梦一场-萧敬腾

我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺
我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活
只是这样的日子 同样的方式还要多久
我们改变了态度而接纳了对方
我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想
只是这样的日子 还剩下多少已不重要
时常想起过去的温存
它让我在夜里不会冷
你说一个人的美丽是认真
两个人能在一起是缘份
早知道是这样 像梦一场
我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅 你的荒唐
荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘
早知道是这样 如梦一场
我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强
时常想起过去的温存
它让我在夜里不会冷
你说一个人的美丽是认真
两个人能在一起是缘份
早知道是这样 像梦一场
我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅 你的荒唐
荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘
早知道是这样 如梦一场
我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯 让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强
让我在没有你的地方疗伤

梦一场 || Dream

All this post will just about my dream, not my reality.

I just feel like record this dream down, because it's quite special for me. I will use short names for characters inside. HAHAHAHA DONT ASK ME WHY. 

Okay, it began with me and my dad, my dad sending me to school due to a special event. I was wearing t-shirt and jeans, so I was looking outside the window, and I saw a lots of CHMS students queue up and get into bus. They going to some place and IDEK... The weather was like windy and dark.. 

I went to look for my brother, and I bought him to his teacher.. Then I dont know why I started to walk to Secondary Block, then at the corridor I met K and X, they were like wearing uniform and holding their bag.. Laughing and chit-chatting. (Sigh just like our old times) Then we walked to our class(Y11B), and AL pop out and asked if we all taking June Re test.. I said that I'm not taking re-test, only them.

Suddenly T appeared, as usual, with his smile and waved at me. He came to me and asked if im fine or some shit like that. (I can't really remember all the details of my dream) SUDDENLY, I turned and looked behind, LY was there, he was standing there looking at me and T. I ran to LY and hug him, really tight. (How I hope this part is real damn it) Then I kept on asking LY why is he here, aint he went to Kuching already and ETC. However, he just kept on staring at T, then suddenly he smirked and grabbed my arse then I saw he gave a victory kind of smile to T. (This is only ONLY a dream, dont take it too serious!) Of course, T left after seeing that -- 

We all sat at the corridor and chit-chatting, LY told me a lot of things that I wish it was true. This dream just ended at the part when I was waiting for LY finishing his re-test. :/ NYEH. I was so shocked about the grab arse part HAHAHAHAHA! 








WILL HAVE NORMAL UPDATE SOON! :) 

Reminder for myself :)

當男朋友暫時不能陪在你身邊的時候，你應該努力讓自己過的開心幸福一點，爲在外邊的男朋友祈禱，祈禱他能早日平安歸來。你要知道，男朋友也希望能每天;個小時都能陪伴在你身邊，看到你美麗的容顔。但是男人有更多的責任，要爲了事業打拼要爲了讓你過上更好的生活而努力。你的男朋友並不完全都是你的，作爲男朋友的同時，他還是父母的兒子，還是公司的員工，還是同事的夥伴。當他出差時，默默幫他打理好行李，當他回家看望父母的時候，幫他買一點禮物，當他和同事在一起的時候，分享他講給你的快樂瞬間。當他不能陪伴在你身邊的時候，請你堅信兩個人的心是在一起的，不要因爲心裏暫時的空曠而去想別的男人，多想一想在一起的時候得美好時光，多憧憬一下他回來的時候得歡聚。

A happy post!

I was just thinking to make this post more happy, but I went to read Sket Dance Vol.287 and I really feel so sad now. It's okay, I shall change my mood now. *Le Breathe in and out* 

So, it's been awhile for my normal post in my blog. Actually I don't really thinks you guys care about my blog post though. I am planning to write a novel, but it's either in a new blogspot or just other type of website! However, it has to be when I am NOT lazy laa.. HAHAHAHA! 

I need to get my USB to get pictures from my phone, but damn I'm so lazy now.. Why am I even typing this out, ohgosh. 

One of the reasons why I love this guy so much;

He never fail to surprise me, with words and actions.

we fight, we argue, but we still love each other and never giving up :)

Sigh, this guy really! The reason why I LOVE him so much. Not to mention, he dislike those giant size of doggy! Sigh, I would like to ride on this dog and chase him though... That will be so fun :')

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Tomorrow is our One and a Half Anniversary(asked yvonne about these words ohmyenglish), which is 18th Monthsary! Yeap, very amazing for me. I never been together with a guy for this long, yeap he will definitely be my future hubby. I don't care if you guys saying I will change my mind when I'm older, you guys don't know what we've been through. 

To be honest, I doubted our relationship, there's few times that I thought there's no more ways to work it out anymore. Luckily he is really mature enough to face all my annoying attitudes. I mean it, I became so insecure, and caused him a lot of trouble. :/ Yes, when it comes to my own relationship, I am really humbled! :( 

I am really glad that I met him, he really changed my attitude and my life a lot. He gives me a lot of hope when I was doubted, I'm really sure now, I won't marry other guy. He is the one. We still have 2 more years to go, I really can't wait for the day for us to meet. I miss this guy very much now! 

Baka, I might not really understand you, but trust me, I will do all my best to understand you more. I am sorry that I can't be perfect, but thank you for accepting who I am. I really love you, of course for who you are too. 

Happy One and a Half Anniversary to us :)