说谎，是为了掩饰我的悲伤。
说谎，是为了不让你看到我的脆弱。
说谎，是为了不让你知道我有多爱你。
说谎，是为了让自己彻彻底底地死心。
说谎，是为了让自己以后不会后悔。
说谎，是为了不让朋友们担心自己会过得不好。
说谎，是以为自己还可以过的很好。
一切用微笑带过，总比说真心话让自己的面具剥落的好。


我承认我是个说谎专家。我说谎可以说的面不改色，可以说的好像真的一样。我不喜欢朋友勉强的笑容，可是自己却不知勉强的笑了几次。我很有心计，是为了保护我自己。我忘了，敞开了几次胸怀，最后却遭到背叛的后果。我可以笑着谈我被背叛的曾经，因为眼泪早就干了。


最失望的时刻，莫过于自己戴着勉强的笑容，可是却没有任何人注意到。我很注意别人的笑容，却忘了怎么真心的微笑。我不希望别人对我的印象是“软弱，容易哭泣”的女生，我的坚强也绝对不是装出来的！


笑，是要让人感受到快乐。不是吗？
可是我却……再也感受不到那种感觉了。

Nothing else.

KONBANWA! :P Currently in computer lab~ With the Samalindang gurlsssssss! This is my first time with them in Computer lab. LUL. We finished our practice earlier cause we cool like daaaat. Anyway, without Pearline here is really QUIET. HAAHAH! I miss her laugh, so kuiitzzz!

I really got nothing else to do in computer lab lorh. ANYWAYS, guess who's brother is infront of me now!! :P It's Shasha's! LOL. Staring... JENG...

KAY. AWKWARD. Oh, I did a bad thing.. I felt so guilty now! not. Teacher Yong, teaching dance,OMGOSH DEEP DEEP. As usualy he wore a short pant and t-shirt. Eww banar banar. Me and my qurls were screaming due to his gay-ness. HIS LEGS SO LONG. .__.

Main point : Then.. I... wrote a paper...

"OMGOSH, NO HAVE $ TO BUY LONG PANT AH?"

Shit, I'm sooooo guilty nowwww! .__. I know I'm mean! T^T FORGIVE ME LA BUDDHA! But he always bullied me.. AND HELL NO. Fuck kuih for saying I admire him. He really thinks that I admire (vomit x 1000 times) him. FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUU!

Gotta go now!

Back from school, had a conversation with Ack. :P He was complaining about the performance justnow. Trilingual Month's opening ceremony was.. okay okay ? English's performance was.. kinda lame. Chinese department's performances were SOU AWESOME. Not being RACIST la tq. Those kids were just ADORABLE! They are now just Primary 1!!! Imagine if they come to secondary.. THEY WILL BE LIKE UNICORN. CHINESE PROS! MYGAWD. I would like that happen to my future kids. :3 


Hight light of the ceremony : KIDS. KIDS ARE KUITZ.


It's kinda sad that guys cannot watch due to practice dance. ): I don't know since when me and deh china maaahn start to have random chat, but yeah he likes to being sarcasm to me. =3= WHAT A NICE PREN IZ HIM. I bet one day he will go WILD SCREAMING in class, cause of me. I'm being so crazy beside him, wonder when he will go RAWR. :P 

Tarot cards said me and Shasha (what a uber burn for me) not gham, but with Charmander. Charmander and I will made a good couple and have bright future. WTFUCKERY. No, no kidding. I'm naming people with Pokemon's name now. LOL. How jobless am I. 







I LOIKE THEM. AWESOME MAHN! T^T Songs and dance are so nice! :D ONE OF THEIR FANS NOW. F5 SERIOUS. 

终於发现到 我真正的心情

渐渐变的诚实

面对唯一的道路

向前冲吧

喜欢的话 就勇敢说出来吧

不要在隐藏 诚实一点吧

喜欢的话 就勇敢说出来吧

突破心扉 说出来吧

好想见你 好想见你 好想见你 Yes!

Nice lyric and all that. <3 Fall in labbbb~ 

Shit, I'm afraid I might like.. Charmander. ;____;

- buai buai!

你的伤从不肯完全的愈合。

有没有那么一种永远，永远不改变？

Now memorising my speech's draft. Teacher said I must memorise ALL before Saturday. Die. Die. And I haven't get the real one from Teacher Guan again. UGH. #FML banar banar. No much fun things happened. I'm excited for tomorrow's Trilingual month!! First time I just gonna sit there and enjoy the show mahn! ;) HEHEHE. Wishing he won't be prefect tomorrow. =3= I guess Stephy and Viel gonna do duty tho. LUL FOREVER ALONE. Still, no must interest to be a prefect. My mum stopped me to join it, she said it's a job for busybody people. I CREY. I WAS a prefect kay. Such an insult 99. 

Anyways, 

H E L L U, JULY! 

Gonna be busy like June, but with NO HOLIDAYS. Wish for July ? Hang out with prensssss! No more. One and only wish in July. 

Finally done one of the homeworks. .__. Now still stuck at novel. FFFFUUUU. Y I NO HAB INSPIRATION!! I NEED INSPIRATION!! I can't even continue my novel now. =3= 

I hope July will be a good month.. No drama no drama please! :D I found out guys can be more emotional than girls like SERIOUSLY. .__. Or even SENSITIVE like WOW. 

OKAY. I'm scared of cannot memorise the speech now. Better go eat it now. =3= 

- bai bai!