HOHOHOHO~ Going mall today!

YEAHH~ Going mall with SEAN, TC and VANZ~ The mall having a BIG traffic jam mahn! My father go in the car park for half an hour stil cant find a place to park. Then me and my mother go in mall 1st luu~ Then i start MSG SEAN TC and VANZ. VanZ on the way, but SEAN they all at Food court niaoo. So, i go to food court there lu, but TOO MANY orang liao. I cant see them!! Then i call SEAN to go Arcade to find mehh~ But he so KNS he call me go Jolibee there find them~ Chuuuu~ xD

Then, i saw SEAN sit there alone like... SOHAI!! xD HOHO~ My mum also saw him. Duh~ Luckily my mum dont xiang wai, if not i will been kill by VANZ. =w= Then i MSG VANZ, she said she dont know where the Food Court is.. Wth ?? Then SEAN and TC said dont care her, then they enjoy food there. HAHA, me didnt eat, cause.... MALAS! xDDD

HOHO~ Then Vanz FINALLY ?? Found us. HAHA~ xD Then when she sit down BESIDE SEAN, me and TC like.. laughing and smiling~ xDDD But VANZ duno. NVM! xDD In my mind was : HAHA!! KASIAN SEAN! HOHO!, cause he scared mah! xDD But kasian VANZ too. LOL What am i talking about le ? SIAO! Today so happy want, cause got SEAN at there make fun! xD Thanks him! HOHO.

Then we decide to watch movie.. Long time decide liao de. Then when we go there, we saw J, then TC said : HAHAH! She like didnt wear underwear ah! SIAO! We all laughing there luu. THEN... OMG! Cinema is FULL of PPL! O_O Then we standing there, talk talk and laugh laugh. HAHA

Then we walk here and there. Vanz like.... want be with SEAN but scared. Apalarh. Me so bulb again, stand in middle. LOL Then we go with norchel, go to the HOTEL *DONT XIANGWAI! Were just walk walk* Then we go to the lift to go up 3rd floor. But when we open... OMG! We go to the rooms there. WAHH~ Then me, SEAN and TC go in and see where it is. HAHA, so nice !!!

Then when we go the lift there,

TC suddenly said : EHY! Here is 7th floor !!!

Norchel : Yea right ? SO weird.

Then we go in...

Norchel : We cant clock 7th floor also wuad. We dont have card..

TC, me and sean : Yea loo..

Norchel : OMG! It is haunted lift!!!

Sean : Wahh~

* then i forgot they say what liao*

Then we go UNI, i saw AHCHAI!! XDDD HAHA! xD They play the basketball game and shooting game, actually can pnly 3 ppl sit. But sean called me sit with me. NVM lu. I abit sorry to VANZ. SORRY! x.x'''

I am so shocked about VANZ, she nvr give up on love.. She never stop chasing.. VANZ !! YOU PRO! But me.. tired of waiting ? And.. give up lu.. ahaa..

Yea yea, then we walk to so many shops and like see so many things.. Then there are so many NARUTO thingy !!! EEEE! I hate it !!! EUWEUW! Then me and TC fight for NARUTO SUCK or BLEACH SUCK. OFcz NARUTO suck mahn! HEMPHHH~ Blehhh! I hate narutoo! wuuuuuu! (N)!! I actually wanna buy the Zanpaktou of Hollow ichigo de! But.... argh!! X.X

Im a good santa claus! HOHOHO~ I give present to 2 ppl today! Happy right TC ? xDD HAHA! HOHOHO~ MERRY CHRISMASS *but still too early!*

EnJoy my pictures belowwwww~>>>>

Two Gayy enjoying thier food!! xDD jk~

LOL, SEAN talking like sohai! xDD

WUU~ xDDD TC also!!

Ps : I dont think they know i take their pic, cause they look so.... BLUR! xDDD HAHA~~

Pps : THANKS for TC and SEAN! I love todayy~ HOHOHO~

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AQUA TIMEZ!!

AHHH! I ❤ Aqau Timez! Their song rock ! xDDD But the singer not so... shuai larh. xD HAHA Just come back from ThomSon, we go there to buy bookcase. But we find for 2 hours there als dont have. So we going to HUAHIO burut/murut ? xD Forgot the name. I remember lastime PW said she saw HIM there, but when i go, HE didnt go. SAD! T^T~ Viel MSG me that she cant go mall tomorrow. CBkia that one! xD KNS ah VIEL, Hmph~ x.x

I saw SEAN's picture at FaceBook lastnight, SO FUNNY! I think i going to post his picture here. XDD Make those reader who are viewing my blog HAPPY yi xia. xD HAHAHAHA!! And And GOOD NEWS here. Our P.E gang, going mall TOMORROW! But, sadly ZW having scout camping*KANASAI* So we are nt completely a GANG. T^T~ 

And And a BADNEWS! I feel like going to give up him liao. But, when i saw his pic.. My heart went knock knock!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY! My heart like, pump like gila... He know ? I love his smile so much. Then all his picture he smile like gila *GILASMILER* T^T~ I feel so pain that he go SNG with other GIRLS. OMG larh...... I cant stop thinking about tat. But what to do ? He dont even care me ? T^T~


When i was so sad, i need a friend be with me OR just leave me ALONE. I feel so bitchy when got people like scolding about ur mistake, YEA MY FAULT! But cant u wait ? Scolding me like ur the bOSS !! SO?! WHO CARE?! DONT BE SO BITCHY WAH! YOU RE MY BEST FRIEND SO I WONT SLAP YOU! if you are NOT, i going to slap ur face ! SHADUP BITCH!

Enjoy my picture below---------->>>>>>>>

Apalarh~~ HAHAHAHAHA, so funny want!!!! xDDDDDDD *LAUGHING*

LOL~ VANZ'S brother~ CUTE kan ? I curi from her blog de. xDDD CUTIE!!!!! <3!

EDITED by XiaoBAii! xDD

HEHEHE~ P.E gang! (L)!!

Credit by : TEHC, facebook.

                  VANZ, blog.

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Rolling~ STARS

不能再这样一味忍受下去了

想说什么就要大声说出来

黄昏十分 在回家的车站旁

对自己失落的背影说ByeBye

让我们看看你拼搏的背影

★虽然在梦中向往着的世界

是个平静安宁的平凡生活

可现在的每天都充满着变故

那样动荡的日子 往往令人陷入懊悔

就算跌倒也没什么大不了

我仍会用笑容为你送行

让乘上汽车渐渐远去的你

看见窗外那小小的微笑

你就是我心中的依靠

向往着曾今梦见的甜美爱情

恋人们寻找着藏匿的地方

虽然在现实中始终难以找到

在动荡的日子里 始终坚持着信仰

遭遇挫折仍要继续向前

浑身泥泞依然百折不挠

虽然尽力想要保持笑容

可为了守护到底 有时也会无能为力

是的 谎言与掩饰 绝对没有意义

愿爱你所有的一切

迫切的愿望令我坐立不安

★Repeat

．．．是的 这些我都知道

遭遇挫折仍要继续向前

浑身泥泞依然百折不挠

Velonica

来吧，把这悲伤，掩饰为幸福

说着不要停下脚步，默默的拥在一起

瞥了一眼来时的路，不禁泪下

也无法掩饰心中的喜悦

把碎片收集

那无际的旅途中驻足在城市的边际

随意地躺倒在地

不断重复的淡淡的回忆

重复着那同样的面容，同样的话语

只要活着就会感到悲伤的难道只有我吗？那孩子问

相似的精力往往被人忽视

消失在虚无中的必定又是弱小无力的你

一直注视着无需注视的悲伤的你，如今

抑制着无需抑制的泪水一路走来

只是依靠真实而生存

我们还没有如此坚强 不用如此坚强 不用!!

The person i want to thanks in this year.

FRIENDS!

1. VIEL SIA ---- She always helpping me, and friend with  me. ❤

2. VENESSA ---- She always with me and having fun. *I like her jokes* ❤

3. STICK ZIWEI ---- She.... ? helpping my math and comm, THANKS alots. ❤

4. PEYWEN ---- She always cure my problem and make me wont so worried sometime. =]

And, Mobassir, See too, Haqimie, Alai , Sinyi , all the person in Y8E.

The teachers, i going to tahnks the most...

1. CIKGU PRIYA ---- Ofcz, she is my classteacher wahh. And she help me ALOTS!

2. TEACHER POALWIN----- He always teach me after school. Thank!

3. TEACHER MERLINE ----- She love me too, so i love her too. xDD

I going to cry if i post about Y8E again. I love y8E very much. =] SMILE!

Yeahhhh~ ICHIGO!!

HEHE, change blogskin liao. Kurosaki ichigoooo~ xD Sartz also kan ? xPPP Change like gila justnow. Very difficult for me eh! @_@ Actually, i wanna put some music here, but kind of malas, cause i have to check ticket and re-edit my novel. =w= So troublesome.  And justnow having KARAOKE like gilaa, playing PS2. So peacefull, but bising~ xPP So tired now. Lastnight chatting with TEHC and SEAN until 12 midnight++ , until me headache. HAHA

19 of December!! AHHHH~ xDD Going China with DERBY! xD So excited want. Cant wait liao ahh! Everyday at home very sien also. =.- Monday going to mall with family, so sayng ZIWEI got camping if not we all P.E gang all play like gila there. KNS  ehyy~ xD Somethinga and people changing fast, it is just november nia. Already got people change liao. Haiss, forget about it. I'm so happy to having SEAN and TEHC be my friends. xD


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I <3 Y8E forever.

Arwuuuuuuuuuuu, T^T Justnow i saw SINYI's note (at FB) about Y8E. I cryy, it's so touch... Yea, true. In this year, I have ever try ponteng with alots of friends, disturbing Teacher MERLINE , going mall and yayasan by boat... So many activity we have done this year.. Yea, and celebrate mother's day with Cikgu PRIYA. Im so happy when having fun with they all.


-------------->> *THINK BACK*


The January of this year... We still dont know each other, some last year is same class. Me and Ziwei just quiet there. Then Viel talk to us.. Then slowly, we know each other liao. Me and ERIC CHIEW they all very friends liao.. We doing so many activity, ponteng at FRIDAY CLASS, go to English Activity room taking pictures, and playing.. Fun right ? Mobassir.. Ah Fong..Adam.. They like to disturbing class, cause we dont really like Teacher MERLINE, We also ponteng at afternoon class. And... BUNGKUS! We do Y8E blog, taking pictures...


*TEACHERS COMPLAIN OUR CLASS NOISY* But, who care ? Atleast we have FUN!


Slowly, me and CALVIN they all also very friends liao. We sharing secret ? Talking talking~ I really love the feeling of having many friends. Y8E is very cooperate, we helping each others. Having CHINESE drama, ME, ERIC CHIEW, KOKZIWEI, CALVIN JONG... + F3 ppl! That time really fun. When, cikgu PRIYA birthday, we celebrate, and PEYWEN , ALAI they go out to buy some cakes. CALVIN also buy 2 cakes. Butt.. Problem coming.. Cowseller tell principel that we simply go out at lesson time.. *KNS* Then Mister ANG find me and Eric chiew luu. What to do ? Monitor and monitoress... Then, we desice to not telling CIKGU PRIYA, cause it is her birthday. We dont want make she angry or sad. But still she know liao.


Me and Calvin they all going THE MALL celebrate Mother's day with CIKGU PRIYA!!! xDD Me 1st time go to R.F----> RainForest with CALVIN they all. xD And also ERIC CHIEW's basketball team, get 1st place! We all are so happy about it ! Also CIKGU PRIYA! When they having final, we all at basketball court there watch!! Y8Extreme !!!


*SOMETHING HAPPENED* ME and ERIC CHIEW they all not friend anymore.. I REGRET! Then me and CALVIN they all very fren liao la...


*SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED IN THIS YEAR*
------------->> *COME BACK*


Now, me no more firends with CALVIN they too. but still i love them to be my friends, im VERY happy to together with they all last time.. REALLY! I love that time.. Nice right ? I can 100% SURE, other class dont have so many activity then our class !! Even PEYWEN's problem, we all still very happy now. I still very happy to have PEYWEN be my friend! =] Even y8E no more, i think wil remember, this year what we do..


To all Y8e's,
Im sorry that if i hurt you but i dont know. REALLY SORRY. I know it is late. But, still have to say.. I love this class and wish you all next year good luck. (L) !!

Is it girls chase boys, they will be not happily forever ?

As my title, i chase G.S already long time liao. But seem he dont have perturbed mentally, i LOSE, totally lose. Give up ? Or just wait ? I feel like wanna wait for him, but scared at last he also dont care me.

And, my feeling now VERY crazy, i dont feel like want to tell out at here. Cause some people will see. I try to stop that crazy feeling but seem useless. O_O Nevermind. Today nothing to do, actually lastnight discuss going to THE MALL but me nohh transport, so we cancelled. SORRY VIEL, really sorry that we like putting aeroplane to you. T^T



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Give up or Wait ?

Hmmm, I think i wanna wait him. But, if he dont want me how ? Gonna waste the 3 or 4 years to wait for him ? Or even worst, he paktoh at other school or country, but i just SOHAINESS and wait for him ? Duuhh, I have been thinking of it so long. Since he said that to me. He will have other girl in other school ?? DOnt think so... But.. abit scared. =w= Hmmmm...


TOdayy, a LAST day of Y8E, i kind of missing the past history of PONTENG GANG. Even they hate me, i still love them. I really happy to having them be my friends, even they hate me now. (L) I kinda sad to leave Cikgu PRIYA, cause she dont wanna to teach Y9------------->We all. Stupidd.. I want she teach me wahh! I love her SO much and much! She really helpping us alots. To making us pass our BM, tell us story and teach us with alots of fun. I LOVE IT! And i gonna miss it. T^T~


At darussalam hall------>> Me and ziwei going there 1st, cause VIEL and VANZ, one at music room, one haven come. Then we saw TEH C and SEAN lorh. Cause lastnight SEAN said my necktie , he can help me tie, so i decide to give him lorh. Then they go down to PE office. Apalahh, ZIWEI also gham gham want go there to take her prize(PINGPONG) Then TEH C ofcz HAPPY like gila there lorh. But, i must tell people who are viewing my blog now. WE are NOT stalking them. OK ? xD Then when SEAN go in to Hall, i give him tie my necktie luu, TEHC ofcz looking at STICK larhh~ xDDDDDD It is quiet boring in Hall, then when ZIWEI go up stage to take her NO.3 prize, we all shouting like gila and TEHC happy like gila. HAHA~ Then ME, VANZ and ZIWEI at down there play like gila also, TEHC and SEAN just sit behind us. TEHC sure be VERY happy de lorh. xDDD


SHOCKED, Peywen and ---------- ADAM HO! going to Y9Sci class, then all of us were SHOCKED. We all going to ARTclass, but he go SCIclass. PRO! xD But ziwei abit sad also... HAiss. KNS! And after taking our report card. We go to kantin to makan ------- ME ZIWEI and VANZ. Viel go to music room take her SEXPHONE. xDDDDDD


Then when we talk talk there, SEAN and TEH C come kantin too. They sit other table there, then me and VANZ try to call TEH C sit with us. CAUSE ziwei here. xD Then VIEL come also, she go sit with SEAN them. KNS!!!! xD Joke jokess~ Then ZIWEI called TEHC they all sit with us larh. But only TEHC come, SEAN i think because of VANZ ? ENTAAAH~ xDD Thenn TEHC and ZIWEI sit together like so malu want. RED RED faces. xD so CUTE! I abit regret that i didnt take pictures of them! AHHH! xD

Today is really happy, cause -----------
1) I FINALLY GET MY REPORT CARD!
2) I saw ZIWEI and TEHC sit together ? xD *gilaa*
3) I PASSED and go to Y9!!!
4) My necktie finally been tied liao. *AHAHA*

But sad also, y8E nomore liao. But i will owes rmb Y8E de. EVEN they all HATE meh ? HEHE. Cikgu PRIYAAAAA~ I (L) YOU! xDDDDDDDDDD


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THANKS IVAN WONG!

Muahaha~ Thanks him! xD Arigatoo~ Cause he really helping me alots. Hmm

[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:

i guess he's saying that you and him are no longer in the same school and he cannot risk anything to be with you anymore
as he doesn't want his mom to know

and remember??


ME:i think so ?


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:
you and him met only in library


ME :Yea..


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:
so, there's no other places anymore

yeah

ME:

hmmm...

errkay ?

sob


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:

don't cry lah

you are still young

go and look for another

just remember

depending on your feeling to look for another guy is dangerous

you must not do so

you must make clear of things before you and that guy

look through his background


ME :

i think...

i going to do stupid thing..


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:

otherwise, your future won't be much bright as now

you know??

cannot depend on your feelings

like, hmm...i think i like this guy

then i go into a relationship like that already

cannot oh

don't!!!

don't you ever


ME :

eh eh eh

i mean..

i will wait for teckkang

=]


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:


what??
ME:

oo

where u study next year ?


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:


don't know yet

ME:

owhh


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:

wanna singapore or australia, or even better, go uk


ME:

wahhh..



[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:


hahahahaa

dunno yet lah

or even worse, stay in MD first

Me : HAHA worse meh ?
my mum said i can go MD oredi very pro liao.. ahah..


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:
lols
hahhaaa
anyone can go MD


ME :haha


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:
just that you need to have your bm at least credit
then it's ok already


ME :owhh..
me stil got 3 years.
hehe


[c=#570369][a=1]IvAnNo~[/a][/c=#FF2BFA] To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed=[ 说:
hahha
yeah

Me got cut some really lame de conver. xD Sorry larh Ivan~ XD Post your name SOOO BIG here. xD But really thanks you VERY much owhh!
 
Nothing much about today i think ? Owhh, Me, Vanz , VIel and STICK go around school.. Like sohaii. xD Then... We are running from Cikgu Priya, eventhough today is last day to meet her ? Oh noh, is tomorrow. xD SEAN and TEH C also like walk around school, but not with us. We all like so boring cause of dont have class.We stay at music room.
 
Then Viel and her FRIENDS go JOLIBEE without me and VANZ, FINE! Then me and Vanz go kantin larh~ Then we walk around AWHILE then we saw TEH C and SEAN at scout there, to see..... SOMEONE. OBVIOUSLY! xD
 
When VIEL come back, PW call her go kantin TOGETHER. O_O~ Then ( so many then liao) Me and Vanz go loook for them larh, but they are not there, Where they go kan ? Then we go ask TEH C and SEAN, but SEAN VERY sohai there, so... we dont careee larh. xD TEH C tell us that VIEL go class liao.
So, me and VANZ go back to class (climb until so high) where wanna arrive class, we heard 1 sound... which is... "YEAR8E GO BACK YOUR CLASS!!!!!" shouted by..... cikgu PRIYA!!! OMGGGG!
THEN offcause me and VANZ terus RUN and RUN.
 
Then we decide to go TEH C there, so we wont kena scold by PRIYA.. =.= Then TEH C and SEAN sohaii there and.. hit me for non reasons! Gilaa, ohh, they anang gila ! XD THEN THEN we go back music room luuu... VIEL at there play SAXPHONE (but she said SEXPHONE) euw euw, she so gila there also.. What to do ? She anang gila. Ahh~ Me very lazyyy to type liao ehh.
 
 
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TODAY!!

ARHH, going around with peywen, and then having MONOPOLY game with see too, Jamie and Tommy, Im a banker. xDD Then playing UNO cards... Bla bla bla.. But whole day like walk around look for people and just walk walk. xP

He really got come todayy, you know who right ? xD I saw HIM!!!! At office, duhh Im not a stalker larh.. Im just helping Teacher HO there, by doing a BIGGGGGGG report card for SPN students! xDD I had saw MANY people's kindergarden picture! Some of them are soooooo CUTEEEEE! ^^

But, i accidently do wrong 1 people 's report card.. Cause Im thinking that DOES HE SAW ME ?! A silly question then i do wrong.. SUMIMASEN!!! Sorryyy~ T^T But, he look handsome, dohh~ Not me gila k ? He really look handsome jusnow, i like the style he wear !! (L) (L) !! xDDDDDDD

And, i saw TEH C and SEAN walking around, -.- I better dont talk about them, if not i going been kill by some peoples.... -.-

Ps : FINALLY~~ I get mine magazineeeeeee, He look cute in those pictures. xD
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Yesterdayyyy~

Yesterday, Me got injection, REAL de larh duhh, then its so PAINNNNNNNNNNNNN~ At first it is like, ANT bite, but now REALLY very pain ahh! Siao!!!! Then i go back home earlyy larh... TIIRED!!

Then around 4pm, i on9 i saw VIEL, TEH C and STICK !! OFcz we having group chat lorhhh, yea a CHAT ROOM! kan ? -.- Yea, chat room, someone is really angry about it.. But it not me invite de k ?? Haiss, i hate fight and PROBLEMs! Ahhh, Calvin, Bryan , tommy..... coming to comp lab. I gtg nw!

Arhh~ Backk! It is so tired to having many friends... Why ? Just because..... nothing.. -.-

We all really chatting until like gila, so lagging ahh! Then CHAI call my phone, then i BRB larh, but they all keep on said me die liao.. What larh.. -.-

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(No name)

曾经，你带给了我许多梦想。

我试着去达成你想要的。

我努力的达成 80分给你，

你却说，为什么不能 90分呢？

我安静了，我不想去狡辩，

不想去顶嘴，90分 给你了，

你却又说，为什么不能满分呢？你真粗心！

满分？满分真的能改变什么吗？

分数往往决定了我们的未来，

70分，80分，90分。。

而我，在这放牛班里，

只有40分，50分，60分和70分。

就算华语那80分到90分。

也换来你一句“华文并不重要！”

常常，我很满意的拿我的画画或作文给你。

你最多也说“哦，很好，我很忙”

我能感觉到，我真的退步了。

我真的想努力地往上爬！

很失望，很没落，成绩单快分了！

Tired day.

Today, early morning~ My aunt call me wake up. Cause lastnight we planed that to clean the computer/books room. There is really very messy with MANY kind of books, sometime i use my laptop there also. I really cant tahan liao, so i called my aunt clean with me also. XD

At around 9am (it is really early for me xPP) , we start to put all the books together, magazine with magazines, comics with comics, school's book with school's book. It is a VERY hard works. Cause all the books fly here and there. Pheww, when we clean until around 2pm, our works still haven finish. But my parents decide to bring us go out to makan makan (L), then we just left it behind and go out luu. After makan, my mum bring us to soon Lee shopping, but.. dont know what wrong, Soon Lee have a kind of smell which really make me wanna vomit.. Eww eww, xO then i just stay outside and wait for my mum.

Now, i at home liao. My bro and sis going tuition. xD But i dont feel like wanna clean now. YES, i know iam a LAZY girl larh! Eeeshh~ xD Tonight, F5 having graduation ceremony, i dont know i want go or not.. BUT i really wanna go.. To see him, but.. i scared i will cry !! Sean also going tonight. Hmmmm~ I really scared to go. HAIYA! dont go la.. Sorry lorh Ivan~ (what for i sorry ? Cause i didnt go to see you la) Duuhh, stupid! xDD But i dont think Ivan will read until here. HAHA! Dont feel like going to highlight his name here~ Wakakakaka~

I really wondering how the ceremony is... But.. my dad dont let me go also la.. KNS~ xDDD Arwuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ IMH!!! Sibeh miss him de lorh. xD

ps : my fone's cable is missing AGAIN!

I AM REGRET NOW!

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Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

放弃你放弃爱情

放弃了所有权利

连自己都知道这不公平

放弃你放弃自己

放弃了爱的权利

放弃你等於放弃我自己

所以我选择放弃

放弃去猜该如何留住你

放弃了所有回忆

 

 

Sob, I suddenly feel sad, Dont know is because of see him on9 or what.. Sot sot de me. xP He also didnt chat with me..ＮＶＭ　laa~ xD

PUSAT EHSAN!!

We (Ziwei, Tc Lim, Viel, Sean) are talk about going to pusat ehsan since yesterday night. xD But OFFCOURSE we are not REALLY going larh. We comment like so real want, and really funny. WTF larh. My cheeks pain for it. xD Then we keep on comment now larh. Haiya~ Then i do a quest,

Then i get a TERRIBLE result..

 #1 Tommy Thian Boon Fah - Lived happily ever after!  (OMG)
#2 Edward Lim - 2nd choice!  (Who is this ???)
#3 See Der Haur - 3rd choice!  (LOL!)
#4 Ivan Wong Weei - Will say: Stop! I oppose!  (WHo want him owh ?!)
#5 Aaron Koh Yong Zheng - Probably a cheater!  (erhmmm ?? )

Haiya~ I need go comment again now eh..

The screenshot of those comments, me REALLY lazy to copy n paste all. SO many comment ahh. Siao ehh~ Me anang siao liao horh, HAHA paiseh paiseh.

There are really many comments. Me not enough to capture. LOL.
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Random thingy.

穿越千夜的爱情，我只想告诉你，我爱你。
即使你遗忘了我，我还是会默默的爱着你。
千夜的爱，哪是那么深刻，爱不需要开口。
就算不说，你我一定会懂，只深爱着对方。
就算擦肩而过，也一定会有所感应！

I just wanna be loved. It is okay, you no need to explain it.. T______T
Love and like. What is da different ?







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Crazyyyy FaceBook~

Today at school VERY boring, -.- Me and Ziwei walk here and there. Then when we at the LAST 2 period, Teacher Edith bring us go computer lab 3. Then I saw TC lim and SEAN there. So i keep on caugh, but ZW dont understand meee. xD

Ziwei, me and Adam change our ACC. HAHA Then we keep on kacau each other. xPP

Then we on Facebook, I put on my FB's status : " XiAo BAii At computer Lab3 now. Tc Lim, Stick Ziwei and Sean Stewart here also. " Then they started comments>>>>>>>>

Tc Lim :P

Tc Lim no reply de ??
XiAo BAii -.- Kekdao laa..
Tc Lim wat u all playing? ffsales?
Stick Ziwei ♥
XiAo BAii LOL, Tc lim Stalker !!! xD
Stick Ziwei :D
Tc Lim wat stalker? so obvious leh.haha
Sean Stewart LOL!!!
XiAo BAii Ahem ahem~
Sean Stewart TC ahhh~ stalker ahh...
Sean Stewart hahahahahaahaahahahahah!!!!!!!
Stick Ziwei wad?
XiAo BAii Yea wah, Tc lim stalker weh! ><
Stick Ziwei (Y)
Sean Stewart eh...ltr tc angry ah...hahaha
Tc Lim :P :P u all ah
Tc Lim wat for angry...we all fwen ma
XiAo BAii LOL.. so xiao qii mehh ? xPPP
Sean Stewart tc ahh~laugh like orang gila ther....hahaha
XiAo BAii Obviously... He is just behind us wuad... Ahem Ahemm...
Stick Ziwei orang gila?wn to brin him go hospital kan?
Tc Lim :P..im ok leh.
XiAo BAii LOL, go back home liao laaa.... xD
Sean Stewart bring him to pusat ESAN ther hahahaah
Stick Ziwei u brin lh~
XiAo BAii Stick bring him go la......
Sean Stewart hahahahah.....tats his prob nt me
Stick Ziwei call him go lh~

Then Viel and Vanz started comments in also.. X.X

Venessa Panda xin jie! i hate you!!! =="

Viel Sia Lol, u all so gila la. i go to schoool now bring you all to pusat ehsan laaa. XDD and venessa so random say one ? siao. stick ahh u ahhh... nothing. ;p xiao baii also so kekdao. -.- tsk tsk.
XiAo BAii o.o ? Wt wrong wit vanz ? Me ? Siao u all go hospital la. Kacau kaliah vanz. Hahaha jk~
Viel Sia vanz long time gila liao. XP eheheh, siao. HAIYAAA, you all go pusat ehsan la. GILA people !
XiAo BAii viel sia and venessa panda yang gila lorh. We 4 healthy eh. Dnt involve us~ xPP
innocent larh...

Then when i going to Kantin , I saw SEAN and TC walking to kantin also.... Then they said....

Sean : HAHA, Justnow so nice kan ?! HAHA
TC : Whalao... jiang wo go hospital ah. (Broken chinese + english)
Me : LOL, HAHA (Y)

Then i go kantin liao. xD They also there lahhh. HAHAHA~

At Night, Our comment is plus until 50+ O_O Wootz ! We keep on talk about Pusat Ehsan, and we going there. (Not really go) xD Our room number 25.. o.O Viel's room is 1803 , how far it is. O_O Then me and SEAN like chatting at MSN, talk about ZW and TC dump us go dating.. Bla bla bla, but really funny ! xD

HAHA, Ziwei still in Pusat Ehsan's toilet.. O_O so Fake. HAHA Viel change the room liao~ Now we are neighbour ! In pusat ehsan ? xD All Gilar ! Siaooooo~ xD

FUNNY DAY!

PS : THANKS VIEL for helpping me change my NEW blogskin !

OH MY GAD ! How a FAILLING day.

Yea, as you seen, it is a FAIL day for me.. Oh not only me.. Many people also. Right ? xD I dont think i gonna type ALL my marks here, cause... my mum KNOW my blog. She understand my english, i dont know i gonna happy or sad ? -.-

But still, i giving her to see my ONLY papers which are, Geo and Comm, I get 47% and 51%.. Die liao la.. I'm still abit tired lorh... Dont know what happened ? Hmm, Viel also VERY weird nowdays.. Apala VIEL.. Gila liao. HEMPH~ Kanasai also~ xD Jokess~

Me abit noh mood also.. Something wrong to my brain, body and.... ? x.x  Dont xiang huai laaaa. xD Viel also die liao laaa~ xD Nothing for now. Cause my sister just beside me. So i must be INNOCENT! Get it ?

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Random.

Tomorrow re-open school liao. Abit malas go lorh.. Hmmmmmm~ Wondering wanna bring book or not ??

A short update of my blog nahh, hehe.

你收起了淡淡的羽翼

只是因为有些疲于翱翔蓝天

其实只需为自己而活

你再也不必为别人强颜欢笑

孤独依旧不知不觉地悄悄来临

心中摇曳着微弱的烛火

与喧闹的晚宴 豪华的吊灯

如同两个不同的世界

无话可说的我

要用什么才能填补这份寂寞？

我已不知所措

如果至少能在梦中自由畅游

那么早已不需要那样的天空
不必讲昨日的往事完全掩盖要想与曾经的自卑达成和解

其实并非那么容易实现

如同自我意识最高处的镜子

所映出的那一片片花瓣

尽管一次次声嘶开竭地

呼唤着纯洁无暇的真爱

却依旧焦急难耐

在不停止循环的时光中

曾经的伤口也终究会渐渐愈合

可你却不愿一味等待

憧憬着无比美好而渺茫的梦想

如同伤疤脱落后新生的耸毛

你在阳光下颤抖着许下心愿

其实如今你真的不必

勉强自己去爱上什么人

有时候对于向上攀爬的人来说

这个世界会有些太过光芒眩目

当你闷闷不乐地低下双眼之后

干涸大地反而会为你吸去泪滴

为何我们每时每刻都感到孤独

其实不必勉强自己接受一切

为何我们每时每刻都感到孤独

勇气并不是仅仅只意味着忍耐

 

不一定要对别人微笑，

对自己微笑将是最美好的事。

This the chinese lyric of ALONES, i love da song V much~

Then this is da chinese lyric of 千の夜をこえて~ ^^ hehe~

渴望被爱，却不象付出爱，

在一次次重复彷徨不已的我，

终于找到了那唯一的答案，

即使会害怕即使会受伤，

喜欢一个人就要向对方坦白心意，

你到底是爱我还是不爱我，

这些问题已经无关紧要了，

无论人们怎么企求，

世界上还有太多的东西无法改变，

是的而我是真的爱你，

这是谁也无法改变的事实，

跨越数千昼夜只想告诉你，

有一件事我必须告诉你，

即使害怕坦白自己的心情，

喜欢一个人就要向对方坦白心意,

在茫茫人海中能够与你相逢，

这份喜悦实在难以言语，

所以我们学会了微笑，

学会用歌声怀念那艳丽的颜色，

学会在冬季的尽头等待春光，

资源自己能够守护一分新的重生，

站在来路与前方的交界，

每次回头，我的眼中都充满了胆怯，

想要与你面对却难以坦白心情，
一直无法坦率的去爱对方，

那一天厌倦了孤单的我，

还幻想着在爱情中可以不受伤害，

跨越数千昼夜只想告诉你，

有一件事我必须告诉你，

即使无法得到回应，

喜欢一个人就要向对方坦白心意，

这正是世界上最为美好的爱情。

My feeling now.

I just want to be loved,but u don't seem to love me.

I wander about,within that repitition.

I found a single answer.Even scared and even hurt.

I can tell the person that i love "i love u".

Do u love me?Do u don't love me?It doesn't matter to me either way.

No matter how much I wish for it.

There are a lot of things in this world that can't be changed.

That's right,and only the fact that i love u.

It's a true that's unchangedable by anyone!

Passing through one thousand nights,I want to tell u!There's something that i have to tell u!

I want to be loved,but u don't seem to love me.

I wander about,within that repitition.I found a single answer.

Even scared and even hurt.

I can tell the person that i love "i love u".Putting my feelings into words is scary,but i can tell the person that i love "i love u"!

I can't expressin words,the joy of meeting u in this big world.

So we smile,singing about the autumn that passes by in vivid colors,with a "do-re-mi".

We turn our backs on the winter,waiting for the sunlight streaming through the tree in spring.

And are reborn again anew,so that we can protect someone.

When i looked back on the path that i came down,and my destination.

I would always do it with timid eyes.

I want to face u,but i can't be honest!

I,who repeatedly went through days of nots being able to love his partner honestly.

And hated being alone on that day!Seemed to love people in a flawless way.

~~~Passing through one thousand nights,I want to tell u!There's something that i have to tell u!

I want to be loved,but u don't seem to love me.

I wander about,within that repitition.

I found a single answer.

Even scared and even hurt.

I can tell the person that i love "i love u".
Even if those feelings don't come true,tell the person that i love "i love u"!

And that's the most wonderfuling thing in the world!

Yesterday is a REALLY nice day ! !

Ahh~ A LONGER POST~ xP

Lets talk about yesterdayy, at afternoon, i go to saloon make my hair style, Cause we having prom at Holiday Lodge, around 6pm, me waiting for Derby, but still she is too late, she come my house around 7pm, when we want go to Holiday Lodge, it is already 7.22pm. So Derby call Siying lorh. Then siying tell us that, she come early, and there ALMOST no place for us to sit liao. O_O So me and Derby very scared. My father and mother looking for the Holiday Lodge, but stil we don't where it is. Then we found it.. PHEWWW~ When we arrive, there is alots.. erm, not alots people standing outside waiting for friends, then Shadiiq is there. So malu ehh. Then when we go in we saw Peywen(EUWEUW), Vanz(SO CUTE), Adiilah(SO PRETTY), Arumii(SO CUTE), Munawarrah.....(Noh comment)

Then peywen said she want take pictures with us.. So, we agree larh, then teacher Simon help us take picture lorh, look like a SOHAI. Then when we go up to the room, we saw ALOTS of people inside. Me and Vanz like pushing each other to goin 1st. Paiseh ehh~ Then Cikgu Priya call us to take our lucky draw number. Mine is 090. Then i saw Sukchin, Siying, Shipay, Adelyn they sitting there, they are so BEAUTIFUL wehhh, xD

Then me and Derby sit with them lorh, HAHA. When performance is start, Alif start to talk and bla bla here and there. But quiet funny larh. Cikgu Anuar and Cikgu Samsiniah singing for us when we eating. NICE! (Y)

Then teacher Sariful, start to call number, we dont know for what but we know it is dangerous if he call our number. O_O

Then, Pei Pei is singing and start walk aound and pull people to dancing. Even Cikgu Samsiniah also pull people.. SCARYY! But pheww~ She pull me but i dont want. -.-''' Derby also.. HAHA. xD Then they dancing like gila there.. OH! not they, got 1 person like VERY shame there.. WHICH is.. TEACHER PO ALWIN!!!!!! He standing there like malu malu and smile smile but NOT dance. How weird it is weh. HAHA I was shouting his FULL name making he MORE shame. AHAHA~ But when he come down... Oh-oh, He said my HIST marks are WORST. My gad larh teacher, at PROM night u also want said like that. T^T teacher also said :"Paiseh eh, paiseh eh" Make me and adelyn laugh there, HAHAHA!

Me and Siying talk talk to many there, and make fun. Yea, and we all 干杯 like gila there. HAHA 干杯 so many times and sampai teacher Simon take pictures of us !  xDD Alots of  funny things happened. And Sukchin also. Gila there. AHAHA. We actually decide to dance, but dont have slow dance so we dont want larh. We really having a HAPPY NIGHT. Thanks all the TEACHERS who organise for us. ^^ but, i hate them also! They didnt draw my number !!! HEMPH! but lucky, siying, sukchin they get lucky draw lorh. HMM~ Me and Derby sad sad there, noh larh we still playing like gila there de.

After lucky draw is singing and dancing again, then MANY people go out to take oictures or go home liao. I take many pictures too. ^^ But abit sad cause HE cant be my prom date. Depends + different = HURT my feeling mahn. But last night Suk chin, derby , siying, adelyn , shi pay, Voo peipei... they are bring me ALOTS of fun, i really thanks them. =]

That all for yesterday night, long post kan ? HAHA. Now, enjoy my pictures >>>>>>>>

Ps : I look so SOHAI.

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WHAOO~ Buy 1 free 1 ?!

MIAOO~ PROMNIGHT is tomorrow~ Todayy, me with my lao pe , lao bu ...ALL family lahh~ go out makan, and shopping.... We go PROMart~ haha~ There sell many thing.. ALL buy 1 and free 1 !! My GAD~~ My brother like really gila about it, oh, not only my brother, even my mother ! O_O We shopping there TWO hours !! Siaooo... We really have buy many things, and even i buy a pikachu doll. Duhh i m not CHILDISH, i am just like pikachu, its CUTE!!

Tomorrow is PROM dayy, noh noh, i mean PROM NIGHT~ hahah~ So excited of what my friends wear !! And the lucky draw, prize... PROM QUEEN will be who ?! Wuuu~ (Y) Excited Excited... But still abit sad for now.. He is leaving.. LEAVING, but if can or even he want , i will wait for him.. SERIOUSLY, if he nt dump me..

ILY, seriously
Love u...


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AH~ FINALLY!!!!!!!

OMG! FREEDOM mahn!!!! FInally, finally..... Spn and final exam is finish!!! Oh nohh, i dont like it... Cause next year many people leave liao... Especially him... Sobb..

Lets talk about today, again.. VIEL is horny AGAIN, after ou science exam, she talk about sperm.... Those thingy thingy with Szeharlin(spell wrong), Calvin Laii, Shadiiq, Wanye, and 1 ppl which I dont know. O_O

Me and Vanz were waiting of VIEL there, actually got 1 ppl lagi, i dont want talk about her, if not Viel said she is my bff. O_O Euww larh~ Viel very horny and excited and happy when she talk about porn thingy, me and vanz saw it. -.- Viel jumppig, shouting, and lauging there like a SOHAI, but me and Vanz stand there like a SOHAI. How different is it. -.- Then Viel said we dumped her again. -.-

After exam, WUUUU~ Shouting like gila~ AHHH! Then i dumped Vanz and go with Derbyy, actually is Viel dumped us 1st ! K.N.S Viel, after i go with Derby, i go back to Kantin, then i saw VIEL~~~~ HAHA~ When we talk talk and walk to kantin. We saw Sean and TC. -.- I kind of scared them. Cause of scared they think i am a STALKER. -.- Then Viel scared of Tc also. What larh... -.- Then we sit there talk talk, TC and SEAN at behind there SOHAI-ING. SO funny also. HAHAHA~ I dont know what TC trying do larh, but queit show off the basketball. xD

ARH! PROM NIGHT! I COMING!

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LOL, Still got 14hours from now !

AHHHHHHHHH! Still got 14hours ! FREEDOM~~~ Yeshhh, finally can play liao ! My gad, i had been waiting so longgggggggggggggg ! Thanks derby ! I LOVE yuuuu~ Hais, Madam guan said my chinese only get 83%, very laoya.. *ouch* T^T I did try my best ! Err, maybe ? HAHA. By the way, i think i gonna to tell him that i LOVE him... Hmmmm... But he going liao. When should i tell ?! O_O So sad mahn. How i let him know kan ? Wondering... wondering... thinking.. thinking...

Did he know that i love him ? Duhh, i think he dont know. T^T What should i DO ?! *SHOUTING* No one help me think want. Especially the 2 bakayaro ( VIEL and VANZ) -.- They dumped me justnow ! How dare them! K.N.S larh. Still, VIEL is horny today, AGAIN and AGAIN. NON-STOP. HAHA! Me and VANZ just innocent eh. Paiseh-nehh. xD Paiseh larh viel~ xP

Lastnight, Me, SEAN and VIEL chatting until very night, even nothing talk about. xD But we are having a EVIL plan. I will tell out in this fridayy~ Yea yea and ! PROM night is near ! i think i will post the baju i wear tommorow. =] And justnow sean talk to me, i was shocking. -.-

LOL, sean and tc are no going, make me kena scold by cikgu priya weh. x.x KNS ah them. Owh maybe not sean, he said many sorry lastnight liao. HAHA. Only TC kns. (Y) Arrr~ So tired ah this few days, Justnow keep on saw SEAN and TC lim. -.- What wrong with them eh ? Later they "xiang Huai" ahhh *Copydog from viel* HAHAHA!! I really scared they think i am stalking they weh. My gad larh. Luckily i am not giving my blog's link to them. Pheww~ =.=

PICTURES of tOdayy.

I Saw a black puppy in kantin. *Pity-ing*

The tower that VIEL said hiao hiao about.  -.-

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MY GAD ! VIEL IS HORNY !!

I gona upload some of my picture that i FORGOT to upload want. Actually is not me forgot. Is I forgot WHERE i put my phone's cable.. Ahaha... I having a stupid conversation with my aunt when i can't found my cable.

Me : AUNT ! Did u see my cable ?
Aunt : What cable ?!
Me : Duhh, connect to my mobile de C.A.B.L.E larh. * I using shout*
Aunt : What ? What ?
Me : MY GAD ! You are DEAF!
Aunt : Ah, Ah, HAHAHAHA * Laugh like hell*
Me : What wrong with u mahn ?! *feel weird*
Then I walk near her..... I saw..... SHE IS ON THE PHONE!
Me : You are on the phone ?!
Aunt : Arh arh...
Me : * FAINT*

After that day, i keep on find here and there to found my cable. I throw my books, papers, etc etc. At last , i saw a black line... I take out and OMG! Its my cable!!!! Whalao, i found it for 1 weeks man! O_O Duhh, finally... I miss my cable ! T^T~~

And TODAY !! Viel as usual, horny, tAlk about hentai, or even porn. -.- Dont talk about this larh. Many to tell man ! She said so many hiao hiao thingy. Long long to type ah.... xPPPPP We plan to perform at Prom Night, cause we want MARKs !! So vanz said we maybe going to having a Band showw. To play Rolling Star. ROCK and ROLL !! But dont know now larh. Viel Cbkia so k.n.s want, she said she not going cause she go KALAH night ! What the hell is that man ?! O_o ? Or she is malas ? Hmmmmmm......

When me and Vanz going kantin, we saw JEFF, then……

Vanz : EHy, Jeff!
ME : Yooooo
Jeff : Yawww!
Vanz : U know guitar right ?!
Jeff : Yea larh. -.-
Me : YEASH!!!!
Jeff : Why ?
Vanz : we gonna perform a band when OUR prom night.
Me : Can u go ?
Jeff : Cant, i have to go KB.
ME and Vanz : WHAT ?! Arwu.................. *upset-ing*

Suan liao larh, that kind of kawan !! Hemphhhh~ So we are not sure we are performing..... HAIS! MARK!!! And and we do call peggy help to~ We very good lerh ?? xP

And lastnight, me actually slept at 9.30pm. But i feel like want to ask Ivan when F5 habis their Olvl, so i msg him. Then we msg here and msg there, UNTIL 11pm Baru i sleep. O_O Tired eh...  Bahhh~ No talk much much niao. I upload my picture now……

COOL~ Hollo ichigo's eyes !! I LOVE IT!

Today's weather, when it is 4pm. I like the cloud !!

This picture long time liao. Taken by Vanz~ So gali larh this picture!

HAHA~ My birthday cake ! Long time FORGOT to post it liao. HAHA~

BLEACH's logo, SART kan ?! SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!

Ahh, and lastly, I MISS HIM mahn... He going to leave next year !!! When can i tell him i like him ?!

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