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zzzzzFirst have to let you guys watch it. Click here! Actually its a LONG LONG story, but we didn't take video early! Enjoy it. :p

Today early morning wear my baju kurung go school, i felt damn weird with it. O.O I nearly fall down cause of keep step on my own skirt. -.- KEKDAO. We at first very worried about got official leave at morning or not! Cause Muz asked me that he can go kantin dulu or not. =3=

OHYEAH, when Lynne saw me wearing that freaking baju kurung, she pointed at me and laughed :"LA KIA ah!!" PFFFFFT! Then we went to Muz class, we was like called Muz to look for teacher, then he dont want. Lynne said :"Nowsday punya guys ahh, all dumb want!" HAHAHAHHA! Then we all go together lo! xp

We went to office to looked for teacher, then go back class again. FINALLY, Khaleeda bring a good news to us, which is we got official leave!! (Y) Yeahhh! GO GO GO to kantin! :p Arrive kantin, we all wearing baju kurung, and Irene was like running to us. Then Viel said :"OMGGAD, Irene! you looked like a running Cinderella!" HAHAHHAHA! She pull her skirt up like so gila gila! (Y)

Then we all went hall and practice. Before that, we all vanning around! Got PRO CAMERAMAN leaaa! :p Anang must vain! :p Then while practice, Cikgu S just shouted at us ONCE. Phewww. I quiet nervous ehy. o.o Then put our bag in MIB room again. xDD This time nada make up, lucky leaaa! :p

Vain at MIB room again! :p They all busy take pictures! xD Then we all went to hall, everyone in hall liao weh! D: We all sit at red chair there and watch the perfomance, our perfomance at the last 2nd want! Still can enjoy the whole show of closing ceremony! xD

BUT before that, ahtiong keep shouting and scolding those students who bising, of course not us! :p But that Rakin keep answering him like so damn loud! D: DAMN EMBARRASSING much. -.- Its like this;

Ahtiong : Ni men ting bu dong hua wen harh ?!

Rakin : Wo bu shi hua ren! wo ting bu dong!

Ahtiong : GEI WO ZUO XIA!

Rakin : Wo zai zou liao ah, wo mei you zhan ah!

Ahtiong : Ni men na xie you biao yan de! Bu yao gei wo zou lai zou qu!

Rakin : Wo men mei you ah, wo men zuo xia lai ah.

Ahtiong : BU YAO JIANG HUA BA!

Rakin : Wo men you zui ba, yi ding yao jiang hua.

Me and Viel : Ehy cibai, damn embarrassing sit with him eh!

I forgot some part. =3= I just know he keep answer ahtiong. Me and Viel SERIOUSLY felt damn embarrassing to sit with him. =3= Ahtiong keep look at us again. D: And that Teacher Ivan. He look so behshuang us lea. wtp mahn! The face really.. ##xx##xx. Then Mirin wanted Stephyii massage him, then chiawfei also. Then he called me massage him. HAHAH! Cibai benar. I massage him until our performance start.

Muit : Wah, baik jua, ada urang massagekan kau.

Mirin : HAHA, aku suruh ia tukar ke kelas saya!

Muit : Napa ?

-Im still massaging-

Mirin : Buleh duduk tepi saya untuk massage ku !

Muit : Awu benar! AHAH!

-Still massaging-

Mirin : Apabila GEO class ah! Sleepy sangat, panggil ia massgae saya!

Muit : YEAH! (Y) Baik atu! Enjoy tuu!

Mirin : HAHAHAHAH. Awuu!

-Look at them and stop massaging-

Mirin : EHY! continue wahh !

Me : =3= *hand continue*

LMFAO mahn. My hand wanna patah, but see he so cute there want me massage, so i just massage! *easy kena innocent face tipu* After the performance, we all walked down to stage, then after us, is the OMFUCKINGNICE moden dance. xD When got the song "Nobody" I think alots of people clapping and singing too! xD

When the ceremony finish, we all run to stage to take picture. Whole people who take part of it, all taking picturee! xD Then go back MIB room to playing around there.

The best movemont of today was in MIB room. Cause i was like massaging Mirin. Then Muit put those stuff infront of Mirin, then taking picture. And put a kain on his head. LOOK LIKE A REAL SULTAN. xDD Chiaw fei and Viel started to massage him too! He was so enjoy those massage! D:

Then Aaron was like talking to him, the scene was like in the NOT moden age, and then sultan and the orang arab talking! REALLY VERY FUNNY! AND its alots of things they said. I cant remember all. I just damn regret didnt take full video of it. But got picha! :p Muit, Muz and Azzam are the KERBAU, Rakin and Afy are the Untah! Stephyii is the ahmah! :p

There got one part was like;

3 kerbau : Mirin mirin~ mirin~ mirin~ *singing*

-suddenly change song-

3 kerbau : Joined in chung hwaa~~

Aaron : Kebawah duli, kerbau aku pandai bernyanyi lagu Waving flag lagi!

Mirin : Sangat pandai ah kerbau kau!

Aaron : Aku teach punyaa!

Another parts about UNTAHs.

Mirin : Mereka adalah apa ? *pointed at Rakin and Afy*

Aaron : Ahh, mereka UNDA aku!

Mirin : Wahh, pandainya, ada iphone lagi tu!

Aaron : Yea! mereka sedang listen music tu!

Mirin : Mereka pandai PARKING di sana lagi!

-Rakin and Afy lay on floor and legs to the wall-

Everyone : -look at them- *burst out laugh* HAHAHAHA! PARKING!!

The Baju Kurung gang! xD

Group photo of choir! <3

Korea movie poster. ALIKE RIGHT ? xD

Korean star wanna be. :p

LMFAO at Arumi's expression! xD

See! our cute to the max Sultan! xDD

Me, Muz and Veena!

Rakin, Mirin, Me and Afy!

Rakin, me and Afy!

Wanna act nice with baju kurung, but FAIL!

See how my bitchy face goes! xD

HAHAHA, i gonna edit those pictures when my sistur borrow me her lappy. My lappy sucks at edit pictures. Damn lag want. xD I feel like that album should name "Amirin" Cause all pictures got Amirin's omgsexy poses! xD

I cant believe i do those post till so late! Now time is 23.04pm. MYBUDDHANESS. Cause of that bitchy wenhong! I never know that he can be so bitchy! D:<

I will post some more picture TOMORROW. :33 How i wish this group will be permanent! D: Well, a Glee Club pulease.=3=

我希望這一切將會恢復到以前的樣子，求求你別再不睬我了，好嗎？

你的眼神真的好傷人，沒有你我什麽都不是。

我所做的這一切，都是爲了能讓你看我一眼。

你真的以為我什麽都不在意嗎？

我是那麼的在意，那麼的嫉妒。

可是，來不及了不是嗎？

我只想告訴你，我真的非常愛你。)):

我承認我用情很深。:/

OI! No google translate kay! ==

"Dont leave me behind alone, I need someone to hug me tight and say will be my side. ):"

- I never know that, things can be like this.
- Sore dewa. (:

307 posts!

307 = Aaron's birthday date. Also today‘s date. This post must be really special lea! xDDDD

I folded 307 stars for Aaron's birthday. 307 really a special number. LOLS.

Today Muz they all going to mall celebrate his birthday. And yet im not there AGAIN. D': So fucking sad. Plenty of CHMSian going for his birthday. O.O Banyak friends tuu.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AAAAROOOON!! and the ronny!

LMFAO @ this picha. :p

Too bad that i cant go out have fun with you guys AGAIN. This is so sad. ): Well, having fun yeah! x)

And i loike this picha, eventhou its full with mistake. :p

Thanks Muz for spell correct my name and remember me. (((:

And pulease ignore that 2011 and think its 2010! HAHAHA!

Tanah airku didnt best than Waving flag, but still a best memories for me. x) Tomorrow going to wear baju kurung. D: Wish i wont so saksak go and fall down. :3

Later going out to buy baju kurung. At huaho. ): Haihh why not mall ? T^T How can my dad being so fucking racist. ): FML laaa.

HA! Im back! from huahooooo! I finally got my own baju kurung! :33 Its the 1st time i wear to school tomorrow. o.o I is duh nervous about tomorrow. O: Too bad that Ellyhongdehong wont be theree! ): She now at Miri enjoying her life i think ? Tomorrow gonna take many picutures while at back stage! :3 And hug hug all of them. Teeheee.

Should i tie my hair up tomorrow ? Tie or put down ? o.o

THANKS NICOLE for loike my huggie so muchhh! :p

- Pencerobaa kita temburr~

-Sore dewa.

306posts!

IGNORE THIS POST IF YOU WANT. :33

Nanti make new one post for 307! xDDDD

Today, they all going mall for Aaron's birthday. I've been invited BUT my dad, the fucking racist. ==

He dislike me to go with them, this is so fucking upset and angry for me.

If he want me just friend with CHINESE, then why dont he let me go CHINA or TAIWAN study ?! All chinese wuad!!! ==

Whenever I friend with philipino or malays, my dad will be like "Dont go near them bah! They all so bad want!" OI! They are my friends! Not your friends! I know who are them and how they are! ENOUGH la dad! Its so annoying me you know that ?! Im not racist! I friend all of them! Dont fucking insult my friends! =____=

Justnow lagi scold me "CHEAP" when i said i want go mall. == Be with them also cheap ? You sendiri also got MALAYS friends mah! Why dont u think yourself is cheap ?! CIBAI mahn! -- NOT every malays are bad like your friends!! Can you guys imagine ? A DAD SCOLDING HIS OWN DAUGHTER CHEAP! Hurt enough la bitch! ==

Why always always stop me being friend with who who who and who who who ?! I go school study anang will have friends! And DIFFERENT languages friends! Or you want lock me in a room and dont let me go school, then I dont say anything la. But u send me to school wuad! School not only study! Must make friends too! == Cikenwing.

Dad, your those CHINESE friends also not all NICE KIND and GOOD kay! I tell you, i dislike them all sit at kantin behind and SMOKING while im there eating. That are just so FUCKING annoying for me! Those fucking "nice" uncles never know smoking can kill people is it ?!

I insulted your friends, you will shuang mah ? HA ? I really cant tahan that you scold me CHEAP and insult my friends. I dont wanna say face to face to you, i choose blog it out. Cause i dont want you swear more badwords to me again. I should stop here now. =3=

GAY DAY.

KONBANWA! (: Morning as usual go to practice "Tanah Air" ((: Then lecture hall been book by Teacher Salifu (1st time i say his name so formal) Then, we all change place to MIB room. D: Move move! xD

When we at there, Cikgu S give us watch PeiPei them punya drama, which is with our song punyaaaa. Until the sad part, Peipei in the movie was like REEAAALLLY fucking crying, and its make me feel so SAD too! But i didnt cry, why ? Cause i dont understand. LMFAOOOOO. xD Stephyiii , irene and mira cry like hell. D:

Rakin not jadi rogol me, AHAHAHHAHAH! (Y) Viel kena rogol got laaa! :p Kena si aaron hiao and diao! xDDD Viel not longer virgin. O___O im innocent yahh, with Afy. Innocent gang. LOLS! xDDDD

-Stop- STEPHYII, ure so bitchy. )': U send me this video and make me cry like hell, that is so fucking touching mahn. ):

-Continue- Then at the afternoon, i going to Tieen;s house, plan didnt change. x)) Just that Rakin and Viel keep said wanna rogol me, NAH IN THEIR FACE! :p Not jadi! :p HAHAHAH! *bitchy face* WAKAKKAKAKAKA. (N)

At Huitien house, around 2pm baru we started to take video, yeahh, its so DAMN funny. Believe me, you guys will rate it 5stars. ((: Its a chinese drama, I know you guys sure curious about what i act. Me.. is.. a.. camerawomen. LMFAO! xD

Xueyi act as a doctor, yeah a fucking funny doctor, he wearing glasses, a POMPOM colourful hair and the way he retard. HAHAHA! STEPHYII! You should watch it mahn! Its so.. FUCKING funny! xDDD Im nt much regret that didnt go for choir. LOL. o.o

Mirin very nice. x)  When its around 4.30pm, i went back CHMS and stay with Viel them. xDD Our phone all kena virus attack. xD Yeahh, Muit take it and vain with Mirin. EVERYONE's phone kena rape. D: I will put it about one month then he will belanja me large DQ. x) eheheheheh.

Having a GAY gay with, Xueyi, Tieen, Stalla, Wuimin, Viel, Mirin, Rakin, Muz, Muit and Sharon. Today really is a gay day! xDD I just knew that actually Tieen and Wuimin can act till so fucking fuunnny! xDDDDD SO AMAZING MAHN! xDD (Y)(Y)

I wish our whole class will really laugh and enjoy it. :3 Right xueyi ? xDDDD Especially Stephyii, i bet she will gonna laugh till cant breathe. :p

Congratz me guys! -.- I finally done the 307 stars and give it to him(by viel). HAHAH! I dont dare give him face to face, cause i scared he ignore me. D:

Pichhhaa time. (:

Whenever there got foods, we all will be there fight for it. XDDD

Mirin singing to the CCTV, too bad it cant hear it. o.o

Both of them smile until so cuttee. x)

This the virus that currently on my wallpaper. D:

APPLE!

Muit, Muz and Sharon playing baseball! xDDD

MUZ!

MIRIN! How can u have so many awesome poses ?!

Being matureeeeee. :p Still cute kay!

Muz trying to climb the pagar! xD

SUPERWOMEN! <3

I love this pose! SO DRAMATIC! KOREAN MOVIE! <33

Awesome day. xD I never know that Sean dislike Retard so much. HAHAHA! We now team up! :p NAHHH! Im just being to awesome to hurt retard. (:

If u pissed me off, i will just use my fucking awesome sharp hair to slap u. (:

-Sore dewa.

Horny day. -_-

OMGEEE, today is such a half half day, half was like EMO, half was like horny and gay. LMFAO mahnn! We all scared Cikgu.S like hell. Harimau tuu! :p So we not really gila while we having practice at Lecture Hall. Harimau is duh scary. ((:

Why today is horny ? Its should have start from the way Mirin ate his icecream. After that, we all were like going horny. -.- Stuff like that! xDD Going horny and horny.

Sean's case, Place : Darussalam hall's back stage. Time : Before rehearsal.

He was sitting there, and i just beside him. Then Stephyii lay down there mah, then he was like touch touch her legs and say Wohoooo. -.- Azim suddenly come sit beside me and hug me, and said "Eii! jangan touch my xinjie ah! She is mine ahh!" *in a joking way* Then Sean suddenly sit beside me and pull me and touch touch me. *HORNY LA SEAN* Then he said :"AZIMMMM! I touching her now!" Azim terus :"OI AH SEAN! DONT TOUCH HERRRRR!" Vanz was like :"CANT! SEAN IS DUH HORNY NOW! CANT CONTROL LIAO! O.O"

Mirin's case, place : Seat of darussalam hall, yellow de. Time : After eat the freaking icecream.

Stephyii lay on the stair there, then Viel was like taking picture of her, then Mirin shouted :"Stephy ahh! Cover ni de B..... ah, ta yao pai ni de picture!!" *looks at Mirin* Okayyyy, wtf are you saying that Viel is just gonna take pictures of boob ?! YOURE HORNY! Then Viel and me keep said he is horny! xDDD

Viel is always horny, so i no much case of her. HAHAHA! Too many kay! :p They said Im horny too. Im not la! I jsut like to random like hug hug people leaaa. xDDD I hug them like gila. xDDD

MUIT , RAKIN and SEAN, you guys just wait. -.- I will pay back de. They bully me like hell lea. -_- I feel so innocent. LOL! xD Its time to revenge. Especially that Abdul Muit, he is just a fucking shit. LOLS. He keep tease me! T^T I feel so sad, cause Viel dont even rescue me, she busy touch touch guys there. T^T

Zimah, MsDONUT, Cheer up kay, i feel so heartbroken when i saw you pee. ):

Now only i know that, my hairs are weapon. ((: Viel, Sean, Rakin, Muz and Stephyii are kena my hairs slap and they accidently ate it. LMFAO. AKAKAKAKAK! They keep said my hairs are so TAJAM. Eiii, where got tajam! So lembut kay! :p I no need use hand to slap people now. ((:

 

Aaron and Vanz fight like dogs. SERIOUSLY, just like how those dogs are fighting kayy! xD And it was cute. xD Before they all went home, me, Viel, Rakin, Afy, Muit and Nahdirah. We all chit chat there, after Muit and Nahdirah went home. Viel and Rakin them started to talk about the vibration thingy, which i have NO idea what it is. -.- Im stil pure and innocent. ((:

 

Actually, im just being LAZY to type all the story today, VIEL gonna type it, so yeah, PULEASE go to her blog for FULL information. xD And i will take those pictures from her and edit all. x) Just wait. Kay ? :pp

WOHOOOOO! Tomorrow afternoon i will be at Huitien's house and do our chinese project. :p Not going to rehearsel, i really wish Cikgu S wont kill me. -_-


 

RAKIN, MY HAND IS SO BLOODY PAIN NOW. == Ur white shoes gonna be black tomorrow. ==

 

SHE IS SUCH A SLUT. But still its so okay now. =3=

- I dont care, bitch.

-Sore dewa.

Not yet.

A day WITHOUT my lovely pencilcase. =3= ITS SUCK, noh!jk! :p

Not yet hiatus, have to blog about today. Its so awesomeshit for me. xD Cause around 9am then we already went for Choir. (: When the movement EmShams came in, she was like "OH! WAVING FLAG BUDDIES!" *me and Viel run to hug her* Buddhaness, we just miss Waving Flag Gang so much. o.o Badly, Hafidz and Sharon are not in that choir. The song is just so fucking awesome. (((; I loike it very much leaa. :p

And as usual, Muz, Mirin and Aaron were making fun around. Make us laugh like hell. <3 HAHAHA! xD I feel abit kinda sad that he is no more mine. :/ I should stop this fucking stupid thinking now, before i break down. :/ OH! We VAINED! Many pictures leaa! Pulease view Vielamakelela's blog. There will got many our VAINED pictures. They VAINED more then me kay. :pp

Teacher Mazlin really very KEKDAO about us, cause there was like ALOTS of small kids and they just sit there and so QUIET, but look at us, secondary students. BUT WHO CARES! Play as much as we can leaa! (Y)(Y) Can feel younger. AKAKAKAK. Laugh is just awesome. o.o

I feel so pemalas to continue blog now. Just one words to describe today. "FUN!" x) SImple and short lea. HAHAH!

Start from next week, we all gonna wear the sexayomgee ID card outside. -3- such a nightmare for mehh! D: Anyway, no much colours in my post today. Im just being lazyy. =3=

- So tired of tears.

-Soredewa.

A gay enough day. -.-

我可以，陪你去看星星！不用太多说明！:))

Lai! Who want me taman to go watch stars ? xP

I thought i gonna EMO whole day, i thought i gonna TIRED wholeday, but real is NOT. -__- Im being gay gay gay and les in class. O.O Atleast not an EMO day ? :33

As usual, i keep suan Xuephyy and Stephyii about something happened at Saturday. *winks and imba face* Both of them blushing very cute leaaa. x) teeheee, Teacher Carolyn didnt come at 1st period. O.O I wonder is she start to hate us or what! D: Then teacher stella relief. -.- GG.com Cause she 10000% do math. Yea, im 100% sure. Then i was like yaawwwnn ignoring her works, then suddenly she said "I gonna simply choose 2 students to go up and write!" In my mind was "Nyehhh, im not that “LUCKY” want!" Sekali after Stephen then.. "LIM XIN JIIIII" I didnt spell wrong, cause she called me xin JII. == ##XX##XX ehhy.

I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THOSE QUESTION, AND SERIOUSLY she gimme a damn hard question, need to find this and that. WTF. Seriously, WHADDAPARK! == I trying to do it, but teacher was like "Here bah, i told you guys already, do this then blahsblahsblahsblahs." Urrrrgh, I simply plus this and that, then i success. O.O Hokaayy.. Weird. HAHAHAH! IM LUCKY LEAAA. (((:

Then when its P.E i dont know why-the-fuck that Teacher Nancy is so ANGRY and PISSED off at us. -.- OHHHH! Cause Keng they all play basketball. -.- okayy, then RUN SIX ROUNDS! MATI AKU! Then when i run 3 rounds, i felt like vomit, so i faster rush and run and jump to toilet. But i didnt vomit out. o.o LUCKY.

Javelin♥, is my lover, my sweetheart, my darling, my dear♥♥. WTFTTM. I LOIKE IT VERY MUCH. But yeah, i keep take upside down. LMFAO, Tieen take upside down then kena teacher scold, "HOI! NI MEI YOU DU SHU AH?!" O.O I THOUGHT ITS ME THEN I CHANGE, then wrong liao luu. =3=

Anyway, im turning BLACK, cause due to standing under sun for so long. LOLJK! I got put sunblock! AKAKAKA! WTFTTM. When its english class, me and Viel were like REMINDING Salifu that he saw Xuephy and stephyii paktoh! HAHA! ATLAST he remember then he keep using the IMBAEST face to SMILE at they 2. xDDD AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! Paktoh kena catch. LMFAO.

♥Vielamakelelebundandeneh♥, dont have to jealous about that bitch, i feel like urs him  is just afraid and dislike that bitch. Dont have to kill your cell for that bitch. LMFAO. If u angry or emo i will gonna slap u. YEAH! ITS MY TURN TO SLAP YOU NOW. :33 teehee!♥ I♥YOU.

Me, Stephyii, Viel, Vanz and Amirah joined the Bahasa Melayu singing on stage, at Closing Celemony. He got join too.  I seriously want Waving Flaggy gang perform again. Cause i saw FLATASS name on the list. -- HELL. Flatass is just being bitchy and kanasai to me! =3=

When its Biology class, me and viel be the bulbs of Xuephy and stephyii. HAHA! I keep laughing cause, i was like talking about Xueyi future anak's name, "Handsome Lim Shuai Shuai, 林帅帅." Then i keep laugh non stop. Suddenly Xuephy said "等下你嫁个姓王的啊！" me was like, "WOH! Then 我的孩子名字不是叫“王八蛋”???!" BURST OUT LAUGHING. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

I send a paper to Chuin, the letter record something very SECRET and OMGEEE. I put in on his table. AHAHAH! When i passby his class, he was like very FUNNY punya face look at me, i think he point middle finger to me. :3 ahahahahx. :p

I HAVE MANY THINGS TO EXCITED ABOUT NOW.

1. 
   
   Going to KUCHING at 13September. I knw its long!
2. 
   
   THIS THURSDAY GOING TIEEN's HOUSE. I gonna rape her room. :33
3. 
   
   Perform B.Melayu singing on stageee. :3
4. 
   
   More chocolates from Labuan buy from my auntyyy! ♥
5. 
   
   Offical leaves tomorrow. :3
6. 
   
   His birthday.

HAHAHAHAHA! Not so many but yet still excited for meh! :pp Especially going to Kuching, cause i was like been WHOLE YEAR didnt go visit my grandma and my fuckingawesomeshitsucky cousins. They wont read this post bythewaay. HAHAHAHAH! :p

Gonna study much for my Test 2 nowsday. I wont be blogging for this 2 weeks, I THINK ? HAHAH!

Anyways, i just say HIATUS 1st. In case i didnt update. O.O (or noOne just care about it ?! D:)

I feel so happy that Teacher Mazlin actually just POINTED at me and called me MUST join the Malay singing thingy. (: I feel so awesome mahn! <3 <3

Dont worry la Stephyii, Xuephy and Viel. Viel gonna take care of Stephyii, and Xuephy gonna take care of him. (Y)(Y) Im get get getting jealous~ getting jealous~ <3

p/s : Typing XUEPHY and STEPHYII is so NYALEH for me. -.-

P/ss : OMFG VIEL! YOUR LETTER I HAVEN RECEIVE. D:

-I can taman you to watch stars if you want. :3

- Sore dewa.

Forget it, erase it.

If a guy really love the girl, he will not care and mind about girl's past, cause future will be more important for him.

如果男孩是真心的爱着女孩，那么他就不会去在意或问女孩的过去，因为未来才是最重要的。

Did you guys agree with the 2 sentences above ? :33 For me, thousand of AGREE. ((: The sentence is FKG told me want. Cause i told him about that my X asked my past. :/ Which is so hurtful. I dont know i cried infront of FKG how many times liao. He is such a good/best counsellor. Eventhough his face looks hiao but yet stil best. ((: Thanks him for being counselling me so many times. 果然他是不爱我的。):

I fall in love with this song. "All day long" by ZE:A.

TRANSLATION:

My love is gone... Now I'm going to.... Forget you


Forget you, forget it, erase you, erase it.
Forget you, forget it, erase you, erase it.

I'm really regretting that i loved you,
why am i the only one being this this wounded.
I'm regretting that i gave you everything i have,
i hate you i hate you, don't leave me.


damn it you aren't getting erased.
damn it I keep thinking of you.
damn it my tears aren't drying,
Like a fool I keep thinking of you,
all day long
damn it, in my life you became my all,
today, in my hand are the memories we had,
even if i'm looking at the ripped pictures while crying,
you are going far, leaving me and went away.


erase everything,
forget everything,
bury you nicely inside my heart.
just like how much i loved you like a fool,
dont worry about me Baby, go and live your life.


I'm really regretting that i loved you,
why am i the only one being this wounded
I'm regretting that i gave you everything i have,
you're hateful you're hateful, don't leave me.
damn it you aren't getting erased.
damn it I keep thinking of you.
damn it my tears aren't drying,
Like a fool I keep thinking of you,
all day long


i wonder where you are and what you're doing,
if you're living well,
Even if it isn't me,
there are plenty of people that can make you happy,
but why am i this wounded.


My heart still wants you, I'm still in your love.
My heart still loves you, You're still in my mind.
My heard still wants you, You're still in my heart.
I'm left alone and I'm crying like this
I'm really regretting that i loved you,
why am i the only one being this wounded

I'm regretting that i gave you everything i have,
i hate you i hate you, don't leave me.
damn it you aren't getting erased.
damn it I keep thinking of you.
damn it my tears aren't drying,
Like a fool I keep thinking of you,
all day long


Forget you, forget it, erase you, erase it.
Forget you, forget it, erase you, erase it.


Like a fool all day long....

This lyric is really nice, and the song too. x) Forget you and erase it, so hard for me to do that. :/ Everytime i lied, i said i will be okay, but im not. I keep thinking about you.. ): Why im so sick of it now. :/

I cant believe i just cant go on and live my life. =___= Wtfttm. Slap me, just slap me. Let me wake up and admit all of it. D': Im so tired of tears.. ):

Somehow, i hate monday really much. =__= P.E and afternoon class. TORTURE AH! Wish i can get 30 hugs tomorrow. AHAHHA! Im damn addicted to HUG now. =3= Hug is gooood. :p

REBLOG SOON.

I just renew my wishlist, it seem like i have many wish to done before i die. :p Duhhh! Especially go to XIAN, KOREA and JAPAN. ((: My biggest wish! xO A surprise birthday party also a biggest dream. LOLS. 

So lapar now! Have to find somethingy to eat. xD Justnow at HuaHo bought ALOTS of foods! AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. :pp  

-I want the old you back.

-sore dewa.

The 300th posts.

THE FREE HUGGIES DAY. (:

WOH, its really special post today. (: Cause its 300th! And i made it! I MADE IT! I get 20 huggies! (((:

Thanks to..

1. VIELAMAKELELE SIA. (:
2. STEPHYII (:
3. YVONNE (:
4. ELLY (:
5. VANZ (:
6. IRENE (:
7. YUMMNI (:
8. AZIM (:
9. BARRY (:
10. SYUHEEI (:
11. AMIRINE (:
12. LYNNE (:
13. ALAI (:
14. SHARON (:
15. NADHIRAH (:
16. SAFIAH (:
17. DERBY (:
18. MARI
19. KHALEEDA
20. MY DADDDDDY! :DDD

THANKS TO THE MAX. WITH FULL OF ♥♥♥♥♥♥ << wtf is those colour!?

Its so hard to collect 20 hugs mahn. -__- Me was like run here and there to look for people to hug. LOLS. AINT EASY. Its so KEKDAO that Amirin let me hug. xDD Viel wanna take picture of it but failed. NEVERMIND. xD Viel is my 1st person to hug today! Yeahh! ♥♥♥

Whole morning being RETARD and GAY. Stephyii said my expression is so GAY. HAHAH! ANIME wah! :p Im just trying to be RETARD today. I didnt take pictures of EACH hug, cause people cant wait laa. HAHA! WTF.

Xueyi also gay, he was like "Can i hit u ?" *piak* hit Stephyii's hand. He said he was hyperr! xDD WE ALL ARE GAY. AHAHAH! WTFTTM. To make this post more and more special. I EDITED MOST OF THOSE PICTURES AND POST UP! 


Slowly enjoy! Wish you guys LOVE it. YESH! I mean it. LOVE. (:

Wooops, one middle finger! AHAH! I LOVE BLUE. x)

SUCH A SWEEEET COUPLE. x) 
Xueyi and Stephyiiii! x)

I GET THOSE PICHA FROM TEACHER SIMON! (Y)

HAHAHA! Sweet memories. (:

This is SEAN. xDD

See how cute, awesome, shuai is VANZ! xDD 
Thats why she have ALOTS of fans. ;)

All having shuai poses. x))

THIS IS VEEEEE! xD See how sexy she wearing Baju kurung. x))))

Yvonne and Bird. LOLS. Luckky bird wont see my blog. xDD

The THREE kids that i will NEVER forget. ((:

They all look tired. D:

Before performing. (:

TOY and OWNER. xDD

BAH! All until here. Pulease forgive my STUPID editing skill. x) BE HAPPY to see your photo here! Cause its mean u been loved by xinZaii! LMFAO. x)) Did you enjoy those pictures ? Pulease say YES or NO in my tagboard. :p 




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DADDY!

Laopeh! You always help me when i get in trouble. You always scold me when i was under rain running.You did so much for me and my bro&sis. I didnt DISLIKE you scold me. Cause I know those mean you love me. (: Daddy, i love you always, now you're 51. Old ler, wait for me to grow up to take care of u. Kay ? ((:  I know you wont see this. but i know you will know this oneday. (:

THANKS TO ELLYHONGDEHONG.
For the lovely handband. <3
And the OMGEEE present paper.
I dont love princess, i love powerpuff girl. :p
NAHJK. x))

 

-Sore dewa.

Who want a hug ? :3

♥ Who want ? x) Its PRICELESS dooohh! x)

-Click to enlarge- Its so sweet, eventhou some parts are sadness for me. (:

I want huggies. I WANT HUGS. xD HAHAHA! Gila huggie nowsday. x))

HUGS ARE GOOD FOR HEALTH!

Its TRUE. x) Thats why i love it. Akakakak. And hug someone who is really sad and it can cure their sad. (: I wish i could collect 30 huggies at saturday. It will be a record for me. LOLS. Who want help me ? Guys also can kay ? HAHAHHAHA. xD I will be gila hugging tomorrow. (:

OH! And tomorrow is my daddy BIG day. (((; I still have NO IDEA what i can give him or do for him. =_= FAIL to be daughter. D: Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... A HUG IS ENOUGH! LOLTTM!

Me, Jiayii and Yvonne now discuss about our height, then until why guys are not tall nowsday! HAHA! WTFTTM! Seriously, my height is enough for me now. Eventhough my mum said im SHORT. =3= ENOUGH laaaa. Too tall will dont have guys want me! T^T SADNESS.

OUR TEST 2 IS AT 14th AUGUST. ZOMGEEEE. I HAVEN STUDY! D:

VIELAMAKELELAAAAA, MY BREAKFAST IS KUNGFUUUBAOO! ((((: MY DREAM COME TRUEEEEEE. <3

Reblog soon.

LMFAO at those comments. (:

NOW, let me intro one song to u guys.

《对望》

像一个千里外的星光

我们只能对望

相信爱不会说谎

只是分开收藏

我等候的愿望

总是失望

像流星遥远却会追望

你的爱的力量

如何飞向

遥不可及的远方

遥远的星光 只能凝望

你是否一样

会把爱挂在心上

满天的星光 就算给我

一千个愿望

我只想换你

一直陪在我身旁

像一个千里外的星光

我们只能对望

相信爱不会说谎

只是分开收藏

我等候的愿望

总是失望

像流星遥远却会追望

你的爱的力量

如何飞向

遥不可及的远方

遥远的星光 只能凝望

你是否一样

会把爱挂在心上

满天的星光 就算给我

一千个愿望

我只想换你

陪在我身旁

遥远的星光 只能凝望

你是否一样

会把爱挂在心上

满天的星光 就算给我

一千个愿望

我只想换你

一直陪在我身旁

Now its Yvonne intro me punya song!

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)


It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you


And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?


Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs


So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?


(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio


Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)


Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)


And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

This song not really nice to listen. But yet i love the lyric. ): So true yah. Yvonne even hear 对望 until cry. (:

I is duh BORED at home. =3= Now Viel and Stephyii them band practice~ Rawrr. I think i want join band. xDD

I believe some of you had listen to right ? Now lets see XUEYI's version. x)

i wanna be a millionarie so freaking bad and buy all the things i never had~ i wanna be a cover of chung hwa's magazine smile next to madam Kho guik lan~

This is just a small part of it. Cause Xueyi dont want change all. LMFAO.

-我等候的愿望,总是失望
- 100 + stars now.

-Sore dewa.