如果我们能从头来过 我好想再一次将你抱紧

The happiest thing happened today : I FOUND MY X.S.V.S RING! :3 (uhh, yeah I lost the 2nd ring, but now I found it!) 

Not really packing stuff tho. Since just go Kuching for 3days 2nights. HAHA. I KNOW, SO SHORT. -_- Nebeeermaiiin, as long as my cousin prepare KTV for me already! :P My mum wanna celebrate her birthday there also. LUL I WILL SING TILL SHE DEAF. :) 

TEEHEE. Had group chat with Yimao, Stephy and Kuih last night. Gay conversation. ;) I enjoy being around people that can make me laugh without trying. :)) We planning to have another hang out when Viel, Stephy, me, LY and Kuih come back from Malaysia and Singapore. >:) Can't wait for it mahhhn! :P 


Currently learning to sing Haruka Kanata, the second Japanese song gonna try it with Sharon again. (': The chinese lyrics are so meaningful yoh! 




一片花瓣 微微摇曳
此刻就在我的身边
或许这是一场错误的恋爱
我却真的不愿这么去想


坐在对面的你阴沉的脸
我好害怕你会说出那句话
到底我们是从何时开始
对这种感觉假装不知


在如同初次相遇的那天
那样清澈透明的风中
如果我们便能从头来过
我好想再一次将你抱紧


曾经我是那么喜欢你
时刻都想听到你的声音
可如今虽然你近在咫尺
我却仿佛已经看不清你


每次都若无其事的忍耐
这正是我们做错的地方
尽管盼望着永远在一起
现实却因为误解而改变


连如同初次相遇的那天
那样温柔可亲的笑容
我也曾以为能马上找回来
依然好想将你抱紧在怀中


尽管你始终所沉默不语
一滴泪珠却在你的掌心溅开
有谁能来帮帮我们
把时光回到初遇的那天


一片花瓣 翩翩飘落
此刻就在我身边
或许这是一场错误的恋爱
我又怎能将它忘却


曾经我是那么喜欢你
时刻都想缠在你的身边
可如今虽然你近在咫尺
我仿佛已经看不到

Nice right ? (': The lyrics are aweeesum! Sharon found the full version! AWWWYEAHH! Gonna sing it EVERYWHERE I am. LOL. My dad gonna crey I guess. :P Seriously Kubo Tite, you make me crey like thousand times mahn! Every ED.. every episodes of it.. it's so ASDFGHJKL! ): Why is it looks like it gonna end soon ? ): PLEASE DON'T. I still wanna watch it till marriage. LOL. 

我们始终都在练习微笑，最后变成了不敢哭的人。
我不知道该说什么，我只是突然在这一刻很想你。

-sore dewa!

We're like fireworks..

OMGOSH, SO HOT.

 Sadly, he is not the real Hitsugaya! THAT'S SO SAD. ): I kinda likes badass Hitsugaya too. :3 HEHEHE. Finished latest Bleach's episodes. :3 Awwwyeaaaahhh! I fall in lab with the new ending song mahn! So AWEEEESOMEEE! :D 

I tell you! It's a good song lai de! :3 The way they make the video clip like.. ending soon. )': I hope not! ): Bleach end = my life end. Kubo Tite haven't let Gin back yet, so yeahh cannot end la! ): (FOREVER BELIEVE GIN DIDN'T DIED) I know I'm so in love with Bleach. .__. 

Justnow WhatsApp-ing with Viel and Keng. Keng just so sudden text me in WhatsApp, LOL RANDOM much ? Now Viel is watching movie in Mall.. THAT BITCH. ASDFGHJKL! 

The moment when the FM mentioned there's school tomorrow due to no moon tonight... I'm like :

and we have to attend school tomorrow with P.E class and Afternoon classes.. Then I'm like :

But think about can see Shasha...

ALRIGHT. Have to go and pack my bag, prepare my P.E shirt for tomorrow....

- sore dewa!

Suck mai balls.

Maple, Y U DO DIS TO MEH ?

For around 3 days, I can't even play Maple. =3= Suck mai ball dear. So, how's life ? 

My life without Maple sucks so bad. LOLJK. Not even effective. :') 

While they all getting higher levels, I will just sit here and blog. :O What Teacher Hema told me, I still can't can't get over it tho! .__. But Teacher Hema not really knows Shasha, so yeahh. :3 SHHEESH! -.- I kept typed HEMO instead of HEMA. Whadaparkk! 


Last night watched Bleach 324 with Sharon. :P FAKE KENPACHI V.S REAL KENPACHI! I DIED. The sound effect and background never bring me down. SO AWESOME YOU KNOW. Of course, real Kenpachi win la! ;) FAKE WANT CAN SUCK MAI BALLS. :3 Can't wait for 325 now. Bleach is like a drug. DRUG.

But, smoking and Bleach I will choose Bleach, it's really more addictive than smoking! :P HEHE. Tomorrow night got dinner. :3 Can't wait fer it. I'ma eat like dinosaur again! :3 So, I have to exercise more today! :3 Casper casper casper casper~ HEHE. 

OI, WHO TOOK THIS AH ? SO HIAO!

I WAS PEE-ING OKAY ?! 

:P

Vained with Viel's NEW PHONE. 
OH LOOK.
My vaga-hair style!

HAHAHA, BIG FAIL POOKAII ? I will fix my hair nice nice before taking graduation photo! RAWR! Wish something like above won't happen. -.- I gonna randomly dance Ring Ding Dong tomorrow since holiday coming soon! :3 EHEHEHHEEH. 


Helped my mum bao some ba zhang, it's hardcore shit mahn.You need SKILLS to do it. :O 


I wonder if you will read this. It's been a long time.. I don't know since WHEN my blog had stopped appearing your name. LOL HAI YVONNE CHIN. :3 HAI ELLYHONG. :D This two girls arh, I always miss them, but whenever I read their blog/twitter/facebook, it's hurting me, lol not that much but it seems like they no need me anymore. :') It's a good thing la of course! Cause they have been more stronger than last time. Ahh, I'm such a bakamono. They have their own social life now, and it doesn't involve me anymore. :3 Oh, I wish me and V.S.S won't end up like this too. :/ ah ahh, such a long time didn't talk about them anymore huhh. I felt useless cause I can't keep my friends close(?). Trying to make this longer, so wont got people get interest in reading it. :3 I'm just expressing my feeling. There's no more LINXINJIE in elly's blog and yvonne's blog I guess. Not to be famous but.. they don't miss me.. not even.. a little? AHAHA. WHY I SO EMOTIONAL WANT ? 

- sore dewa

If you have interest, click it to enlarge. (: It's very funny for me! LOL. Yes, I'm the type of people laugh at my own jokes. GAGAGAGAGA. 

Went to Math tuition! It's no boring, cause I kept disturb the teacher. He very scared if people poke him, SO... I keep poke him. HAHAHA! I'm very bad I know. I HATE THUNDER! UGH. I can't even! -_- I remember I ever post my childhood pictures ..... Can't find it, NEVERMIND. LUL! 

I don't even know what am I talking about now. -.- 

Keep look at it. It will move. (: Kubo Tite drew this when Japan Earthquake happened. (': Touching. 

- sore dewa

YouTube - Bleach opening 14 [ViVid - Blue]

十番队队章「百合」（ゆり）-------威厳、无垢、无邪気、华丽、纯洁、饰らぬ美 

:3 I would just leave this hereeeee. 

CRIED SO FUCKING MUCH.

EPISODE 308 of BLEACH and this!

One more day.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE, BABYYYY.

Nah, my family doesn't celebrate anyways. Tonight gonna stay up late and random post MERRY CHRISTMAS to friends. :P 

Yesterday success download Bleach Concept Covers, so awesome mahn! :O Seiyu in Bleach singing Bleach's song. OMG. I wanna buy the original disc! D: I WANT GO JAPAN. 

Hitsugaya and Matsumoto sing "HANABI", at first its Matsumoto high pitch, i was like PYONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!! Then Hitsugaya's low key. OMG, STEAM! The most disappointed want, is sing by Aizen, "Ichi no hana" but Hinamori's part is awesome. Aizen kinda spoiled. >.>

THE MOST AMAZING, "Life is like a boat" sing by MAYURI and his daughter. LIKE WHATDAPARK, SO NICE. Mayuri's part is kinda funny but nice. :P

Ima make them into my MP3 and repeat duh whole day. :O

Kon is the most awesome.

- Sore dewa.

Happy birthday to Hitsugaya Toushiro.

DECEMBER 20TH. My favourite date! Cause its my boyfriend's birthday. :D

I have more, a lots of Toshirou's pictures. :33 His No.1 fans hokayyy. :p 

- Sore dewa.

wondering.

-Warning for Anti-Bleach peeps, dont scroll if u HATE bleach-

Just watched Episode 297 of Bleach. I actually screamed when Ichigo's dad pop out, but the most hilarious part is he use his head to bang Ichigo. WTFFFROFOLMFAO, i thought they gonna fight Aizen together lorh! 

#randompopout : I JUST FOUND OUT RANMU NO MELODY and RAIN are the SAME BAND.

SID.

Its kinda sad, cause in real life, people barely talks Bleach to me. D: I FEEL FOREVER ALONE. I will just let out my feeling here. I like the way when Ichigo and his dad meet. :D Isshin tells him that no matter how much he stares at him, his eyes aren't deceiving him and tells Ichigo that he must have a million questions. Ichigo tells him that he doesn't and states that if he didn't tell him anything before then it must have been for his own reasons and it will be his problem. HOW COOL CAN IT BE. Ichigo damn kind yoh. :D 

GIN SO SHUAI. 

Im going back Kuching at 30th of November i think, my mum only buy one way ticket, cause she want stay there longer, and its lucky, this time when we go back, we got the chance to go 美食街!! Full of delicious foods mahn! And only me and my mum go back first. :B WAHAHAHAHA. 

I think i will bring my laptop there. In case have nothing better to do. -.- Sigh. 

Senbonzakura , bad guy(forgot his name), Byakuya..

Wait..

Senbonzakura..

his mask..

WAIT, HE IS FUCKING WITHOUT HIS MASK! :O wtp! His face just look like Byakuya. -.- How amazing!

After saw this picture, my reaction..

JACOB NEED TO PUT THE BOX ?! He is SHORTER than EDWARD?

AHAHAHHAAHAHAHA!

EPIC SHIT.

p/s : SID is MALE music japanese band. 

- Sore dewa.

I dont wanna let chu go.

#nowplaying Beast - Mystery.

My mum said she is so disappointed at me. She said she know i fail all. And next year I might go back Kuching. Good wuad, new life, new school, new environment.. But I DONT FUCKING WANT NEW FRIENDS ANYMORE. I WANT MY BITCHES.

Yesterday was a BAD day. Sharon and Viel didnt came to school. )): Sharon is because she forgot to turn on her alarm. =_______________= HEH. I asked the DUMB-EST guy in my life, about his LONG STORY. lolwhuuut, im serious. He dumb than a pig. Not only girls will become dump for RELATIONSHIP kay ? I had, no i mean Me and Steph HAD FOUND OUT guys also dumb in this kind of thing. >:D 

#nowplaying - Heartbreaker.

I hate myself for scored so low mark. ): Why can't i do more better ? Even Chinese, i get 60. WHY ? 60% in chinese is the LOWEST mark IN MY LIFE. No kidding. I never expect this kind of marks will appear in my report card and its CHINESE.

#nowplaying - I'll back off so you can live better.

Emo. =3= *pout. So, hows my new blogskin ? I think not suitable for I.E. WELL, a racist blogskin again! :p 

#nowplaying SID - Rain. 

Rain, why have you choose me ? Who have no where to escape to..

Jobless Wednesday ah. Feel so lazy mahn. D:

"I found you, Gin."

#randomfact : Im scared of my future now.

That's about you, I've always hated. You disappeared and didn't even leave me a single memento.




- Sore dewa.

Rain - SHD.

六月的谎言 眼前的真实 被放入深棕色瞳孔裏
不论是依靠著 或是那份温暖 全部都变的很陌生
「你一个人也没问题的...对吧」这样的告诉 我再见了
那样的安慰 明明早该听腻了
不被接受的回忆 却不停的回响著 也没有打算要被原谅
如果闭上眼 只会增加被误解的趋势 远处的你 笑了
雨啊 何时才会停止呢 已经下了好长一段时间 好冷
雨啊 为什麼选择了我呢 选择了无处可逃的我
终於找到了 崭新的早晨 却被时间给阻挠
前进的旅途 并不是「下次」 而是在不断追寻著的「过往」
安慰著 给了机会的你 却也憎恨著害怕的我
也该是时候了 抚摸著疲惫的脸颊 让心中的纠葛崩落吧
并不想去了解过去的眼神 随著蒙住双眼的手指将它洗去
温柔的步伐 治愈了伤痕 好像寄出了 明知这是送不到的距离
雨啊 何时才会停止呢 已经下了好长一段时间 好冷
雨啊 为什麼选择了我呢 这样的包围著我好吗
雨啊 不知道你何时才会停止 虽然今天也继续下著
悄悄的 在撑起的伞中 依靠著彼此的温暖

Change - Miwa.

change 不要屈服 不要随波逐流
想要直率表达现在的感受
change 无论多少次都要重生
拥抱着悲痛 现在 迈步启程吧

即便是遇到悲伤的背叛
也不会被束缚的我就在这里
还不够 没尽头 永无止境
让我变得 更加 扭曲吧
在这种模式化的世界中
会逐渐搞不清楚自己究竟是谁
我不想被规矩束缚
所以请不要再指责我
绝地逢生 任务独行
原地踏步 盲目等待
一切都不会开始
change 不要屈服 不要随波逐流
想要直率表达现在的感受
我不会让谁的野心得逞的    oh~
change 无论多少次都要重生
拥抱着悲痛 现在 迈步启程吧
我已经无法回到你的身边
我就是我 I wanna change 

Rain MV.

Im here to beat you down.

BLEACH MOVIE 4, Y U NO COME BRUNEI FASTER ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=faujURSd6kg&feature=player_embedded

Again, click this link if you're a fans of Bleach. :D SERIOUSLY ?! DECEMBER 4TH ?! SOOUUU LONGGGG ? Shitt. ): If its December in Japan. I bet it will be February in Brunei. T^T *sniff*

I bet alots of Bleach's fans can't wait for it. Im so excited to watch it mahn! IF ONLY Brunei Cinema will have it. NO MATTER HOW MUCH, WHAT TIME, SCHOOL DAY OR EXAM DAY, I will just go to watch it!! TRUST me. I will really do that! :O 

已经长大的约定，那样清晰。

还记得吗？我们曾经打过勾的约定。

你已不再是以前的你。你遗忘了我们的约定。

而我，还在这里等着你回来完成约定的那一天。

我也忘了，

你是友情还是错过的爱情？

Im currently in love with "蒲公英的约定" By Jaychou. Its so touching. T^T 

Im jut randomly put some pictures of Bleach, cause my blog is like so dead without pictures. D: Shiiiat.

Its so sien to stay at home. D: I want school.BUT not exam! T^T Tsktsk. Yesterday I texted Gilasmiler, he changed alots. ): Yeah, people always change. Especially its like one year didnt meet him or text him. D: 

I have to admit it. I missed him. No matter is Gilasmiler or as TK. I missed him, as much as you know. ): I have no idea how can I still got butterfly on him when its already a past. I know that everything between me and him is OVER, totally over. But, can it start over again ? I wont be doing those silly thingys anymore, i promise. WHERE IS MY FAIRY ODD-PARENT ?!I want him to be mine again, make this wish come true PLEASE ? Even if until 12mid night then all the things will disappear also can, as long as i ever have it. D:

Nothing else. 

Renji looks happy here. Awww, Ichigo! Gonna marry who ? :3 You all look so pretty here! :D

- Sore dewa.

SCREAMING.

Yesh, currently Im screaming and shouting about.. 

THIS!!  

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *endless* 

Its tooooooo parking NICE, AWESOME, GOOD, AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I shouted when i watched the Rangitku and Gin's part.. >.> Same as Sharon ? HAHAHAHA! WHATTHEHELL MAHN. RAWRR. 

-ahem- Okay, lets stop.. and talk about today. LOLOLOLOL. *actually still cant stop screaming!* >:3 P.E is still very tired. I ran 4 rounds, amazing roight ? My asthma better now. :3 I still can tahan de nehx. ;) We having long jump, triple jump and what lantu jump. When its my turn, SUDDENLY Kt shouted "X's power!! *in chinese*, ehh, wrong! Its L's power!!!" I nearly fall into the sand pool. -.- 

Me and Vans at the 2nd period of P.E we went to nurse, but actually is ponteng. :3 Until si hitam period baru I went back. Vans still stay with FATmah them, so yeah... HAHAHAHAHA

Chinese periods were fun, as usual ? Me, L, X, Kh and W will always chit-chat and gossiping together. :D L said its nice to sit beside me, cause can chit-chat. ACTUALLY, this sentence made my day.. *look beside* Heh.. HEHE.. HEHEHEHEHEH. WAIT.. why am I smiling ?! 

I dont want to fall in love again and get hurt again, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. :3 

Should I ? 

Should ?

Yes ?

No ?

. 

.

.

.

.

To make a Tumblr ? IM SO CONFUSED. I scared people will say me COPYCAT or what luu. Yes, im totally afraid of that. >.> BUT, i want make it full with my lovely Bleach's pictures, gifs, videos and songs! MYBUDDHANESS. D:

V, actually orange colour remind me of Gilasmiler and not A. .____.

There is no butterfly in my stomach !! I kill it!! RAWR!!

Random shit. o.o 

I.. LOVE.. this..

PICTURES.

And, the 2 models!

I cleaned my big pencilcase when I was bored. 

Those who love Doreamon, BE JEALOUS.

My dad love die Doreamon, then when we went Taiwan, he everyday bring us to Mcdonald to eat cause want to collect the doll. CUTE NEHX.

Shit my phone's camera.

Its today around 9am.

We saw there was a kid rolling on the ROAD, and keep on rolling.

We laughing non stop and wanna take pictures, but FAIL. D: 

Ahtiong's pencilcase.

NICE NEHHH.

Any time means NO TIME.

J the one typed it.

"how to deep if the finger are not enough long."

AND ITS ACTUALLY GOT ANSWER FOR IT!!

LOLOLL GOOGLE!!

Random shit in my notebook! LOLLOLL. 

Dont just look at Stephy!

FOREVER ALONE AT THE BACK!

Awwwwhhhh.

Today, i tied my hair like THIS and went to school.

I think i gonna tied like this for weeks since my fringe suck. D: 

I CANT WAIT TO WATCH LATEST BLEACH LIAO. kjcnKVNGFIVNGFKNEFNKEN!!! I keep repeat the MV in youtube. D: SO NICE. Because of Gilasmiler, i know bleach, i watch bleach and.. fall in love with bleach. How awesome ? :D 

Im currently in love with a Korean Drama "Personal taste" also. So funny and some part make me cry like shit. I gonna borrow the disc from V. :D 

- Sore dewa.