歇斯底里。

我想我不会爱你，真的。

我的心开始开始想你了… 还以为ni心里对我思念了。没想到还会为ta而哭，ta只用了生病的理由来逃避。这样的开始，注定是个孽缘。我不懂，为什么要这么在意姓氏。我以为只要相爱就好了，我以为你是爱我的，你不是跟我打guo勾吗？许下愿吗？那一切都是jia的，pian我的吗？听到我的名就离开，为什么？

叫我忘了你，不要再zhao你是什么意思呢？！这些可以用生病来掩盖过去吗？！别以为你有多难忘，我相信我可以的。我懂你已有了别的女人，我懂ni对我厌倦了。却连一句我爱你都不能说出口……

不zai走过你经常走过的路，因为怕会遇到你。

如有雷同，纯属巧合！

- Sore dewa.

6th day.

*With panda eyes and emotionless face*

Hey, Im here again. @_@ Im exhausted. Like seriously mahn. Other then shopping caused it.. and one more, my LOVELY niece. Is it niece ? She call me aunty/yiyi. 

I feel old. T^T Damnn. I forgot to bring my phone's cable. =.= CANNOT UPLOAD pictures!!! -.- DAMN! I FEEL SO USELESS HERE. Cause its like anythings got cousins help. -.- CIKEN.

I shocked when my cousins asked me about my novel. I was like WWWWWTFFF ?! HOW YOU KNOW?! I had been hidden it like years. :p Seem i have to finish it fast now. I got of alots of ideas here. =3= 

#randomfact1 : Im really emotionless and typing here now.

I didn't bring my little bro here, and last night i called my dad, (my dad with my bro in Brunei now). He said my bro pack his bag liao, and keep on wanna come meet us. HAHAHAHAH, SO CUTE RIGHT ? :B My bro nehx. ;))

#randomfact2 : I getting pimples and fats.

FBI ahh! Can't even buy alots of things here. But i bought dress liao. :p HEHEHE. Kuching nows day keep on raining, even NOW. HOWS BRUNEI ? GOT RAIN MAH ?! I miss my bed, my dolls(not kidding), my dogs, my friends, my my my BATH ROOM. T^T

Forever alone, no one on9 now(those will find me chat de) ))): FBI jua. Gonna on my PPS and watch Maid-Sama. :D

Due to some reasons, me and my cousins now have a sick "童年歌曲毒", we keep on sing those baby and kids' songs, due to our lovely niece. T^T GODDDD.

- Sore dewa.

KUCHING.

Currently in Kuching. :D

Just bought a broadband, damn fast mahn! and it just cost RM25. WUUUUUTLAOOO. ANI CHEAP. I just went saloon. No new hairstyle tuu. Just cut abit short nia. I feel like straighten it like permanent. Any suggest ? o.o 

Bought a lots of things here. Saw a BAD ASS loking Patrick in the fun fair, wanna try to win it but kinda dirty, so i will CONTINUOUS search it, FOR VIEL.:D Its really cool lorh! Ji ehhhh. I found out that I keep on saying JI EHH, WASAIII, MAHAIII, DIAMM LA, WHADAPARK, WUUUUT in Kuching. o.o My cousins said "WALAO, ni bian liao!" HEHEHE. 

"NI BIAN LIAO" this sentence, me and my MUM only used when we tasted something bad. Example : we went to a restaurant that we EVER went, and we ate were NICE, but now we go, it taste suck, then we will said "NI BIAN LIAO" to the foods. 

HAHAHAH, CRAZY much ? I enjoyed daooo and pokkai daooo. Anyways, quite many hot guys here de lorh. Like SRSLY! :O  BRUNEI, Y u no hot guys ?

I miss my T also. ):

Going Cinema now! ;)

- SOre dewa.