STRESS NINE NINE.

Never felt so stress before, and I just joined so less stuff. I'M SUCH A NOOB. I thought I can handle everything nicely. Sigh! I'm such a failure. 

At last, I still attend Drama club's interview. ._. Felt like I will regret if I don't go. LOL. Anyways, went to Samalindang then Drama club, after drama club then Debate meeting. I spent my whole day in school till 6.30pm. My mum don't even know I stayed at school, until she saw me. =3= FAIL TO BE A MUM OKAY.

I wanted to name this post as "WHAT'S WRONG WITH TODAY ?!" but end up I just typed it as "stress 99". Don't know why also okay! So many things happened, and I don't even know WHY. Everyone(not everyone maybe just those I know) are acting strange.. EdwardCullen and Kuih did something to Viel. Shocked enough! 

Tomorrow's outing is cancelled. I didn't plan that much, since I think my dad won't let me go. No chance to attend Etude house opening. ): Haih! Decorated notice board like a boss, not even full. :P China man getting guai lan-er! LOL. 

Been bullied by Yoseob them were so so so so shitty! He was wearing a jersey, then I said :"ehy, the design very nice!" SINCE HE ASKED PEOPLE IF IT'S NICE. =3= Who knows.. He turn around and I saw the name there. Shit. 

Yoseob : AHHHHHH! This jersey nice or the NAME nice oh ?

Me : The jersey's DESIGN.

Yoseob : Jia jia la! - shouting - XINJIE LIKE THIS SHIRT BECAUSE OF THE NAME!

Me : EH NO! YOU SIMPLY SAY!

Shasha : walauuuu ehhh! ><

Me : HAIYA LUAN LUAN JIANG!

Yimao : Xin Jie ohhhhhhhhhh!

Yoseob : HEHEHE! 

BULLY. TOTALLY BULLY. I just saying.. ugh. This is what we meant by 祸从口出! =3= Just gonna diam diam when Yoseob is around. He is cute but majal sometime. =3= 

Debate meeting ;

Being so dramatic due to SOU stress. Making fun to people tho. :3 

Chorngkae's handwriting! Spot it ?

^ We are gay that's why! LOL. Actually I started it. :P 

It's fun to be with them when they are not in a serious mode. :P HEHEHE. 

就算人潮拥挤，我也能感觉到你。

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't. 

- bai baiiii!

Dreams

The horrible feeling when something good happen in your dream, and then you wake up.. it's only just a dream.

有过这样的经验吗？在享受着美好的一切时，突然间醒了过来才发现一切都只是梦。

我讨厌这样的感觉。一睁开眼，美好的全部都消失不见了……

连续梦到他三个晚上。对我来说，是件坏事。梦中他牵我的手，微笑地对着我说：“以后有我陪着你。” 当我一醒来，却发现这只是梦……

It hurt when I wake up and notice it's only just a dream. =3= I'm weird, I know. People crave for a sweet and good dream but I don't want. I rather have bad dream and wake up and think it's fake. 

Anyway, holiday time pass fast. It's not 9pm ler, and I'm still here. 

TYK officially change to Yoseob. :P 

After Viel told me he look like Yoseob.. now whenever I see him.. really does. Just if Tyk chubbier!! 

should sleep now. SUCH A SHORT UPDATE WTF.

- bai bai!

我喜欢你

就像你喜欢篮球一样的喜欢你。

#CAPSLOCKDAY, TOMORROW HOLIDAY AWWYEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! GONNA SLEEP UNTIL MY ASS GETS SUNBURN. =3= 

Nearly died in the morning, cause of LY told me that he didn't bring my pendrive. No, I literally died. Teacher Guan would kill me so badly. T^T Went to Teacher Wong and see if she got spare one.. who knows.. she didn't bring her laptop. GG.COM.. Then went to Teacher Guan, her face was so asdfghjkl! .__. 

Then I went back class, tell LY that I need the pendrive URGENT. Then he said he go find again, then he found.. found.. FOUND IT. HE SAVED MY LIFE. OMG. T^T So, the stone in my heart RELEASED. :3 Was so tiring the whole day, running around to find teachers. =3=  

Okay, I don't even know what am I talking about anymore. 

Shasha wanted to stay back for Tarot cards, so Yimao stayed too. :3 Until half, Teacher salifu find me and said Principal look for me, now, urgent and shit. T^T I have to stop the tarot card. Then Shasha them are really.. kuitz. Actually they can't just explain it and see it themselves tho. :P Shasha also said :"Huh ? If you go open then the card will different ah?" OMG INNOCENT DIE. CUTE DIE. 

Wanna hang out with lakias again! :P It's fun to hang out with them, no need worry I would look fugly or what. (Cause I'm fugly enough and they get used to it) EEHHEH PEACE. We planning to watch a ghost movie again, but Shasha was like :"EH, NO GHOST MOVIE OH!" Then we kept said :"No la! must watch ghost movie baru fun!!" I'm actually scare too. .__. But act so brave there saying nevermind. LOLOLOLOOLO. 

When I'm sad, a smile from you would make me feel better. 

- bai bai!

爱笑的眼睛 (:

I go insane when I see you looking at me. 

Nothing much happened, laughing around with friends. :3 Somehow I'm scared, I scared this kind of days will.. disappear.. Now I'm too blessedness.. Days without dramas are so fun! :') Never being so happy before. :3 Shi awase ne! :3 

NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY BEFORE. I FEEL SO RELEASE NOW. Deana told me, me and her didn't been choose for debate. AWWYEAH! but still have to attend meeting and all that. 

Then teacher inform me for the Speech.. I wasn't been choose, then got someone quit, then she find me. =3= Quite a good news la, if kalok can win, then got prize! :3 Must train until gila. =3=

I don't know why, nowsday I'm so.. social awkward. I don't know if want to say Hi to my old friends and new friends also. .__. IS IT A KIND OF SICKNESS ? I wanna hide when I see people. ._. wut. I don't feel like saying hi to people. Shit, I'm sou weird now. 

I also don't understand why when he talk to me, I can't say any shit. Not even a properly HI or something. .__. I must lag for a while.. UGH. HATE IT. 

Was really happy he talked to me first. I lag again.. =3= I LOOKED SO DUMB WITH ANSWERING HUH TWICE!! MYGAWD. He was asking me if I'm free after school, mygawd wondering myself got hear wrong or not that time. It's not fantasy!! He asked for tarot card actually, but I'm still happy like WUUT. End up he didn't stay due to Yimao is not staying. It would be awkward that me and him stay alone too. It's okay! :P 

Viel, Stephy, Yimao and Kuih were kacauing me about Shasha. when Bio periods. =3= Viel were like poking him and said : "Don't touch him bah XinJie!" Yes, 3 of us sitting behind 3 of them. Very gay ah! But he said he knew it's not me. ;3 HEHE.

I should be studying Chemistry now, but I can't!! I can't understand shit, so yeah. )': 

- bai bai!

Blue spectacle. 8-D

Uhhaa, get my blue spectacle since Monday. :3 Without glass lorh, kinda sakai. LOL. Nevermind, gonna use it when I go mall. :3 I love it cause it's BLUE. I find out that I really suck at Microsoft word! Shippai ne! =3= Watashi wa itsumo no yō ni damudes. As usual. =3= 


Wolf : I scared I will really fall for you. 
Me : U must be kidding.
Wolf : I also don't know! 
Me : You're just lonely, nothing else. 


Conversation end. LOL. I know I'm mean, he was more mean to me okay. .__. I pretend I'm Byakuya (kindly refer to Bleach characters if you don't know who is this), so I can type emotionless words out. LOL. Plus, I was not in a good mood again. :P Oh well. I didn't release my bankai on him also okay. :3 


Oh, did I told you guys about Kuih's admirers ? 

*LOL I BLUR THE NAME UPTHERE ONLY BUT THE DOWNTHERE STILL GOT*

That's scary fuck. She kept wants Kuih to be her boypren. We all died. HAHAHAHA. 

Yea, sometime I spamming there alone want. FOREVER ALONE. 


Don't feel like going training for Debate if I didn't been choose. =3= Monday 5-7pm. Siao, I rather go sleep la. Not being selfish, they are just using the disqualify want nia! -3- Find information for them la, blahblahblah la. 

Should I revenge ? I admit I'm not a good girl, I'm even thinking of revenging.. Wolf.


我想要有一个人静静地守护着我，不需要太多言语，只要待在我身旁就足够了。

- バイバイ

A new funneh movie for chingchong friends! ;) 

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=231886793496405&oid=136115406431518&comments

I was crying due to a novel, yeahh a NOVEL. I cried cause of it's sad. Well obviously. Oh, this video, I laugh till I nearly died. Justnow was crying till nearly die, not changed. OMG WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. 

By the way, there's some problem occur when I wanted to post my post before this. Which is yesterday's post, that's why I update my blog today with 2 posts. LOL. 

Debate training sucks my balls. Wasting my time and all that. T^T Yea, I gained a lots of experience but .. uh.. I would rather sleep at home.  SUCK BALLS! 

Stephen tan is a bad influence. =3= 

Create a fan page for Kuih, since got many cha boh likes him! ;) HEHEHE. 

http://www.facebook.com/pages/KAiiHocK-deh-bEst/109818735779123

Support okay ? =3= Even tho I'm not his fans. LOL. 

Joining Tarian Asli is the most happiest thing. They all so cute, innocent and kinda bad, but they are not bad. :3 I'm like a women with a lots of kids. LOL. OLD. Even teachers asking if I couching or what. LOL, I DANCE WITH THEM. 

Really wish won't be choose for competition. =3= I'm really stress for debate. Please don't choose me. T^T I'm tired. I rather dance till I die!! 

I don't want you to come back and ask me to pick up the past. You can just leave me all alone behind, I wouldn't mind.

Today's G point : I get information for Japanese school!! It no need to see my result want. AWWYEAHHH.

- sore dewa!

ENERGY REGAIN.

No, not even regained. =3= I'm still tired like hell. I don't know why I'm so tired, I think I mostly wasted my energy on laughing and laughing.. Nothing much. HEH. uhh headache now. 

Received a timetable for tomorrow, Friday and Saturday. I GONNA DIE... in a nice way. Sweet huh, spent time in school with people. HOW NICE!

NO. WHY NIGHT ? At first I was so excited and happy, until those stories that Shasha and Yimao told me, recalled. I NO WANT. NO. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. 

But it's my chances, to learn more. =3= yalerh yalerh! Tomorrow night, Friday the whole fucking day, Saturday ahh MORNING. OFFICIAL LEAVE I LOIKE IT. But trust me, it will be a hardcore training. ._. I'm not prepare for it yet. D:


Time pass so fast, it will be July soon. I haven't prepare for July too. o.o 


I gonna miss our class's guys like fuuuuuuuuuriously. They gonna practice DANCE at morning from tomorrow onward. )': Awww, there will be only girls in class. LOL. 16 or less I guess. Then some of them going band. LOL 99.9% would left me and Wuimin only. UH.. SEXAY. I wonder how teachers gonna teach. o.o 

Wolf texted me, he asked me about past. ._. Potassium. 




TOMORROW IZ CAVEN'S BIRTHDAY!  awyeah!

- sore dewa.

First and second day of school.

I didn't blog about Monday, cause I was dying on bed when I came back. Seriously, the first day of school used up all my energy. Yea, even the spare want. -3- P.E and afternoon class, but I went Tarian Asli instead, with usual qurls. :P Dancing also tiring, I nearly died inside hall. -3- Pass the gift to Kuih, and Kuih helped me to give Shasha. NO, I didn't hide or run away from it. Just I need to go Tarian Asli that time. Why don't give at the morning ? uh.. cause too many people will see. -.- He won't attend school for few days for PP training thingy. ._.  And, I don't want end up like Sawako.. didn't give the choco. ._.

We laughed alot, no matter with 3 baka or viel and stephy. F5 We laughed like there's no tomorrow and drunk people. << Another reasons I used up my energy.

So, today also, full with laugh and random shits. I don't even remember what I laughed at anymore, it's too much. F5. Oh, mostly Stephy's dinosaur speaking ? hehe. :P School is still random as usual. Example : 1st random : Ivan suddenly pop out and spot check. 2nd random : He wants us to wear tie for whole week. 3rd random : We don't have assembly at the first day of school. 4th random : Our class guys have to dance for sultan birthday. 

No much no much. I support the 2nd random. We all look smart in tie okay! -_- I prefer guys who wear tie than those who didn't tuck in shirt and open one button. << THAT'S NOT HOT. 4th random, I love and also hate it. HAHA. IMAGINE OUR CLASS GUYS DANCE. I can't even... Anyway, congrats them for being chosen. AWWYEAH. :P But they gonna leave at morning for somedays, uh hate them. Can we like follow them and support them ? :P 

First thing in my head... Yimao and Shasha dancing.. uh..

女人出街手牵手--正常
男人出街手牵手--gay


女人一起喝一杯水--没什么大不了
男人一起喝一杯水--恶心


女人爱哭--小事
男人爱哭--没种


女人打架--哇！厉害
男人打架--不良少年


女人爱撒娇--可爱
男人爱撒娇--死啊瓜


女人抱在一起--感情很好
男人抱在一起--心理变态


女人打男人--该打
男人打女人--暴力


女人强奸男人--没人相信
男人强奸女人--坐牢吧你


女人穿男装--好酷哦
男人穿女装--死人妖


女人扮可爱--好想抱下
男人扮可爱--滚远远拉


女人打篮球--太帅了

男人玩洋娃娃--你这娘儿们

HAHAHA, SO TRUE! ^ I can't even! :P Waiting for Stephy to on9. F3! Where are you Stephyyy~ Oh, I bite Maznan justnow. oh, wish he remember go hospital for injection. -.- I'm like a dog, so it's like dog bite. Wish he won't die. .__. Bite him cause he trying to cubit my neck. -_- Fuckthatshit, it hurt like shit! Wolf inboxing me nowsday. I'm glad that I'm already over him. 

Wearing tie and walk around, cause I'm a smart asshole. 

- sore dewa.

流星划过了漆黑的夜晚。

PICTURES OF KK TRIP! :3 

Me and my sister's room when we live in uncle's house. 

HAHAHAHA, IGNORE THOSE STUFF KAY. 

HAHA, this is how me and my sis spent our FREE TIME at my uncle house.

DIS CAT KEPT MOLEST MAI LEG. 

Around 9am. 

I loike this picture, cause I look like ghost here. HEHE.

Blue-purpleish flowers. (: 

Wearing my ring when in KK. 

HAHA, nothing much luh.

School start soon, I can't wait to see him. (: 

- sore dewa

Say HI to my new room mates. :3 [KK trip II]

Yareh yareh, I'm here again. :3 Felt so sick justnow, but after talking to my room mates, I felt better. Wanna know my new room mates ? ;D I will post their pictures below.

DARANG! MY NEW ROOM MATES! :3 They are Ichigo, Yachiru, Matsumoto, Orihime, Suifon, Urahara and etc. :3 They are all friendly except 69. He being so mad after he lose his right arm. D: Fuck that person who cut it. -_- I cursed. 

Readers : wtf, you must be retarded. 

Okie, back to my KK trip. :3 When I reach my uncle house, (eeyah, I live there when I'm in KK. FREE HOTERU!) I run to him, and scream asked "WHERE ARE MY LOVES ?" He said he throw it somewhere in his house, and after he said that to me, he died. :3 AHOO. 

Readers : wtf, you must be crazy! 

Anyway, thanks him for bought them to me. :D He said it's RM108 (oh yeah, he of course ask shopkeeper for discount, original price : 119), but for me, it don't worth it, cause Ichigo them are so dirty and 69 don't have right arm, wtf kill me okay. My uncle just bought it like a boss, don't even check! -_- After complaining those stuff, he bought us to UpperStar, makan pizza andddddddddddddddddd I get drunk. Yea, cause I drink Watermelon cocktail. :O Mix with alcohol! My face turn really red after drank that. Pizzas there are so effin nice! :3 

What I hate about UpperStar is, THEY FUCKING HANG GUITARS ON THEIR WALL FOR DECORATION. -_- Why don't they just give it to me huh ? So waste! =3= Mo-mo! 

Bought A LOTS of novels and comics! Awwwwwyeahhh! Gonna read like a NERD in class when school reopen! :3 Don't feel like read all now, cause I will MIGHT be bored when school start. :/ 

OKAY, pictures will update next post. -.- Camera low batt! FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUU!


Let's talk about last night. :3


Yesterday was his BIRTHDAY. I wanted to all, but I'm afraid, like so nervous. So I asked Kuih for his number, and even called Yimao's house phone. LOL I LOIKE MEILIN'S VOICE IN PHONE. :3 So man! HAHAAH! Then Yimao's voice turn.. girly. HAHAHA Like seriously! I can't stop laughing at it! I beg and please him to help me make sure if Shasha holding that phone. >////< 


After 24884649753 minutes, I still don't dare to call Shasha, then Stephy and Yimao keep cheer me, and told me to call him. So, again before dialing the number..

Being like that ^ until I press the number and until he pick up. 


So, end up his mum pick up, I went like : 

I.. want to find .. Shasha (insert his real name here) 


Until he pick up, I went all :

But I have to calm my tits down. In case he suspect that I likes him. .__. 


[speak in chinese]

Me : HAIII! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!

Him : ahhh! thank you! But.. who are you ? 

Me : HAHA, guess lo! Someone who get your number easily ?

Him : ahhh, let me think.. who ah ?

Me : HAHA *keep laughing cause too nervous* Xueyi's best friend la！

Him : OH I think I know who are you already! haha! Thank you oh! Call me for my birthday again.

Me : ahaha you're welcome la! You're my friend ma! Anang de! 

Him : haha, thank you!

Me : by the way, sorry ah, we suppose to go mall on 14 but I went kk..

Him : ah! It's okay! Xueyi told me already! Nevermind de!

Me : ahah! still sorry la!

Him : So, how's KK ?

Me : ohh, fun lu! But tired. 

Him : ohhh good la! 

Me : yeaa! So, how you celebrate your birthday ?

Him : like this lo, didn't celebrate also. My family only celebrate chinese's date.

Me : ohhhh okaayy! 

Him : So, what are you doing now ?

Me : ah! on the phone with you!

Him : AHHAHA! YEAOH! 

Me : hehehe! you ?

Him : Have to go now! bye! night!

Me : ah night!

HAHAHAHAAH I TYPED ALL CONVERSATION OUT. I was really nervous and kept smiling. .__. HAAHAH. His voice very mature and hot when on the phone. UH. MELTED. :3 

HEHE. Gonna give him present. Didn't get any presents in KK. :/ ugh. 


Lucky I called him. If I send him message, I bet he will just reply "thanks" .__. 

- sore dewa

I'M BACK! :D [KK trip I]

No red carpet ? =3= 

ohyeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIANG YIK! :3

Anywayyy! I'm back! I MISS YOU BLOG. T^T I tried to blog using mobile, but then I felt lazy. LOL. So tiring in KK! Used like 8hours to reach there, nearly died. -.- Pass by Limbang, Lawas and etc places, omg long journey mahn! -_- I SURVIVED.

YOU CAN SEE HOW BORED AM I FROM THOSE PICTURES ABOVE! 

When we arrived , it was already 3pm or more than that. -_- WASTED WHOLE MORNING IN CAR, ouchmyprettyass but those views are nice, cause it's like sunny but not that hot day. :3 HEHE, noice roit ? 

Found some RACIST restaurant aroud Sipitang. .__. "Restaran Islamic" or "Restaran Melayu" 

I was like staring at their restaurant name for really long. -.- Wanted to take pic, but my dad drive fast after that. -_- 

Random moment : Now I'm thinking if I should send him message or call him.

OKAY. TOO TIRED. WIll continue tomorrow! 

*le no readers at all*

- sore dewa!

whhaaat ?

Konbanwa! HEHE. Okay, I was just HALF WAY done packing my bag. LUL. Spent my whole morning afternoon playing Maple. OKIE. Gonna stuck at Level 34 for 4 days. D: I'm such a lazy bastard, so I not gonna bring my laptop. I'm now thinking of getting HTC phone. IT'S SO SEXAY OKAY.

My heart skip a beat, my heart skip a beat. 

I don't know what to get for Shasha's present. :/ He likes angry birds, and he likes dolls too. :3 Nyahhhh. Will just get one of it for him then. :3 OMG, I MISS HIM. I really miss him. NEVERMIND, still got 7days. :P UH. My chinese homeworks not even done yet. .__. DIE. I should do it now, and pass to Yimao soon. .__. I don't think Yang Mao got time for it tho. Since he already got.. got.. a girlfriend. )': AND I'M STILL SINGLE. WHAT IZ DIS. 

Will HIATUS until I come back from K.K! :P Gonna blog about my trip tho. ;) HEHE. Will miss you guys! <3 Mao family <3 <3

 给傻傻：

我好想告诉你，我喜欢你，真的很喜欢你。事实是你不喜欢我。当他们告诉你，“傻傻”是别班的人时，我的心有点刺刺的。因为我不能告诉你，我喜欢的人就是你。可是，我并不想带个你任何的困扰。希望有一天，就算不是现在也好……我希望我的心意能传达到你的心。Daisuki. (:

- sore dewa.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY... to my sis!

BIG BOOBIES SISTAAAAAHH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 

I don't think she will read it, so yeah. :P 

I IS JELLY. That she bought a new phone, X5. -_- SO JELLY! My birthday never got MOBILE as present. UGH. Oh, she is 12 now. :O WOOTS. Teenager ler nehx. :P 

Okie, leaving on Monday. Now I'm prepare pictures for print out for my album/wall. :P There are mostly Waving flag's pictures. :/ Yea, memories. </3 I miss that moments.. NOT THAT ME WITH A. OMG. PAISEH NEH. 

I haven't pack my bag tho, but it's very easy! << Merline's line. :P I steal it. We going KK by driving, so it's easy to pack la. :P No need too much bags. HEHE. Might stop blogging until I come back! So, now I'm wondering if I should bring my laptop or not. Since I'm living in my uncle house when I go KK. :O Hmmmmmm.

OKIE.

MEMORIES. <3

- sore dewa.