house ? Okie ? *眨眼睛 and this 动作make me vomit*
V1 : Dont larh, go your house better.
熊 : ohkay, uhhh too bad, now raining, cant oh!
Me :... o.o *Haiya, you never let me go de *
V2 : LOL!
熊 : Oh, youre so wet! *hiao hiao face*
Me : err.. yea ? Why ?
熊 : Wuuu *hiao hiao face* You ready ?
Me : huh ? o.o
V1 and V2 : LOL! youre so hiao!
熊 : I want to know what you wear inside. HAHA! no larh just joking!
Me : PFFT! *walk away*

SO weird right ? 熊突然间对我那么好？奇迹啊！*copying Ellyhongdehong's style!* 奇迹！！:P And JIAYII ahh! VERY SHUAII! cause we go find 熊 to help oh, but..

JIayii : ___!! can you help us ?
me : our ball fall to the longkang there.
熊 : Huh ? where ?
Me : the.. longkang.
*when 熊 heard dao LONGKANG he terus..*
熊 : Sorry, i cant help.
Me : why ?!
Jiayii : Walao.
熊 : Cause my friend called me already, i need training.
（啊~你是当我们耳朵聋还是眼睛瞎？）
Jiayii : CIPAT u!
*obviously __ is a SHU LA*

Then jiayii take the longkang metal cover ALONE. What we said.. SOLO! and SHUAI! but got somepeople make her finger hurt. WTF! =____= KASIAN mydarling! T^T! wuuU~ Then we try to find ahtiong but he is not there. Then Jiayii they find Teacher Yeap. And he succes take out the ball in the longkang! SHUAI ah!!! LOVE SI HIM! OUR HEROOOOO! THANKS to him very very very much yo!

Then we all 如释重负, all go kantin wipe ourselve and drink milo. xD  We still got do many GILA SIAO SIAO de thing la! >_< *bow down to Yvonne* Then we go to Safiah house gila. But only me , JY and XM nia. Lc they dont want, i wonder why. o.o

Huh ? You asking where the LCH go ? He go to someone house and the MALL. Dump us ahh! WTF! =__= He got find us for awhile then dont know go where ler.

Here the picuters for today!

The one i say SHUAI de!! xD

LOL! RANDOM!

BAIKA HONG. xP *Ellyhong cut de!*

Pictures of YESTERDAY.

LCH's NEW HAIR! CUTE-E-E

The one beside him de SPOILER.

Clement and Lch's bei ying! xDD (Y)!

Justnow watching 《神话》 latest de! And i saw and heard this..

男主角：公主，你救了我太多次了！我不知该如何报答！

女配角：不必报答，你只要好好的活下去就好了。

SO TOUCHED for me. This drama mostly very touch de!! Will cry ah! Siao! >__<

THANKS TO TEACHER YEAP.
and JIAYII, LINGCHUI, XUAN, XINMIN, ELLY and CHINGWEN!! You guys make my day! :)

你可能觉得难过


因为无论你对他怎么好 他都不领情

他不是看不到 他只是装作看不到

或者他根本不想看到

你觉得自己很喜欢他

甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他

你用尽全力对他好

把他看的比自己还重要

有什么事情第一个就想到他

联系不到他的时候　你担心他担心的快疯了

然而你有没有想过

这并不在你的责任范围

而且很有可能他是在躲着你

他受不了你对他那么好

不要一直发短信给他

不要一直找他

你也许只是想找他说说话

你觉得那很正常　不算苛求

但是也许他并不这么想

记住　你的想法不代表他的想法

你是真的不求回报的才喜欢他吗

你扪心自问一下

你确定不用他回报什么吗

那为什么你会难过

若是真的一无所求

你又怎么会觉得难过呢

所以　别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的

也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出

有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担

这种负担只会让他更加想远离你

因为他不想亏欠你

别事事为他担心为他张罗

你觉得他没有你不行

你觉得别人做不到你那么完善

但是你要清楚

你不是他要的那个人

你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做

那个位置本来就不是你的

你何必硬要挤上去呢

你说道理你都懂　只是你做不好

喜欢他不是你的错

想关心他不是你的错

控制不住自己不是你的错

但是那是你的方式

人家不一定就能接受你这种所谓无私的爱

所以如果你喜欢他　他不喜欢你

那么就请你默默的

别试图让他知道

就算你会难过　甚至难过的流泪

就请你默默的

就算是逼自己也好

一定要忍着

傻孩子．

忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．

那些．都已是记忆．

缺失并不可怕．

可怕的．是无法面对．



傻孩子．

你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．

付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．

不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．

绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．

那里．有你的理想．



傻孩子．

开始新的习惯吧．

习惯．每天一个人生活．

习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．

习惯．走过熟悉的路．面对熟悉的景．

你逃不掉．逃不掉的．

那么．就勇敢面对．现实．

现实是．一切．画上了句点．



傻孩子．

勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．

这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．

这也是你．成长中的你．

这个你．正在逐渐死去．

新的你．即将重生．

找寻你的路．你的未来．

你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．

做最好的自己．即使．一个人．



傻孩子．

好．好．尽情发泄吧．

剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．

泄完了．就要振作．

看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．

还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．

所以．你并不孤独．

正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．



傻孩子．

别哭．别再哭．

不值得．真的．不值得了．

把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．

开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．

做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．



傻孩子．

生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．

别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．

你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．

现在的生活．不是你想要的．

为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．

给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．

现在我对你很好、很好、很好，你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。

当某天，你被伤害，想起我。那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的对你好了。。。

因为那时的我，已经将你放下。。。。

原来，放下一个人，最后是被对方逼出来的。。。

 
 
Now, i can give up you ler. :D

hippop!

Im so tired todayy, but well teacher HO nada come, its such a 奇迹 man. -.- So relif 2 period!! Guess what i do!! Sleep ? noppe, study ? hell nope! day dreaming ? kinda, actually im reading NOVELS! Ehehehe!

Still, we think that dont have class also very sien, *such a 矛盾法* ahahah! I kinda forgot what i do today liao. =_____= Go to Y8A at recess.. talking about Yvonne and AB *uhh duh its a fake name, dun think wrong when ur name is really AB* Yvonne hate AB cause of CD, AB kinda like CD, but AB play CD ?!!?!? Haiya~ confused! :S And talk about go to mall sing K, but ALWAYS, not me cant, then Jiayii cant, if not then LCH cant, or either Yvonne. WAHHLAO~ We 4 always cant together de! Ma de!! *wooop sound like baikahong =_=*

Today i felt that time passed very very fast! Suddenly jiu recess liao, then go back home ler. SO FAST! o.o 我都反应不过来ahhh! I know im lagging, pfft`~ Going to tuition!! ahh! My HEAVEN! :P Still very funny with them. AWESOME tuition yo! :P

And when i go back, i have a FUNNY conver with my mum;

Me : Haiyaa, my tt tcher need past year paper ah! but all my friends like dont have de weh!

Mum : Is it ? How about Billy ? TzeHung ?

Me : uhh, they PURE de.

Mum : Stil got different de ?

Me :Yupp thts why SUSAH laah.

Mum : Oh, i think the fat girl ah, the one tuition with u lastyear de ?

Me : Did i tuition lastyear ? *look at my sister*

Sis : I think so ? o.o

Me : got meh ? *keep on thinking and wondering*

Mum : Got lah! at kiulap de!

*when she said kiulap, i keep on think dao GDG*

Me : Kiulap ? o.O ?

Mum : dont have meh ?

Me : got meh ?

Dad : GOT LAH! haiya u 2 ah! me lastyear gila drving to kiulap here and there lagi!

Sis : OH! yea!

Uhhh, look like im shorten memory, cant blame ya! xDD And i go home for one pack of MAGGI and then go out for cheer-leader lagi! PFFT! Im such a random people.

Cheer-leader! Ada hip pop de. So WOAHH ah the remix! RAWR LION! :P And its ALL y9 and y8 de go for hip pop part nia. Which mean only 5people. Teacher need BOYS also, but you all know de la, when boys heard dao cheerleader, they terus RUN. =___+ kns! Ruby, Me, Weiqian, Suksian.. and one more i 4gt de name. We 5 keep on discuss about the 舞步 with teacher, very hyper larh! xDD

lab lab lab lab!

Just finish running around staircase to look for someone. =_= Cikgu Priya called de. Pfft`~ CHMS apa pun tak banyak, banyak one is STAIRCASESSSSS. -.- Now at lab 1. Doing apa ? Blogging and enjoying air-con. :pp

Too bad here nada facebook. :O Sad si. Bahhhh, till here.

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HEYYO! Im just back home! Between thost "DOTS" got many things happened. Now lets me say one by one! :P

Going to tuition and uh, finally know his name. PFFFT`~ Darriel, I dunno got spell wrong or not. But atleast pronous is like that. He really very keksi rang and kanasai. And too bad the FAT guy late today! Heard that he is going to attend a DRAMA. WOhhhh, he really very dramatic also de. (-AHEM- I suggest my tuition's teacher open a drama class, cause we all dramatic de) And also got one girl dont have come, so we all THOUGHT that they having drama together, and WELL you know~ Brunei no matter which school de students ohh, 就是爱想歪 la!

When the time passed, the girl came in. Then we all ask,

Darriel : Wahh! With ah lai(the fat guy, who i said about yesterday boom me de) together drama ahhh~

Girl : Huh ?

Daniel : HAIYA~ sure is ROMEO and JULIET de!

*WHOLE TUITION CLASS LAGHING*

Me : WOh woh woh! ROMANTIC-C-C-C!

boy A : HAHA! Ah lai will be romeo and she be juliet oh! PREFECT MATCH!

Girl : huh.. ?! WHAT ?! me ?! * totally BLUR*

boy B : Noh noh noh noh!! Should be Ah lai be JULIET and she be ROMEO!!

boy A : and he will said OhH~ ROMEO! marriage meeeeee!

*LAUGH TILL DIE*

Darriel : HAHA! cause Ah lai always said he is Jennifer right ?! xD his nickname!!

*LAUGH TILL KNT BREATHE*

Suddenly teacher shout;

T : LAUGH WHAT ?! Stupid la u all! *SHIUUUU~ a bomb kena us! Ka-BOOM!*

Girl : Im going to PIANO LESSON and not DRAMA with AH LAI!!!

We all : AHAHA!!! paiseh lahh! *continue our LOWCLASS laughing*

HAHAHA! See! How funny is my tuition class, love si them! all jokers lai de! And uhhh, DRAMATIC!! *whispering : Just teacher abit abit abit VERY guaiLan nia!*

Before my tuition, i got stupidly cry yi xia.. Cause of he dont wanna see me and keep ignore me by obviously. No much people can understand that feeling de. I wondering why i have to care so much ? I thought i gonna GIVE UP ? Still, when i on9, first is check he on9 or not, on FB to read his status lagi.. Still, i cant. I cant stop those silly things. BLAME IT ON ME and KEEP IT UP..

却连一句我爱你，都不能说出口！

Just finish my cheer-leader, and its so AWESOME. :P

Today do much exercise! Lose fats!

p/s : Gonna be BAIKA-JIE. T_T LOL too much on KVH, now is my 报应 liao!! BULLSHYYT!

美丽的神话

却连一句我爱你，
都不能说出口。
说好了给我的永久，这一次不要先走！


这两句话，让我彻底的崩溃了，我哭了，我也不懂为什么我要哭。我承认我真的很爱他……可是我却连我爱你都不能说出口！他对我好绝情！！

FUCK AILEEN!

Today, should be fine and nice day, but all thing changed in my afternoon class;

Student A : Ehy kalpana sick!
B : WOHOOO! Early go home!
C : Is it ?!
D : YEAHHH! go to play luuuuU~
E : ON laa!
F : Yeaka ? o.o U all so sure ? *keep asking question*

Then, finish the BIO class, OHOOO! Aha-aha, im going home! Aha-aha! Im going home~ *dancing like gila* While i packing my bag.. someonebitchykanasaiguaixiao come in.. *DJ! Please put the 贝多芬的命运交响曲!! THANKS!*

So, my life suddenly, oh! Im not kidding, its really SUDDENLY from COLOURFUL to BLACK&WHITE. In just one minute.. =____=  OHHH! And its a BAD BAD news for us lagi. Kalpana sick (WOHOO), but Aileen relif for whole 2weeks (BULLSHITDOGSHITCATSHITPIGSHIT)

She walked in, with a CIBAIKIA de smile. Oh i mean DOGFACE. Ha! Wonder why i so hate her ?! *FLASH BACK to Y8E'09*

She :Class! $$@@#$@&@$#$@*$&$%#
(AHEM! Not me typing badword! Is the way she talk anang like tht de!!)
*when she writing at whiteboard*
Me : *in heart* WTF are u writting ?! So MESSY!
(not only me think tht! Got time i take pic for u all!)
She : XINJI!!Answer this! (ah aunty! My name is XINJIE not XINJI!)

AHHH! So many disadvantage of her! I dont want say out liao! Cant tahan if she teach us for 2weeks. Seriously i miss kalpana now nahhhh1 T___T

Now, said what happened in my LOVELY tuition. Walked in tuition(UH! STRESS), put down my bag, and take my chair,(oh there you have to take everything by urself de) And.. someonesobitchyandkanasaide which is my OTHER teacher said : "EHY GIRL, can u take my chair 好好来？！椅子是很贵的！你要对它们好的！BLABLABLABLA*消音处理中*" Bohbian! She talked so many and i just listen infront de. TOo tulan her liao! And today the guy look alike nick de, nada come.

When teacher asking about him, i said "maybe he go paktoh liao!" All ppl laugh, and one fat guy say : "dun say like tht laah~ Who know one day he be ur husband ??" PFFFFFFFFFFFFFT! me tohui dao siao! And yea, all people laugh at me! WTF~ IGNORE THEM! But seriously i kinda miss him. PFFFT`~

COme back from tuition, me at kantin see dao WTFOMBKETCHAPSHUAI de Shuai ge! *liu kou shui!* He very tall, white and smile got 酒窝, make me so carzyyyyyyy~ *发花痴-ing* -AHEM- And today, keep got NYAMUK bullying mee! SOB! At tuition kena bite, at kantin also kena bite.

UHHHH! Im not disturbing or dislike they finding thier food, BUT PLEASE!! I dont wanna be ur food or target! T___T! _l_ u nyamukkk! Hemphhh!

WHATDAFARK!

JIAYII, mylaogong mywife mydarling ohh mydearrr!! Have a good news to u here! :P You know apa ?! Xuan said that :" Xinjie! I found out that you damn look like jiayii even your dramatic, attitude and the way u talk!" DAMN IT! I felt so proud ah Jiayii!! :P So do you ?! :P

Bahhh, now say about yesterday what i do! Ohh, i mean WE. Me, Yvonne, Ellyhongdehong and Xuan. Around 1pm, we passed by cowseller's room and checked whether we can go in or not, but too bad, got people booked liao. Pffffft! So we go kantin makan, but Yvonne go hall watch match liao. Which is Ellie V.S Stalla, so WOOOOAH! But too bad, im not interest in that. :P So i nada go watch, around 130pm we went to hall to watch Sean V.S lch. Also WOOOAH! Green v.s Green. Pffft! Team A v.s team B. Sart also, very jin zhang! xDDD

HAHAHA! I keep on fa hua chi that time. Pffft`~~ And i love si the polarbear! :DD Arwuuu, someone so kasian be referee there BI BI BI! xDD ahahahaha! Bohbian people BAIKA de wehh~! LTD ahh! Behh`~ tahan! AHAHAHA!  

Bahh stop laugh about him, back to the JIN ZHANG de match! :P They all keep on shoot in ehyy! Pro si! Big team de jiu shi bu yi yang! OHOHOHO! *laugh in a HIGHCLASS way* After watch their match, we lepak lepak to our shou liu shuo AKA Ellyhongdehong's house, yeah we 4 ppl lagi! :P Actually wanna dance but atlast not enough time so we not jadi!:P

In ellyhongdehong's house, me rolling, talking, breathing, laughing, singing ahh! Many things larhh! Gila-ing pun ada! xD We try to hack in someone's acc but not jadi. So we view people's picture and comment on it. Like :"Aiyerrr! So SHUAI!" OR "OMB! SO FUGLY!" hahaha! I know im bad yo! :P

Cause of Ellyhongdehong's laobu want come back liao. So we changed place to Xuan's house. Her house so biggg ah! And i love si her room! :P Full of girl's thingyy and its so OHMYBUDDHA de cantik!! xDD Then we in her room suan tarot card. Guess what i want to knw ?

Me and his future.. AKAKKAAKA! I get dao 恋人 de card. Which it said :"你要下定决心了才可以行动，告白的成功机率很大！" Me shuangggg daooooo! GILA. But, actually i just wanna give up de.. So i gonna suan again nextime to make sue my feeling and all the thingy. UHHHH! Dont say me 迷信! When u suan it, sure u will say OHMYBUDDHA, its so 准 ahhh! Nada lie de yoo. EHEHEHE.

And i do RAPE her novels too! Its so... many and niceeee! AHAHAHAHA! I ♥ ♥  NOVELS.

PICTURE OF YEASTERDAY;;

Arwuuuu, VEE draw de! Hw nice!

My project T_T

My teacher.. *wtf*

OHHH! my kawans! *what re they doing.. ?!*

They are discussing, *think so ?*

JIN ZHANG ehhh!

EHEHE,=P

See the 13 ?! Its LOWCHUNHOU aka MYSON!!!

AHAHAHAHAH!! BAIKA referee!!!

Arwuuuu, taking towel so EMO. Its LCH!

PFFFT`~ Paiseh larh, edit dao jiang! :P POLARBEAR! <3

After their match, Sean and Vh playing. They are so funny! One baika de geh geh play lagiii. Pffft`~

UHHHHMAIIBUDDHA!! Its HAMTARO in Ellyhongdehong's house!!!! ♥♥♥

Me..moleing, NO! is HUGGING hamtaroo! :P

Yvonne asking tarot card!! xDDD

AHAHA! ELLYHONGDEHONG! the pant!
And uhh im doing suck pure asian sign! (N)
Sorry chonny! :P

THANKS to FOOTZEHUNG aka my qingmeizhuma.
THANKS for borrow the english book!!

Justnow keep on hanging in YouTube, cause of lastnight Yvonne already give me one link to watch de, then i suddenly search dao one more, which is OHMYBUDDHA punya funny and cute!!

EHEHEHEHE, I feel random + bored now. Nak jadi keluar kai kai~ So nak jadi pun cut my hair~ Sobb! And yesterday enjoy one video when I was in ELLYHONGDEHONG's house. Yvonne show us that.. Which is so WOAHH! -_____- Beh`~Tahann!

Ohyeah! I got something stolen from Yvonne's blog!!!!

i have ... (point for each one)


[] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol. *beer nia wuad*
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. *my cousin!!*
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex. *Pffft, my mum*
[] had sex.
[] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn. *AHEM, not i want de*
[] bought porn.
[] tried drugs.

MY TOTAL: 5



[] taken painkillers.
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[] snuck out of the house.
[] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die. *well... *
[] seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 5



[] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night. *with cousin*
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[] been to a therapist.
[] received a ticket.
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair. (arwuuu, 小时候不懂事)
[] been in an accident.
[] been to a club.
[] been to a bar.

MY TOTAL: 3



[] been to a wild party.
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[] had a spring break in Florida.
[] sniffed anything
[] wore black nail polish
[] wore arm bands.
[] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[] owned a 50 Cent CD.



MY TOTAL: 2


[] dressed gothic
[] dressed girly.
[] dressed punk.
[] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something. (Haiya, ppl mahh~)
[x] been too drunk to remember anything.
[] blacked out.
[] fainted.
[] had a crush on a neighbour.

MY TOTAL: 2



[x] had a crush on a friend.
[] been to a concert.
[] dry-humped someone.
[] been called a slut.
[] called someone a slut.
[] installed speakers in your car.
[] broken a mirror.
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

MY TOTAL: 1



[] consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school. (durhh!)
[] had surgery.
[] had an injury.
[] gone to court.
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire. (but not burn down my house)
[] lied about your age.

MY TOTAL: 2


[] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[] broke the law in the police's presence.
[] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[] hugged a stranger.
[] kissed a stranger.
[] rode in the car with a stranger.
[] been harassed.
[] been verbally harassed.

MY TOTAL: 1



[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[] been called a bad influence.
[] drink and drive.
[] prank-called someone.
[] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.

MY TOTAL: 6




Grand Total: 27


If You Have less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]

If You Have more Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]

If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]

If You Have more Than 30..write [im a bad kid]

If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]

If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]

If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]

If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

IM AVERAGE!!!

SiaO langg!

Never say goodbye,

you will make me cry!

I had get TTL second version for Ellyhongdehong. So nice to listen!! And lyric changed much. *i think so ?* Now Jiayii, LCH and Ellyhongdehong they got Friday class. HAHA! Just like lastyear me suffer about it.. Err, suffer ?? Not so muchh nah! Love si Priya! ♥♥♥

Im falling in youuu, falling falling you, 非常非常爱你，无法摆脱.. T-ara's Falling you, nice ehhh! Lyric said out my feeling ? Kindaa..

I have no comment of the song, cause the story make me cry like gila liao. o.o

最后一次 (一个17岁女孩的遗作)


有一对感情非常好的小情侣

双方家长都非常满意对方

准备大学毕业就结婚



正当高三开学不久

学校体检

检查出那个女孩的血蛋白有异常

之后去医院检查

查出她患了一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤遗传病

这种病越严重皮肤就越嫰



就像宝宝皮肤一样

最后会因为皮肤太嫰

承受不了肌肉和血管的内压而撑裂



虽然不能医治

但那个男孩和双方家长

都要求那个女孩住院

就算不能医治也要尽量活长一点



当医生确定女孩还有不到一年的生命的时候

那个女孩好像抛开所有的恐惧似的

不再把自己关在病房里不见人

而是天天都和那个男孩和家人出去散散步看看日出日落

也就在那时她开始写日记

努力的记录已成过去的日子与所剩无几的时间



当那个女孩再写到某一次和那个男出去的时候

女孩才发觉

笔下的文字

绝大多都是她和那个男孩一起经历的事

那个男孩已经成为自己不可缺少的一部分

于是那个女孩决定留下一份礼物给那个男孩

荆莿鸟的绝唱



若干星期过去

曲作好词填好

就找朋友帮忙语录歌

已经病入膏盲的女孩

喉咙的皮肤用大力一点就会出血

但都坚持要自己唱



当U盘出来之后

那个女孩竟然要求安乐死

还说一开始就打算这么做

而且和那个男孩说要陪着她到她睡着

还说要在临睡前对那个男孩说一句话

手术关灯熄灭之后

那个男孩出来

那个女孩的妈妈把U盘给了那个男孩

那个男孩听完之后

和他妈妈说

女孩最后对他说的是：

在也不要看日出了



不过我不怕

因为是你陪着我睡着......

我爱你



因为那个女孩最喜欢就是看日出了

所以那个男孩决定要走遍可以到的地方

将每一个地方的日出都送给那个女孩



2008年年头

那个男孩在一次上山的照日出的时候

失足堕山

被人发现的时候尸体已经腐烂不堪

然而相片里面

朝阳的霞红依然充满温馨



那女孩叫什么名字,

没人知道,

不过唯一能肯定的是

那女孩真的去世了