7 more days！

Today my house having 大扫除! Cleaning is a part of welcome new year too. While everyone going back to their hometown, I'm here cleaning my table.. LOL. This is first time I don't have any new year feel. HMM. 

So I spent whole day with him yesterday, before he leave for New Year. Seven more days till he come back from Malaysia. 我们总是觉得只要我们独处，时间就会过得很快。时间真的不够…… ): 每次只要在他身边，我就觉得很满足了。因为从没想过能这样待在他的身边。

有时候不需要多说什么，只要安安静静的靠着他，我就很满足了。到现在我还不知道我是不是在做梦……因为这一切都是我曾经很想得到的，现在竟然成真了。现在的我真的觉得很幸福，越是幸福就越是害怕。害怕这一切会不见… 


不知道“你”会不会读到，可是如果“你”读到…… 我想告诉你，跟你在一起是我目前为止最开心的事。我很珍惜与你一起的每一分每一秒。(: 我就是喜欢你现在的样子。


Tomorrow have to go to school.. Lucky got Stephy if not I'm FOREVER ALONE mahn! I can't wait to see him after 7days. UGH! For sure there's LESS people in class tomorrow. I think I better go trim my hair tomorrow also, since I'm sou bored. Wave? Heh~ Let's see! 


Bought a lots of comics from Comic House. It's quite sad knowing they gonna close the shop soon. Hmmm. 看来很少有东西能够长久… ): SABISHI NEH! No one chat with me now. HAIYO, MY 3BAKA LEHH! ): 


"And you fall for a ben dan." 




11:11 成真了

-sore dewa!

I did it.

带我走到遥远的以后。

So, I confessed. To who ? To shasha of course. Get the WORST CONFESSION EVER award! :P Anyways, at least I didn't cry out. (really surprise that I didn't cry) =___= I'm a brave bitch! RAWR. To those who thinks I'm crying now, NO. I'm not! :P WHAT ? Stare what stare, I'm seriously not crying okay! =3= Why would I lie to my beloved readers ? ;) AHAKS.

Thanks for cheering me up, and give me guts to confess. Yea, YOU GUYS. You know who you are! ;) Those who so kepo-kepo at canteen with my just now and those who wish to watch it but sadly went home early. :P LOL, just confess already need many people's help. .__. I'm such a SHU LA(taiwanese chingchong)!!!! 

WHEN HE WORE BAJU MELAYU SIBEH HAWT, BUT I DON'T WANT HE MASUK ISLAM. 

RACISM ^

Ok. No, seriously he looks so asdfghjkl when he wore that and come back class. I went all asdfghjkl lo. :P This year is really quite an unlucky year for me lo. Other than Samalindang get in final, nothing else for me been chosen. =3= WHAT IZ DIS. UGH.

Anyways, better go now. I'm still being a fat bastard. =3= 

至少我的心意已传达到他的心了……

- sore dewa!

Chocolates week.

My mum bought a lot of chocolates since Monday. Due to it's expired soon, SOON la not now. The salesman sell it to us like only $1 and $2, but supermarket always sell it $10++, it's a BIG BOX okay. Not like only one packet or something. :D

#13thingsilove :

1. His smile

2. His eyes

3. Bleach's calendar

4. Siaviel's laughter

5. 3baka

6. His awkward expression

7. The moment he try to hide from horror movie

8. Bleach's movies

9. My tarot cards

10. My blog

11. When people laugh at my jokes

12. CHOCOLATES

13. Teh-c

Okie. :3 

FOR VIEL. and maybe me.

What can I say to make you mine ? Oh my pretty pretty boy, please tell me you love me too. :/ 

Teacher Hemo just crashed me and Viel's heart today. I know she was telling truth but still. Teacher Hema told me about how Shasha's sister acted like, and how people dislike her. :/ Shasha is just like another her okay. :/ Ugh! 

#randomfacts : I do wonder if Shasha is gay..

So, I'm back to Korean's songs. :P I just realise I can really sing it out. .__. I used to likes those songs very much okay! :D OH OH! #nowplaying Lucifer! VIEL SIA, DON'T CHU MISS IT ? Remember how we used to dance it ? HAHAHA EPIC! 

Shit, stress eating chocolates like what now. D: I just can't stop! >< OH.

Ellyhong said I looks thinner now. OMG. I FELT SO FLATTER! 

Remember how we used to dance this ?

and now Yang mao make me stuck with song and the dance move..

OH YEAH, played a sibeh scary game with them. -.- HAND SLAP. Omguz. Never play with Yimao okay. He might kill you with his HAND SLAP. *nod madly* 

- sore dewa!

Beri happy todae. :D

Shasha came back. HEHE. :3 Nuoooh, I'm not happy cause of this laaaar. No, I'm serious. :3 

OH HELLOH JUNE. :D

Our class was being so hyper justnow, especially Chinese periods! :O There's one problem between our class.. the LESS students we are, the MORE noisy we are. That's why every teachers are being so stress about it. They don't know should feel happy about less students or not. :P 

Wish those who are taking parts in TATTOO can do well today! :D 

GOODLUCK BRAHS! 

It's funny how TYK kacau me today. :O He is a imba smart kid I tell you. Dangerous for those innocent people! .__. Honto honto!! So, innocent kids PLEASE step away from TYK. :3 I was changing seat to infront when Shasha was giving a speech infront, NOT THAT I WANT TO SEE HIM! I do that to everyone, just cause I want to ask them question afterward okay! >< ughhh! 

Then TYK, Kuih, Yimao and Yangmao keep saying :"Haiya, XinJie ah! Don't sit infront bah! You make Shasha so shy ah!" Of course they didn't call him Shasha, they called his name la. Then Shasha kept acting so shy and just nod! DD: I MELT. Wut, no I mean I DIED. So, I had to sit behind and then he just start his speech. =3= Benci banar eh! And the EXPRESSION TYK gave me, so asdfghjkl!! D: I think they started to suspect already. ;_____; Sayonara my peace life~ 

Still got 2more days for school then our holiday start! :3 I planned to buy things for 3baka them. (if I got go Malaysia) 

The best parts of today was, we all revenging Mao Ge! We all kept disturb, and ask him non-senses question , but then he get 8 out of 10. ;___; okay. When it's Shasha's turn, I help him found a newspaper to share about. Then teach him abit. :3 NOT, of course NOT being unfair, when Yimao don't know how to do, I helped him also okay! :D 

I bet Stephy now having fun with those angmohs, Thais, Singaporeans and etc etc hot guys. ;____; It's okay.

It's totally fine. ((': I'm okay with Viel now. We can paktoh without Stephy! (': OKAY. 

Yes, I do love this phone. Nokia 6120C.

But some how I just want to have a NEW phone. :/ A phone with WIFI connection, more memory, high quality of camera... :')

LOL VAIN.


Libra <3 vain.

Should go try out Maple now. .__. Wish it works okay! D: PRAY PRAY PRAY! 

- Ja mata-ne! :D 

Can't think a topic for this post, anyway found some horoscope stuff about me, and it's very true. :3

别以为天秤平常嘻嘻哈哈 , 像一点烦恼也没有 , 无论发生什麽严重的事 , 天秤依然笑着 .

天秤可不是那种会把自己的感情都放在脸上的 . 她不想让别人看到自己的脆弱 .

天秤的眼泪 , 都是悄悄流下来的 .

因为那可恶的自尊心 , 天秤绝不让自己倒下的 . 咬着牙 , 忍着泪也要继续 .

在你面前 , 天秤一直都很乐观的 . 只是你不知道 , 天秤是最能把悲观演绎得淋漓尽致 ,

天秤的内心比韩剧、警察专用的催泪弹更催泪

天秤很容易喜欢上人的 . 但是要走到爱这一步的话 , 天秤会想好多的 .

爱上人很容易 , 放下一个人也很容易 .

她把你放下不是因为 , 她不爱你 , 只是想你得到幸福 . 天秤的爱情 , 也是牺牲的 .

天秤很容易跟人做朋友 , 不论男女 . 有时候不会太在意什麽 ' 男女授授不亲 ' 的土气到爆的话.

所以有时也跟别人搞得很暧昧的 . 给了你一种幻觉, 其实天秤对你一点意思也没有 .

所以天秤才被人说是花心吧 . 与其说是花心 , 不如说是博爱吧 . 管你长得丑还是怎样 , 好看的微笑就是少不了 .

跟天秤谈恋爱 , 不一定会爱得轰轰烈烈的 , 天秤很会享受 , 享受你给她的安全感 , 享受你给她的爱 .

天秤的爱澹如流水 , 但忠贞不移 .

但天秤跟你在一起 , 不一定是天秤爱你 , 可能只是想填补一直都有洞的内心 ,

或是怜悯你、不会拒绝你、不想伤害你而已 .

常常犹豫 , 最终天秤只能看着幸福被人抢走 .

天秤考虑得太多 , 常常犹豫 , 只是因为怕自己做错了会失去一些东西

天秤爱购物 , 会挥霍 , 只是想透过拥有物质来填补内心的空白 , 让自己看起来不孤独

天秤假吗 ? Absolutely Wrong !! 没人了解天秤 , 天秤也不愿乞求别人的同情 !

其实，真正的天秤座

并没有你们想象中的和蔼可亲

也没有你们所见到的开朗，热情

从冷若冰箱的脸变得和蔼可亲

是因为秤子们知道

不先主动， 就不会得到任何的朋友

因此，秤子学会了社交

要别人对自己好，就先对别人好

所以，本来任性，情绪化的天秤为此而忍耐

为此而配合

想得到的，只是别人得一句称赞， 一个问好

天秤两极化 , 是环境造成的 . 现实太残酷 , 世界变得太快 , 天秤静静地看着 , 不想像普通人一样变得髒 ,

冷漠的眼神、公式化的微笑是天秤们的防御 . 兔得自己的良善消失

天秤的内心世界也许是灰色的 , 也许城府很深 , 但是纯粹 .

天秤多心计 , 也会为了达到目的去做事 , 也会排除异己 , 因为天秤知道没攻击力的人不能生存

天秤不愿打开内心的门 , 因为天秤知道这个世代的人太複杂 , 这裡的空气太髒 . 天秤嚮往平静的日子 .

我很高兴我是天秤 , 我很喜欢天秤的每一个特质 , 我就是天秤 ! =)

Source from : 我爱我的星座

So true la!! I'm proud to be a libra too. :3 Went school for tarian asli at 3pm. WHO KNOWS TEACHER PUT AIRPLANE. =+= KANASAI! Wasted my time. -.- 

Just remember that Shasha won't be here till wednesday. :/ But I'm not sure if he attend Saturday's class.. I wish he do, so our group photo won't miss out a person.. :) I was so love sick the whole afternoon. -.- *le slapping myself*  I don't want be so love sick. -.- It's bad, very bad. If relationship will make me lose a friendship, then I will just shut up about shasha in real life now. 

- sore dewa

Mall with SanBaka.

Morning iz scaryyy. 

Before and after fire drill, me, Yimao, Kuih, Barry and LY kept talk about CHMS ghost stories, it's very scary. They talked about haunted toilet, teacher's flat, P.E room and etc etc. SO MANY. But it's true. CHMS was a place that Japan and Brunei having war. .__. Many people ever died there.. So yeahh.. 

We all felt very scared after that. -.- Dumb much ? When B.M periods, teacher forgot to bring our BM correction things, so we end up chit-chatting. :D We wanted to talk about ghost stories. BUT Sha2 went to play congkak. :P He looked scared. :3

Then, around 2.30pm I arrive mall. Kuih and LY reached there earlier, Yimao late AS USUAL. .__. Yimao always late, get used to it! :P Then we saw Keng, and knew some of our classmates in mall too. Then we went to check got what movie suit our time, since Yimao leaving at 5pm. So, we watched Insidious! Walked around before movie start. :D 

Our cinema is at the new want! :D MUAHAH. First time go there :P The room very small kaliah, and less people! :O It seems like we booked the whole cinema. :P Insidious is nice, I suggest you guys go watch it! VERY GAY. :D 

Many things happened in Cinema, but my 3baka want me keep it as OUR secrets. :P Skip those parts. :D I really enjoyed the movie, ENJOYED. :D I get to know other sides of LY too. :3 Then the dumbest thing ever happened, after Yimao went home. Kuih was like "Ehy, my mum car is here oh! Why so early ah ?" THEN HE WENT HOME LIKE THAT. Me and LY were like.. okie.. Left us.. smart very smart. 

We walked around, and walked those place that no much CHMS students go. So, wont got people misunderstand okay! >< It's very awkward that 1 boy 1 girl walk together. -.- I don't want people to hurt him anymore, they can talk about how I hang with guys, but please don't say about him. :/ 

Kuih and Yimao.. hehe.. you guys wait. We will revenge.. someday. :D

Then we walked to Jaya bought Angry bird. LOL. :P I watched he ate lunch/dinner at Ideal. :P He wanted to belanja me ice cream, but I still paid him tho. Paiseh okay! We used 1hour in Ideal chit chat and eat slow slow. SINCE WE HAVE NO WHERE TO GO. Every where iz dangerousss. 

Then he accompany me to my restaurant when it's around 7pm. :3 

Me : 你知道怎样回去吗？(you know how to go back mah ?)

Him : 知道啦！我没有酱……哈哈哈~ (Know la! Im not that.... ahaha!)

Me : 真的？我担心你被强奸哦！(Really mah ? I scared you kena people rape!)

Him : 那个应该是你吧？你才要小心啦！我okay的！(That's should be you gua ? You must be careful! Me okay de!) 

Me : 啊……你一个人真的可以？(arh, you alone.. sure ma ?)

Him : 真的啦！可以的！哈哈！你也是嘛！(Really bah! I can de! You also laa!)

Then I went back ler. I felt bad, cause he was alone till 8.30pm. ): Ugh, that's suckk. I can't stay more longer. )): ALONE in cyber, it's sad. But I can imagine his face with his usual smile and said "Haiya! it's okay want!" :/ That's really sabisii okay! >< He always being so kind to people, and don't care about how his heart thinking about. ): He also don't care about how people look at him, and talk bad about him. He just want to be himself, he said he won't change his personality just cause of people dislike his true colour. (': He is cute yet mature. :D 

ANYWAY, tonight really can't sleep well. Scared of ghost stories and all that. -.- Wish he enjoy his zombie anime mahn! :P I bet 3baka feel that way too! :P 

THANKS TO 3BAKA! :D 

I think I'm falling in love with him again, his other sides.. (:<

- Ja mata-ne! 

Type, off, run, study.

So, I'm here now. Can't stand of not blogging. Any of you guys missed me ? LOLSIAO. Will update about my class next post tho. THOSE ARE ALL FUNNY MOMENTS. Can't miss it okay! ;) 

Tomorrow gonna test Chemistry. Which mean I die. DIED. Today Biology and Physic were okee okee tho. :/ Cause I got study gua ? EHSEH. :P 

PUPPY IS OFFICIALLY CHANGED TO SHASHA. 

From now on I will call him ShaSha instead of puppy. :P Shasha 真的是很可爱很帅很好啊！Everyday I fall in love with him over and over again. If I can love 999 guys, 999 guys will be Shasha too. When he play basketball, omguz I died. :33333 *le 发花痴* 

When he picking up a kid, and the kid told him :"wo de bag hen zhong ar~" THEN YOU KNOW WHAT ? He automatic help him carry the bag, and treat that kid like his OWN kid you know ?! He will be a good father. (': See which girl can be so lucky tho. :3 Shasha is realy (Y) x 999999. OMGUZ. He said he don't feel like get a prom date, cause he can just ask that girl for dance at that night. D'awwwwwwwwhh! SWEET DAO. Shasha is a really very mature guy. His thinking and all that, very mature. :D IN MY BED NOW KAY SHASHA ?

Caven also hen cute ah! :P He kept pinch my face omguz. D: Now got pimples liao. )': Gonna call him pay for it! RAWR! Caven and Meilin so cute mahn! They are like one family. :33 I like the feeling when I play around with that two! :P The way Caven laugh and smile, CUTE OVERLOAD. :3 




Hell no I'm in love with Caven, I would like to date him tho. HAAHAHAHAHJK. :P The feeling of disliking Marie very strong now. :/ OH WELL, I'M A BITCH. I don't care. Feel like going a vacation, somewhere no one knows me, somewhere nice and romantic and with someone I love << HAIYA IN MY DREAM LA. 


Should take a nap now! D: Later wake up chiong my chemistry! RAWR RAWR RAR AR AR~ 

- Ja mata-ne!