I have no ideas.

Should I text you ? I had typed everything to my phone, but I'm scared to click send. End up, it has been saved in my draft for days. :/ 

Honestly, I have no idea if I miss you as a friend, or ex. You're my first love, but I'm the one broke you heart first. We moving on to our own life, without each other. I texted you last year, when it's your birthday. Then we start texting like nothing happened, but it always end with awkward feeling. :/ 

Now, I just wanna know how are you and how's your life now. I bet you're stress as usual. You always don't believe in yourself. Holding my phone, stare at your contact name. Still, I'm scared. Who knows, you already have a girl to take care of you right ? I miss your smile, there is one guy who has exactly same smile as yours. 

You won't be seeing this post probably. I bet you're so concentrate on your study now. 

I have to move on. To forget you..