Espeed..

Are you pregnant ? No, are you been raped ?! I had been on and off espeed for 387384 times. It makes me crazy okay. -- I even left one game in LoL.. .l. FUU! I hate you for being pregnant without any notice. -- YOU SHOULD USE SAFETY! 

Our class's Ong Jia Qin, is now officially named "The 强迫症 boy" He said YES, meant YES. If you said NO, then he will let you go hell. I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING ABOUT IT.

男人对女人的伤害，不一定是他爱上了别人，而是他在她有所期待的时候让她失望，在她脆弱的时候没有扶她一把。


The moment when the guy you like give you the false hope. 

It's really bad. I would rather let him tell me in the face that he doesn't like me than giving me wrong signal. LOL. Signal. 

Ong : Last night shuang ma ? *hiao smirk*

Me : WHAT ?

Ong : Shuang ma ?

Me : Er.... no la.

Ong : HAAHAHAH WO HEN SHUANG ! *he actually meant LoL 1v1*

Me : HAHAHA GUAILAN ah ni! 

Ong : Tonight want again ? *pedo smile*

Me : ER NOOO. 

- sore dewa!

The 3rd time, been awake by Teacher Zhang.. Just now, I was napping till so shuang, until my mum run into my room. SHE RAN okay. Then she said Teacher Zhang find me. 

Me : Hai teacher... *le sleepy*

T : Hai Xin Jie, You didn't on your phone ?

Me : Err, sorry no. I was sleeping..

T : Oh, then Tonight..

Me : TONIGHT....

T : At Empire Hotel...

Me : EMEMEMEMPIRE ? *le wake up*

T : China Embassy invited you and LBK to have dinner with them.

Me : O.O Ohkay.

T : 7pm till 9pm yahh. 

Me : O.O Okie..

Okie, it was a really shocking moment. It's LATER, 7PM. Not NEXT WEEK or NEXT MONTH. It's too sudden for me. *le preparing everything now* 

Oh, let's rewind to what happened this few dayyy. We enzoi in class, cause some teachers weren't teaching. HEHEHE. WE LAVE IT. As usual all the Lakias were surrounding each other. Geo teacher was MAD, totally MAD about it. No, I guess 1000% cause he jealous ZH talked to me. -- His face was like "ZH IS MINE, U FUCKING WHORE DON'T TALK TO HIM" No offence kkkkk. 

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY.

Performances suck.

Kuih kept sabotage me, OH YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN BY IT. -__- He is always success making me and Shasha awkward. LOL No la, today not that much. :P Maybe cause both of us getting use of it. T^T 

Me : LOL, she is flirting with my EX. She can have my LEFT OVER SANDWICH there too.

Stephy : -pedo smile- My mum said I should share with the PO-OR..

HAHAHA BURN BURN BURN! I like it when Stephy said it. SO OMG. HAHAAHAHAH! LIKE A BOSSSS. 

All level 18, quite cool huh! :D Dominion is really stressing, and Yimao said it's for RELAXING. LOL NOT EVEN... 

ONG : YI HOU NI MEN BU YAO HUA ZHUANG AH! (In the future, you girls don't make up ah)

LOL,  HE CARES. ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! It's very funny when he said it. He was like pointing at me and WM and shouted it. LOLOLWHY. 

Shasha accompanied me to canteen. Again. TEEEEHEEEEEE. I found it very cute, whenever Kuih said about me and him, then he will go and pinch Kuih's hand or leg. :P

AM SONG bah AM SONG. :P

- sore dewa!

偏偏还会关切你最后属于谁…

Blogging in this early morning ahh~ (Lol, 11.13am count as early ?) Anyway, will go to LoL again later, so I scared I will forgot (probably will) what to blog! :O I'm such a old peopleee. 

多希望你在下个路口就会牵起我的手。

Now I'm back to 黑涩会 and 棒棒堂's songs. I love most of them, cause those lyrics suit my feeling. :') LOL. Keep on repeating Haruka Kanata's full version also. :O I CARNT STAPP LISTANENG! 

Very nice okay! :D Click it click it click it.

My dear, can you hear me ? I'm sorry, I can't forget every single moments of you.. So I called out your name..

Long time didn't watch Bleach ler! T^T Maybe I should watch it NOW. :3 HEHE. Then I will go LoL. There are a lots of people's expression were like "WHAT ? YOU PLAY LOL ?" or "OMG, U GAMING SO LONG ?" Whattt ?! Girl cannot play meh ?! PFFFT -le flip table- 


GOING TO OOVOO with SHARON and WATCH BLEACH NOW! ;) 

-soredewa! 

想起第一次见面，你回头转身的笑。

So accurate can ?! :O No school tomorrow!! :'D HEAVEN! 

Keep training LoL nowsday, and felt very lazy to message and whatsapp people. :/ I'm such a lazy bastard. :O Finally I'm level 12. T^T Tears of joy mahn! 

Xue Yi 8#       says:

*LoL can express your true form

*seriously playing online games like LoL can express their true form

It's truth okay. Even LY and ZH scold BAD WORD and ask people to shut up. :O 

Every times when they scolding people, I was like :

It's really shocking alright! 

The moment when I using Sona and enemy got Janna, then I using Janna and enemy use Sona..

The moment when we continuously lose for 3487053 rounds...

 It's very stressful when you play LoL and internet LAG. You can't win if your internet suck. -.- 

"No need to cry, I kill them." - Shasha. 

I'm so lazy to think about what to blog anymore.. 

-sore dewa!

CS Numbers (CS 넘버스) - Cry Out With My Heart (가슴으로 운다) 

*My love dear, stop there
I'm coming to you right now
I can't live without you for a day
I cry out with my heart

The person that I really loved
The person that was more precious than anything
The person whom I thought would stay next to me forever
Is leaving me

My heart hurts to death
I still only worry about you
The only person for me in this world
That person is leaving me

*Repeat
Things that I loved about you
The heart that cared about me more than anyone
I feel like you'd be standing if I turn around
But when I do, you're not there

Foolishly, not know my heart
That person is leaving me

My love dear, can you hear my words?
I'm crying like crazy right now
I'm sorry, I can't forget a single moment of you so
I call out your name

The person that I won't forget
Dear person who can't hear me

Where are you? Come back to me
I'm coming to you right now
Cause I feel like I will regret while living if not now
Cause I feel like you're the last love

 The song that's playing in my blog now. (: I like it very much. The meaning, and the melody. Sorry if you don't like K-pop or dislike this song alright, cause THIS IS MAI BLOG. Lel guailann~~

I'M SO TIRED, SO I USE CLIMB FROM MY BED TO MY LAPTOP. 

So, there are like 10 likes.. THEY WATCHED OUR VIDEO ,GUYS. :3 I suspect NO likes mahhn, then pop out with 10.. I'M SCARED. 

Yea.. Showing my love to Hitsugayaaaa. (': 

My lakias soo soo soo excite mahn. CHILLAX GUYS. 

No, seriously. Kuih drew better, but I don't dare put up his drawing here. I scared he might gila when he know I post up here. LOL. But it's really awesome, just like ANIME's standard alright. AND HE SAID HIS DRAWING SUCK, OMG I CANT EVEN. SUCK MAI DICK LA. 

I love today. (': Relief for 4 periods, me and my 4Baka, Ong and WM chit-chat a LOTS today. :P WE ASIAN LIKE TO CHIT-CHAT. 

CONGRATS to ZHENG HAO. Now he is one of my 3baka! So it's named 4BAKA! DENGDENG~ 

OMG. SPAMMING. 

KaiHock says:

*HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA really wna laugh died le

Keng Zheng Hao says:

**gasping for air

       ☆ χiηZαii 흔결 ;           我努力想起你 笑着哭泣，让自己深爱你再学会放弃。     says:

*TING PETPET, KUEH PETPET, KENG PETPET, LIM PETPET

*one happy family (':

*TEARS OF JOY 

Keng Zheng Hao says:

*pet pet bros

       ☆ χiηZαii 흔결 ;           我努力想起你 笑着哭泣，让自己深爱你再学会放弃。     says:

*GAAHAHAHAHHAHA

      Xue Yi 8#       says:

*if ting jiaojiao?

*omg

*ouch..

Keng Zheng Hao says:

*xin pet pet is the leader

ue Yi 8#       says:

*HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH

       ☆ χiηZαii 흔결 ;           我努力想起你 笑着哭泣，让自己深爱你再学会放弃。     says:

*ITS SO AWKWARD TO CALL UR KIDS NAME NOW

      Xue Yi 8#       says:

*XIN PET PET

       ☆ χiηZαii 흔결 ;           我努力想起你 笑着哭泣，让自己深爱你再学会放弃。     says:

*XINPETPET IS WHO

*LOLOL

*AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

      Xue Yi 8#       says:

*XIN = NEW

*HAHAHHHAHAHAHHAAHAH LOLOL

*new pet pet

Keng Zheng Hao says:

*xin is xj

KaiHock says:

*HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

      Xue Yi 8#       says:

*i laugh till my tears came out

*i need air

IKR, we are so crazy NOW. HYPER night much ?!!?

-sore dewa!

HUGE TOBLERONE.

KUCHING!! 

The water was so cold, it was awesomeeeeeee. 

Can you spot me in those pictures above ? :P

That time I was thinking : LOL FOODS FOODS FOODS. 

Family gathering. EVERYWHERE IS PEOPLE!! 

Finally arrived.. I ordered when July I guess.. (':

From Miraaaaa. Kinda sad, but alright. :D Thank you Mira! exouexou! 

FROM VIELSEXYSIA! :D From SG woorhh! ;) Thank you Veeeeeil! Exouexou! :P 

我不后悔遇见过你，

只是后悔当初那样对你。

SO CUTE LA THIS SONG, AND THEMMM!

Kinda moody nowsday. .__. The park. I should cheer up! I failed my Geo.. as usual.. .__. It's like WTF, I'm in GEO class, and I can't pass my GEO. PFFT. FUNNEH. 

在天上漂流的云朵啊，你能不能把我的思念带给现在正在某个地方的他？

-sore dewa!

你真残忍……

快要三年了，你竟然还没有出现。我努力想起你，笑着哭泣，让自己深爱你再学着放弃。苦，也没关系。

So, I slept at 3am.. So gay! Cause I was chatting with Yoseob and Bunbun. :D 

THEY ARE MEANIES. INCLUDE ME.

HAHAHA, this two really. Yoseob suddenly find me chat in MSN about M.S who is now chasing BunBun. AHHAHAHAAHHA. Guailan muchhhhh. 

16th Sept, I went to ZH's house with my 3Baka. It was fun tho, we laughed and played around. HIS HOUSE IS AWESOME. HIS BROS ARE AWESOME.

"Bitch, what look see look see ?!"

HAHAHAHHAHA HIS FACE.WIN.ALL. 

My mum thinks ZH is gay.. OKIE.. WOW.. Life's good.. OMG, tomorrow test P.E long jump.. I hate Monday.. 

我就是喜欢你现在的样子，有时善解人意有时粗心大意。 (:

请不要轻易地改变自己。(: 

Yes, I'm so addicted to LoL. 

-sore dewa!

初恋

如果有人问我，初恋是什么味道？
那我就会回答：“黑巧克力”
因为，初恋在一开始喜欢上对方时，是甜的。
可是后来却因为感情淡了，或有距离感，或者是被迫分离……
而变成苦的。
当苦味消失时，却剩下甜味残留在口中。
当回忆起那段初恋，每个人心中总会是甜甜的。
苦，是只有在当下才会感受到的。
初恋是最难忘，也是最难取代的。
不管现在的对象有多好，你的心里还是会留有一个空位给你的初恋。
不管是有没有在一起也好，曾经喜欢过的感觉是不变的。
那种默默地看着对方，默默地为他付出，看着他的背影傻傻的微笑……
那种甜而不腻，又带点苦涩的恋爱心情总是美好的。


你的初恋又是什么味道的呢？:)

TEST 2 HABIS!

AWWWYEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

*le spinning around hallway after test* 

No, really I'm just THAT happy cause can chiong my LoL and sleep till 6am now. (': 

So, I success patched LoL. BEFORE YIMAO AND KOHKEI! :P Ehehehe. We played around 3 games, win twice and lose once. Actually we will be wining if ZhengHao and LY didn't left game. LOL. I'm really shocked that I passed my Phy and Bio. :O I get all 60+.. Phew.. But I guess really die in GEO, CHEM and POA. .__. 

I'm so excited about tomorrow now! :D HEHEHE. 

He is so weird now a days.. The way he talks to me, and the way he react.. SO WEIRD. Can someone tell me why ? =+= I'm so confused laaaaaa. 

Will blog after visiting friend's house! OHHHOOO.

- sore dewa!

People always forgot..

Ano hi mita sora akaneiro no sora wo nee kimi ha oboeteimasu ka ?

The day we waved at each other and promised will meet again, but our tears showing that we are not sure about the next meet. 

Muri na egao no ura nobita kage wo kakumau.. 

You have forgotten the day we made our promise, don't you ? You shattered our promise, and "we" disappeared. Since when you have leave ? I don't know. Maybe cause you always live in my heart, that's why I never think that you had leave me. 

Kimi no koto zutto.. zutto.. maekara sukideshita. 

I realise the most sad anime/korean drama, the most I want to watch. OMG, WHY AM I SOU RETARDED. Tomorrow is mooncake festival~ I like to watch big big moon! :D Which is full moon okayy.. HAHAHA. :P I can't wait to eat Moon cake now! :3 


Is it normal if one person likes two people ? o.o 


If only I can memorise books like how I memorise lyrics. -____- I give up on Chemistry, since I'm Form4, I understand no shit from Chemistry. I AIN'T SMARTTTT! 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0nQu2zu6ro

- sore dewa!

永遠不要向任何人解釋你自己。因為喜歡你的人不需要，而不喜歡你的人不會相信。
永远不要向任何人解释你自己。因为喜欢你的人不需要，而不喜欢你的人不会相信。
Don't explain yourself to others. Cause those who likes you no need, and those who dislike you won't believe. 

TESTS ARE CRUEL. MATHS IS CRUEL. TEACHERS ARE CRUEL. UGH. LIFE IS CRUEL. 

My maths test confirm died, so I'm quite.. disappointed at myself. Yeah.. Sometime I stayed back with my 3baka. Those moments were funnn! :3 We STUDIED too alright, not only play. :3 I know you hate me, but I just don't care now. -.- Cause it's very obvious, but I don't want go be a dumbass again. :D Maybe I shouldn't know her at all.. 

Should study again now. 

Hiatus for test 2. .__.

- sore dewa!

School tomorrow.

SCHOOL TOMORROW

SCHOOL TOMORROW

S-C-H-O-O-L  T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W! 

SIGH.. So gila depress la, can don't ? I might love to go back to school, but not test.. It's such a big torture that we have to study while during holiday.. HOLIDAY okay! Holiday is for students relax and enjoy life! Not sit infront of study table and trying to eat all subjects notes. ): 

#Nowplaying Again - Yui. 

I can't wait to see him tomorrow. Oh you know deh. 

Pictures of Yesterday! 3/09/2011

OH MY SMURF, please kindly very kindly ignore my face. (: 

It was actually showing behind got 1 coughcouplecough, I mean 2 people. :D

From pictures above, you can see HOW CRAZY WAS I! :O

Yea.. the balloon..

Yea.... very wrong qurl.. very...

 HAHAHAHAHAH STEPHY YAO MEH!

1606.. cough.. someone's number ? ;)

I think I'm addicted to this game. VERY INTERESTING. :D 

Goodluck to all Year10 and Form5! :') EXAM SOON! :O 

- sore dewa!

Supercell - 君の知らない物語 PV English + Japanese Sub/Karaoke [化物語/Bakemonogatari ED] - YouTube

On a day just like any other,
you suddenly stood up and said,
“Let's go stargazing tonight!”

“I guess even you get a good idea sometimes,”
everyone said as they laughed.
On the dark road,
we fooled around as we walked
and held onto each other
to avoid being crushed by loneliness and anxiety.

As we gazed up from this pitch-black world,
the stars looked like they were falling from the night sky.

Since when, I wonder,
have I been chasing after you?
Please, please
don’t be startled and just listen
to these feelings of mine.

“That’s Deneb, Altair, and Vega,”
you said as you pointed at the Summer Triangle.
I remember looking at the sky.
I finally found Vega,
but where was Altair?
Isn’t he lonely without Vega?

As you stood next to me enjoying yourself,
I stood there, unable to say anything.

The truth is,
I've always somehow known my feelings for you.
"I found him!"
but those words don't reach you.
"Don't cry, don't do it,"
was all I could I tell myself.

I acted tough, but I was just a coward
pretending I wasn't interested.
And yet,
that only increased the pain stabbing at my heart.
Ah, I see, so this must be what it's like
to fall in love.

My heart tries to tell you
to try asking me what's wrong,
but just being next to you is fine.
The truth hurts.

I didn’t say it,
I couldn’t say it,
and now there's no going back.

That summer day
with all those twinkling stars
I still remember even now.
Your face when you laughed,
your face when you were angry,
I loved how they all looked.
Isn't it funny?
Even though I always understood,
you never knew
because it was my own secret.
I pass the nights
with distant memories of you
pointing out the stars
with your innocent little voice.

Supercell - さよならメモリーズ (Sayonara Memories) - YouTube

The sakura are in bloom
I’ve grown fond of this hill road
Ah, parting is such…
Those days of tears and laughter
As if they were only yesterday
This path now leads to the future
At least that’s what I think
The years bloomed and ended too quickly
You were totally happy about it
I simply just smiled
and said [I agree]
It wasn’t even long ago and yet
we can no longer go back to it
The feelings I couldn’t even express in words
yet still wanted to disclose to you
I wanted to do so
From the beginning till the end
We walked the way home together
Those treasured memories
I’ll never ever forget them
~SAYONARA MEMORIES~
Spring has come, with it many other roads
I’ve always hoped for a day we’ll meet again
[Goodbye] I murmured softly
The skies then slowly changed, into blue
that’s why I cried for a little a bit
I even took a detour on purpose
So for just a little longer
I can be together with you…
I also jokingly said
[Oops, my bad]
I just had to indulge myself
on your smiling face and your sparkling eyes
The feelings I couldn’t even express in words
The simple walk we had I hold so dearly in my heart
Do you remember it too?
At that time
You called out my name
Two people walking home together under the night sky
I’ll never ever forget them
~SAYONARA MEMORIES~
I’m very thankful for having ever met you
That was the very first time I saw the sakura in full bloom
How long has it been since…
Has everything changed?
Looking back, I suddenly remember
saying [This is the person I'll fall in love with]
I wonder why so?
I really have no idea
After that, each day made me very happy
yet at the same time
it was also painful.
Somehow, I couldn’t even say [Sorry]
That’s why I, you, er
wait, I’ll say something…
But right now
~I still don’t want to say goodbye~
Being stuck as just a friend
No way… I don’t want that…
I was going to say
I…
you…
you… always…
…Always! Ever since the beginning,
I’ve always loved you!
Aa, I finally said it.


-Intro by Kuih.

Smurfly day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIEL! 

Thanks Buddha.. The plan was success... half atleast..  ;) Stephy came to my restaurant to do last minute cards and notes. Then we called Keng...

Me : Keng! Ni ji dian lai !?

Keng : Huh ?

Me : Walau! Bu yao gen wo jiang ni wang ji ??

Keng : Wah! Wo zhen de wang ji liao oh! 

Me : WAH! Zhen de ma?!

Keng : HAHA mei you la! Ni men xian zai zai na li ? 

Me : Wo men zai wo de restaurant zhe bian! @$#R%#&)%#) (my shop address) 

Keng : Ah.. gei wo 5 mins, wo qu zhao ni men!

Me : Okayy!

His 5mins are really.. very.. 'fast'. -_- We waited quite awhile, then he suddenly called. I grab the phone and went out searching for him. Then I saw a pinky guy, holding phone and looking around, but he didnt saw me. So I shouted in phone, and he can hear from far too. 

So, we started our HARDWORK in my restaurant, and finally finished in time. T^T SAFE! We passed each notes to different shops and women! :3 VIEL NEED TO EXERCISE. Lul actually make her suffer. ;) We waited and waited for 2 hours.. Viel's mum kept said Viel didn't want to come. So, Stephy very stress till want cry. WE ALL STRESSED. -____- THANK U VIEL. 

She came late 2 hours.. just like last year too...

-SKIP THOSE EMBARRASSING STUFFS THAT I MAKE.-

Ask Stephy and Keng if you wanna know!  

We sibeh worried that she didn't come, so we ever prepared to cancell all the thing and went to PizzaHut to eat. We were even giving up! Then the pizza hut guy gave Stephy and Keng menus, but I don't have. I wasn't mind about it actually. Then he looked at me then very sorry de face :"Uhh Ma'am sorry, we only got 2 menus now.." HEHE. I was making OMGSIBEHHUNGRY face, but he thought I'm sad. LUL. 

We were lazy to go KFC, so me and Stephy NINJA up to Iora and change the last place. :3 NINJA SUCCESS! When we were preparing the cakes, then Viel came. She looked so tired and went like "OMG YOU GUYS! MAKE ME RUN HERE AND THERE!" 

See, my plan SUCCESS! ;) The cakes sibeh fail.. not nice and only four candles.. LUCKY VIEL, she actually have to be 17 but blow 4 candles.. SMEXAY MAH ?! Then she said the same Pizzahut guy very hot, so I turn to the guy and shout :"EH! TA JIANG NI HEN HOT!" I purposely say in Chinese, cause he can't understand. :P But he was smiling at Viel. AHAHAHH! FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT ALERT! ;) 

Then Keng saw the guy folding ballon, so he said to Viel : "Oh viel! He making a balloon for you oh!" HAHAHAHAHA. So we wait and wait.. :P The balloon shape was SO WRONG and VERY WRONG and SUPERDUPER WRONG! It's green, and the guy stick a paper "Happy birthday to you. From -his name insert here-!" on that SO WRONG shape.. When we all saw it, we laughed non-stop. Even though we tried to BREATH IN AND OUT to stop, but still cannot!

I promise, when Viel upload all pictures to Facebook.. I will upload some of the pictures here too! :) 

Then we watched Smurf 3D. SOMEONE SIT TOGETHER WITH SOMEONE. Oh wellzz. All by myself with Viel. ;) Smurf are so smurfly awesome and smurfly funny! :3 People cold ah, got extra shirt to warm herself, but me ah~ haihhh~ *wink at Stephy* OH WELLZZ. 

Took pictures at arcade too! :) Really had a nice day with them. :D 

- sore dewa!

Back from Kuching

YOSH. I'm back! Lul, not really get use to the new Blogger. .__. 

Yea.. so weird.. But it's nice tho. :D 

Kuching trip was tiring and rushing. Due to only have 2 days for shopping. ): It sucks. 

The most happehhh parts are I bought Bleach Movie 4 : Hell chapter disc! TEARS OF JOY!! Then I went to a waterfall swimming with all my cousins. THAT WAS AWEESOMEEE! The natural water and fresh air! We play around like lil kids cause we rocks. 

Spending time with my cousins are awesome too! I just like the feeling when you're with your family. LUL WHO DOESN'T LIKE IT ? We chit-chat and went Karaoke together. :3 We sang like 294795 songs. :P Yea, the only thing I wanna do BADLY in Kuching is... Karaoke. Cause seriously, in Brunehh those Kbox can SUCK MAI BALLS mahn! 

I find out that my readers are getting few.. 

LULJK I HAB NO READERS. 

Finally can cross out one of my wishlist~ (': Bleach Movie 4 : Jigoku-Han is awesome and I love Kubo Tite. Can I just marry him ? Toshirou looks so HOT (as usual) in that movie! I'm glad that Kubo included Toshirou in Movie 4! AWWYEAH! 

Pictures will post.. soon(?). 

SHIT. SCHOOL REOPEN SOON. AND I NOT YET STUDY. WOW. AWESOME...

-sore dewa!